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안녕하세요,이 클레어로 말할 수있다.
Hello, im as sweet as Choc E-clair ❤

"I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss."

If my love is a swing, you'll be my origin :)


i finally finished the neccessary work! :D yoohoo:} math written task done! Yay! i think i care-less to bother abt math ws 6.1 {&again, i must pull through this tragedy.} So now i've decided to mug first for all those quizzes and phy SPA. then i'll do my theory work and so on...

haixx.x its gonna be interesting today manD: firstly i woke up, finding my acne patch gone!! xomgzomg im still thinking of "recycling" it and reuse it at other pimple spots. but come to think that it's not as sticky alrdy, so i doubt it'll last any futher o.o gawrr! forget it, now im only left with the LASTTTTT one. gawrd, its precious! mwahahahahaha:D somehow this magical thing pwnsx! its very useful, but you hafta paste it there for a few days for the pimple to totally subside. worth waiting for the sake of ur complexion! =]




yeah so i spent my own sweet time looking for that dumb patch :X

im glad that i can still afford the time to blog. dearest blogger, you've been a very special companion that helped me pull through my darkest and most moody period of time. you made me realised the wonder of words! i'm happy, i post. i'm damn pissed, i post too! & you listened quietly, but expressed my feelings in the most comfortable way i want. ILY dearest blogger, xanga/LJ/diaryland/wordpress could not be compared to you! you're my sunshine, way too sunny&bright!




that somehow summaried my tribute to http://www.cadenzaas.blogspot.com/! hahahaha:D bows, my speechhhhhhh.




mom said im going to have diff kind of lunch & dinner today. omfg! im so looking forward to it :}
well, reading my past sms-es sank me into deep thoughts, and hatred too :\ i did not mean to feel this way towards you. i need somewhere to vent my fume again.




it's the feeling of frustration & hurt altogether. When they are mixed together, emo comes back to town again. you cant help but to feel evil, feel indignant and feel ...owells, hard to describe again. but i do really feel strongly...my mood's probably swinging very badly this morning/ but surprisingly, its over so soon, so INCREDIBLY FAST, it makes me ponder how come i can get over things so fast. maybe its because its long over, and the feeling welled up again recently 'cuz i reminded myself of it. maybe its becuz' i no longer feel the same as "very very very long time ago" {mind you, that's a quote that angered me >( }




thus, blogger being my most faithful, loyal and devoted listener of my craps/sorrows. i need to vent it out again. i feel damn enclosed and bad in my heart.




owells, since you dont bother to explain and hold back anything. i shall not bother too much about you too. but I CANT! {fcuk!} & thanks for the lameness, the laughters, the jokes and the happy moments. its not that late to pay this tribute to you though. although i do admit it comes in QUITE LATE. but ooh alright, where shld i begin with?




paris treat? lol, funny ass xD why am i the one treating you? i thought it's always the vice versa? btw, if you dunno, my mood is really getting overly BAD at that point of time, your joke has NO EFFECT AT ALL. but i've no comments on that though.




afk? i thought you're always glued to the com? gaming {maple}? doing IT stuffs? your maple matters so much more than anything. how could you be not there. and for goodness sake, i noe its selfish to demand you to untick the stupid "sign me in automatically" box, but can you pls do it next this, although it doesnt concern me anymore now. if not, you're always giving ppl an impression that you're dao-ing. I, stereotypingly {i confess that yes, i stereotype!}, will think that you this lazy bone is gaming again and dao-ing me. wow!




