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cause cold
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cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
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 C-allied says AWESOMEEEE
안녕하세요,이 클레어로 말할 수있다.
Hello, im as sweet as Choc E-clair ❤ 
"I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss." |
 Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 9:35 pmLosing myself, trying to find myself again.
 in this post, i ought to credit a person. in the first place, i havent been visiting her blog for hell long. hahahaha:D almost forgotten the existence of it anyhow. but td i accidentally clicked on it unknowingly and wow! it looked so diff from last time alrdy. probably i didnt see it for sooooo damn long-.- heck. but anws, i feel it rather like emotional? but still, i kope-d smth from her & i hope dearr yingxiang dun mind me kope right right right? mwahahaha:D yeaah! 6R'05 my motivation :] CREDITS TO GOHAHMA! teehee=P relationship. with it is pain, without it is still pain. i thought i can handle it well enough with all those past experiences. but i'm wrong.. again. it's been a long time since i felt this way. i thought i had grown up, this shouldnt be a problem to me. but i seem to have returned to sec 1, avoiding and escaping problems, self-pitying, thinking that the whole world owes me something, getting tired and annoyed of life and wadeva. i no longer can understand people like how i did in sec 2 i no longer get the motivation in life i no longer want to think, to tackle problems i no longer feel the passion of reaching out to people yea man. how would i be able to render any help when me myself is in this kind of shit state. see. my disgusting attitude. i feel devastated. the problem is with my heart and not mind. which is the worst thing. my heart. seems to have died. it doesnt want to move.. argh no. i shoudnt blame my heart give me some time. i have to get out of this shit someday. shit is not a very nice word but i cant find any nicer one. life is so wasted if it gets stuck here i'd rather have myself thinking too much than not thinking anything. the feeling of having a blank mind is horrible. enlightenment ah enlightenment. ---------------------------------- whoa cheem:D haha but yx very demure de horh? lool, tmrw there's SAC duty. heck. xxx.z, TAKEMYHAND:D
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