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C-allied says AWESOMEEEE
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Hello, im as sweet as Choc E-clair ❤ "I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss." |
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 4:08 pm
'Cuz i had a bad day, can i just sing a song and turn everything back? ENOUGH OKAY, DONT IRRITATE ME ANYMORE. SUPPOSEDLY TODAY'S A HAPPY DAY. BUT SOMETHING'S WAY TOO WRONG. IT CAME TO IRRITATE ME, I BECAME VERY PISSED AND BAFFLED AT THE END OF THE DAY. WHY WHY WHY WHY? WHY MUST YOU BE HERE AT THIS VERYYYY END. I FEEL TOTALLY FIERY INISIDE, I FELT SO INFERIOR, I FEEL LIKE CRYING I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING I WANT MY MOOD TO SWING BACK. ALL ALONG I'VE BEEN "ACTING" SO ENTHU AND HAPPY BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE TO STAND IN MY WAY AND TOTALLY BROKE MAH HEART. ENOUGH!! STOP GIVING ME MOOD SWINGS {DAMN YOU ASSHOLE PIE. FRIGGING PIECE OF TOUGH SHIT!} I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WANT ME TO FEEL THIS WAY, AND WHY I WANT MYSELF TO FEEL THIS WAY. I FEEL TOTALLY ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. I DUNNO WHY I HAVE TO FEEL THINGS THIS WAY. JEALOUS? {OHMYTIAN! BUT WHY SHOULD I, WHY THE HELL SO I FEEL IT FOR NO REASONS?} OR MAYBE I DUN HAVE A REASON, BUT IM DECEIVING MYSELF. I DUN WANNA ACCEPT THAT REASON? I FIND IT RIDICULOUS? HECK. I DUNNO WHAT IS WHAT. IM FUMING, I PULLED A BLACK FACE. I DUN FEEL LIKE TALKING TO A HUMAN I DUN FEEL LIKE DOINGGG ANYTHING EXCEPT MAYBE, HMWKS? I CERTAINLY NEED TO VENT MY ANGERRRR! BUT WHERE CAN I DO IT? TYPING IT HERE IS THE BEST WAY ROUND THE ISSUE. I CAN TYPE FOR AS MUCH AS I DO CARE AND U WONT CARE. I HECK CARE IF U WANNA READ IT. IF U FIND IT WAY TOO MAGGY AND FUSSY AND EMOTIONAL YOU CAN JUST CLOSE THE WINDOW, SIMPLY BY PRESSING THE "X" BOTTON ON THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER OF THE WINDOW. AND ZOMG THAT'S IT YOU DONT NEED TO READ ALL MY BIG BIG WORDS {FREAKING IDIOTS, NASTY CROOKS.} TANT PISSED. YUEJIE, YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE MOOD SWINGING, I'VE BEEN STARTING TO SWING TOO {GOOD NEWS!! YOOHOO CHEERS!} OKAYAYE U CAN SAY I ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY. SOMEHOW I FELT UNBALANCED. NOT WITH SCH WORK THOUGH BUT I CANT FEEL WHERE'S WRONG. BUT I NOE WHY. WHY?? I'M NOT WILLING TO NOE WHYYYYY! CANT I JUST DUN FORCE MYSELF TO THINK WHY. BUT IT COMES TO MY MIND. THIS IS WHY. THIS IS SORTA FACT! YES YIMENG YOU'RE FEELING IT THIS WAY COS YOU'RE REALLY STUPID TO FEEL IT, YOU COULD HAVE BEEN THAT, BUT U ARENT THAT TYPE, SO JUST GIVE IT UP WOMAN! GIVE UP? IS THIS WHAT YOU'RE SAYING? GIVE UP? WAD GIVE UP? I HAVENT HAD THE WAR, WHY SHLD I GIVE UP? WHY AM I THE ONE SNEAKING AROUND THE CORNER DUN DARE TO STEP FORWARD, WHY YOU DUN SEEM TO BE ABLE TO NOTICE ME, WHY DO U HAFTA BRING IT UPON ME? WHYYYYYYYYYY? CAN YOU PLS TELL ME WHY. MY MOOD NOW IS HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE AND I CANT FEEL A SINGLE THING. IM NUMB. AND I HAVE A FEELING TMRW'S GONNA BE WORST OR SMTH! ONE MOMENT IM GOING TO GO MAD AND MAYBE JUST BROKE DOWN TO CRY IN CLASS. DAMN SHYT. I CANT VISUALISE HOW PPL WILL STARE AT ME LIKE IM A CJ7. BUT I CAN VISUALISE MYSELF SOBBING IN A DARK CORNER. AND THEN WAD ABT ME TYPING THIS WHOLE LONG ESSAY FOR? PPL WONT UNDERSTAND YOU, AND THEY WONT EVEN BOTHER READING IT PUHLEASE PANYIMENG! :D SO JUST SHUT UR BIG FAT MOUTH AND GO BANG YOUR HEAD ON THE PENCIL CASE. I WANNA NOE IF IM STILL ALRIGHT MENTALLY OR EVEN PSYCHOLOGICALLY. OR AM I REALLY GOING MAD, FEELING INFERIOR , NASTY, SOUR EVERYDAY? WHY CANT U GIMME SOME RESPECT AND STOP TWIRLING AROUND ME AND GIVE ME HEADACHES. TOO BAD, ITS THAT BAD. I CANT EVEN CONTROL MY THINKINGS, IVE BEEN KEEPING MY THOUGHTS IN ME FOR TOO LONG. I DUNNO WHO TO SPEAK TO AND I'LL SOUND RATHER NASTY WHEN ALL THE WORDS COME OUT. {FCUK!} NO I DIDNT SCOLD BAD WORDS, MIND YOU! TODAY'S OVER AND DONE WITH, TMRW IM GONNA FACE THE SAME OLD WAR SCENE AGAIN. INEVITABLE THAT I'LL PULL A LONG FACE ON V-TINES DAY, HOW SUAY TO SEE ME LIKE THIS. ITS SUCH A SWEET AND HAPPY OCCASION BUT IM THE ONLY ONE LOOKING SO DAO-ING AND BLACK FACE. HECK, DONT THINK YOU'LL EVEN WANNA TALK TO ME, GO AWAY EVIL TOOTS. STOP GIVING ME THE SWINGS. I HAD IT ENOUGH EVER SINCE THAT LONG AGAIN. NOW I FELT TIRED, SLEEPY, WEAK AND SOUR. LEAVEMEALONE! Comment Here (: (0) / back to top? |