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我踩着梦的阶梯走进了一座迷雾森林

谁的心事被天使窃听泛起涟漪

时间它帮我设计下一秒谁是神秘嘉宾

小心翼翼揭开了面具掌声鼓励

谁闯进我的场地谁让我措手不及

我早就预备的剧情妳却给我一笔

狡猾地致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去

华丽演出共襄盛举唯有妳的背影

友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

妳按了我的门铃我终于从呵欠中苏醒

紧张兮兮对妳說一句欢迎光临

全场观众都离席剩下我还在原地寻觅

耳边听着谢幕的歌曲走不出去

谁闯进我的场地谁让我措手不及

我早就预备的剧情妳却给我一笔

狡猾地致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去

华丽演出共襄盛举唯有妳的背影

友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

我搬到谁的隔壁谁成了我的邻居

鸣谢生命有妳参与笑纳我的邀请

曲终人散却写下不会结束的结局

wlau :\ how should i put it in words? O: sigh...i was working/chiong-ing hmwks this whole morning 'cos apparently im seriously lagging behind after this 1 week korea trip, which i still must say, i miss korea ): anws, ive finally cleared all my dushubaogao! woohoo :} now i have loads of math and other subjs to do. sad case D:D: boo! i admire those who are still on holidays. LIKE yuejie, hsiao chu, band people in japan, and nyse peeps going to new york today. hahaha :D everybody, enjoy yourself kkays, shop & eat lots but of course, purpose of the trip is at priority! :D

Read someone's blog. And i "wow-ed" like someone else. From how much i know about this someone, i didnt know she can write so well. omgggsss, i can only say its really impressive ;) though very very emo. and that gets me emo too ): eeyur. i still cant forget some people and some stuffs that is like a newly-tied dead knot, from past experience, i'll slowly allow everything to fade away once sch reopens. But this few weeks are the hard times. My mind cant stop thinking of it. I feel like doing crazy things but there's too many restrictions ): I tried to convince myself to not think about it, it doesnt benefit me, it doesnt help me, it only affects me, in the end, we dont get anything out of this. You're only going to let it drift past you like a piece of cloud in the sky, it would soon gets heavy and turns into rain. poof! GONE. gone from memory. You'll get to rmb it but so? Can you do anything to get things back? no, you cant do anything to save yourself from the all day long struggle. Now, only time can fade things off you. Slowly, it wont be painful anymore. It'll stay deep in your memory, but it no longer has any effects on you.

I swear that these few weeks gonna be a crazy mad rush period. I should have been concentrating, not tracking people down ): sigh...Hopefully things will get better when sch reopens. That way, i'll be able to get my mind off it, and have other stuffs to get busy with.

I hate it when i've to go through this, i wasted my time searching the whole day yesterday. Stop it. Just stop it. You havent/cant find anything. Just control yourself.

Tae, i need you backkk Come back soon please {though i know it'll be by this month D:} ! If you've heard my cries, then you'll understand how depressed i felt over it. I dreamt, I think, I cant stop harping on it...My mind's tangling!!! SOMEONE COME TO MY RESCUE ZOMG!

Sigh. I just read this book call Lotus, some love story. This couple who has been through so much, but never dared to admit the love for each other. In the end, both has their own family but their heart could never settle down in one place as its only meant for one person. The girl decided to escape to Tibet but unfortunately she fell down a deep, mysterious valley. Realising his true love, the guy went all the way to Tibet, but he commited suicide before he can even prove whether the girl is dead or not. tragic ): I cant help to cry at the end of the book 'cos the descriptions are too vivid.

I spent the past few hours in front of the com typing and typing the dushubaogao! Only a good, touching book worth it all :D Kkays, need to move on to AMES. 2 more qns...JIAYOU! :D

Woooosh. thinking back at my korea trip, its really very fun-filled and eye-opening. All the people in my tour group...All the places that ive gone to...the mouth-watering dishes. ahahahaha...im going into dreamy mode again -.- Speaking about dreamland, i think i missed quite a few mass convos y'know. how come there's no mass convos now???? NYJF, reply me! :) Gawrrr i became a SERIOUS example now o.o great! and i owe juniors chocs {going into my list in case i forgot yeah?} Rest assure that i'll rmb them (:

KT: i nag you to come back soon! mwahaha:D Awww. this month quickly end!

TAKEMYHAND :D