what care? ooooh even funnier. pls go check up longman shortman dictionary on what it means by C.A.R.E? how basic can it get? its not as if im an alien or a baby or smth that i need "special" care. i just need the neccessary care from you! but you treated me like someone who's fussy abt this word. frigging word that you never understand or cant understand. why, its not my fault?! IT IS OF COURSE NOT MY FAULT. YOU CHOOSE TO UNDERSTAND IT IN A WAY THAT PROTRAYED ME AS A FREAKINGLY HARD TO PLEASE GIRL. when can you be enlighten? yes, i agree it can mean very differently btwn us...but how diff can it get??? its time that you enlighten me too on how diff it can gettttttttt!!! {frigging asshole!}




ooh yes you definitely need to know my personality better. through these few months, i can conclude that we are of quite diff personalities but with similar ones though. this is the ridiculous part: i never share with you myyyyyy personalityyyyyyyyyyy???????? somemore its that, I CHOOSE NOT TO SHARE. {bastard, all these words actually can come out of ur mouth. i bet u never die before.} OHHH SO YOU'RE BLAMING EVERYTHING ON ME. HAVE YOU EVEN ASKED YOURSELF HOW MUCH EFFORT DID YOU PUT IN TO GET TO KNOW ME DEEPER? HAVE U ASKED YOURSELF THAT HOW COME YOU'RE ONLY SCRATCHING THE SURFACE? YOU THINK Y'KNOW ME WELL? I CHOOSE NOT TO SHARE, IM SELFISH? HOW STUPID CAN THIS THING SOUND. ARE U THAT BRAINLESS? FREAK FREAK FREAK. YOU'RE AN UGLY FREAK. lemme repeat myself, it is YOUR responsibility to observe and to know me better and to discover what i like and waht i dont. who the hell pushes the responsibility to the person who you are expected to understand?!



hellooooooooooooo, you treat me like your hmwk. cant understand 'cuz u dont bother to understand. shuddup the heck.




sincerity. glad that y'know you're not. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL? this is another ridiculous part! how many of my friends/good friends do you expect yourself to know? just 'cuz you dunno them means that you're deprived of a chance of asking them abt me? aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaahahahahahahaahaxD big fat joke. if this is ur attitude, that is getting ur pay without doing work, i'll rather sack you before i even recruit you. how hilarious, arent you the one who are suppose to find out more. do i have to introduce you my good friends for you to question them? asking them is one method, but then how are u going to depend on it forever? as i EMPHASIZE again, it is your job, not other ppl's business. when can u be more mature in thinking?




concern. -smile coldly- so what if we come from diff world? u simply asked the dumb uneccessary and stupid qns that is out of the line. what can u understand from it? dumbass conclusions? how hilarious. i've got nothing to say. you probably dun understand it again, {ooh that makes me see through ur stupidity}, we dont say things so directly! its again for you to understand. pls dont make this dire mistake again that you need someone out there to tell you that "I WANT UR CONCERN, CARE FOR ME. YES JUST DO IT!" its like NO???????????

puhlease, its a pretty silly thing to do. ignorance, yes well described. feel it, not ask ppl to do it.



we misunderstood each other. so to be more specific, you dunno wad im infering...and it makes u say even more wrong things. less sensitive...you're not sensitive at all m'dear. and again, you push the "basic knowledge" stuff to me...nth to say. but you're totally irresponsible.

too bad, so sad. apologies are way too late. im alrdy totally disappointed. & pls dont describe my good friend like this. she's a wonderful friend. its not as if she didnt wanted to show her good. is you who never manage to see her good. blame ur blindess. i believe every human have good in them, we subconsciously show it everyday. if you're normal, you can feel it in wadsoever way or another, but if u dun care or even dun bother/ dun have the heart to "feel" it, u wont be able to realise it. or probably you've alrdy have this fixed image of this person, you're such a failure lemme tell you.




no, i did not change. u think i changed way too much to get so frustrated easily. owells, that's a pretty dumb conclusion. so wad if we got communication barrier? you created it yea? how wonderful.




failure, failure, failure. you dont even noe when to hold back things, to get it back when its still possible. i feel that way, but you've alrdy given up hope. i hated you for that. but now it doesnt matter, cos i've alrdy changed this state of thinking. haha!:D


to conclude the long essay, everything's pointless now. and i've given up! happy!




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