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"I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss."

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 4:43 pm
owells, sometimes you wont know who's untrue to who



i have enough of venting anger just now. i just realise i wasnt making a lot of sense. so im gonna type in chinese. that makes me wonder how much i'm gonna post today. sianxxx.

有时我真的觉得很矛盾,是我的心在作祟吗?不知道你是否能看见我内心也真的像上面的图画,伤心的水在一滴一滴得滴着,参透了我的内心,令它碎成一片、一片的。不,可能要说,它是慢慢地融化、蒸发到没了吧。反正我也不清楚自己想表达些什么,我只想开心点,平时一直能有好心情的我到了哪里去了呢?随风而去了吗?

怎么说呢?我今天的心情就像海水,潮起潮落。有理由吗?哈,我相信是有的,只是我不想面对罢了。

作的梦 虽然远远的
想像是 一种快乐。
拥有了 同时也失去什麼
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱。
你让我在雾里成熟 心开始曲折。
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷...

对,张韶涵的不想懂得很能表达我的心情,虽然两者的“主题”不同,但却是息息相关的两种心情。想想为什么我觉得纳闷、心里不平衡和苦恼呢?唉...其实也发生了很多次了。那么的近,有感觉似乎很远,捉摸不到。感觉是熟悉的,但却有给人一种很陌生、很痛心、很失落的感觉。曾经那么得开心和靠近,但一下子,它就那么一荡,我已找不到自己曾经拥有过的爽朗和乐观了。我不仅失落、心痛,还感觉很嫉妒,心里很不平衡,很懊恼,很不解,很束手无策。

我想骂粗话,但却开不了口...
我想狠狠地叫几声,但却感觉没声音...
轻快的歌听起来一点也不琅琅上口。

每一段路 难免荆棘密布,
把坚持牢牢握住,
不怕艰难险阻 。
学会去爱 就不会迷路...

唯独一些歌,永远令人回味无穷,在你失落时,还会一直陪伴着你...

现实有咒诅 梦里有祝福有缘同舟,
风雨同渡。
顶着烈日当空 眼底有迷雾,

不能再让懦弱困住。
日子多坎坷 命运有变数,
只盼久旱逢甘露。

我想我的心情也应该平静下来了吧。当我还是同样得失望。有人说,种种的伤害能让一个人变得更有报复心、更有心机,并一心想夺回一切的开乐...哼,对于这些,我也早麻木了...可能我会是这种可怕的人吧...

我想明白了,不知道我要什么了...
我一定会争取的(:
争取当个快乐的开心果
YAY!

thanksforthecrap,
TAKEMYHAND:D
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