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寻。异梦 2008, you are all that i can think of now


HELLLO GUYS, i dunno where to start now 'cos im PPS-ing ...or rather, post performance blues. for this whole week, i've been living with Dreams 2008's shadow over my head. Come to think, i havent been blogging since wednesday. Too many too many things happened, i dont even know where to start and how to start. The tears, the joy that embraced all of us for the past few weeks, and the tedious rehearsals, bump in...all the way till yesterday's bump out. They're all beyond descriptions. I'm like totally hyperventilating D: We're all so high in the audi and during debriefing. When everything goes on a standstill, (im not exaggerating) my heart really felt a pain and not only me, but everyone around me is emo.


Well, i takes time for us to accept the fact that xunyimeng 08 is over, we have to gradually allow it to sink into us.


i just hope to make this post as long as possible, to tell myself that im still with xunyimeng08, my dear chinese drama aka NYJF and the sweats, tears...


below is copied from xunyimeng08 blog and edited by me when i pasted it here:


Over.
OVER.
We won't be rehearsing the shows again, we won't be making props again, we won't be moving props again, we won't run around backstage like headless chickens, changing/finding props or people again, we won't be having anymore tech runs, we won't be going into the audi for any more rehearsals, we won't have anymore xiemu rehearsals, we won't have another xunyimeng again. I wont be able to step into the control room anymore. Cyc, rem dim, 1-200 the all bright stage, stage wash, face lx, channels, lx 1 and 3, blink cyc, cues, wheel...and so many more.


Xin Zhuo, next year is syf, so there wont be production. hah. ok, so is up to you guys ok? Well, before i leave, someone has to learn the lx operation from me. So that its passed on and that jasmine need not be coming back everytime. ahahahx.


Time flew past. It feels like it's only last month when we auditioned for our characters, only last week when we first brought in costumes, a few days ago when we made props (okay, in reality, we WERE making props on Thursday, but never mind about that).


Tianhei, NSZ, Wushengdekuaile...YOU ALL ROCK THE HSE...really, on friday, i cried really really hard cos technical stuffs are done really badly. But saturday, we manage to minimise every single mistakes and IM JUMPING IN JOY THAT YES, me and vivian did it! ytd's is very very smooth...there's just a few minor mistakes which i guess the audience didnt really realise it.


Everyone, I know that you have all put in a lot of effort, be it for just the past 6 months or 2 years. I hope you are not disappointed, that your dreams have came true.Xunyimeng is not perfect. Who says that the best must be perfect, though?


I still can't believe it
Xunyimeng is over.


Sigh.
i missed sabbaticals, i missed the times with my family, my temper is really bad at home and sometimes in the control room too. I panic and shouted. I lose confidence, i lose morale, I feel so tired...But its all worthwhile, for the sake of xunyimeng08! my love forever -muackxxz-


At last, i cried very hard on friday night cos the technical parts are very screwed, ppl came to hug me. I thank you people for all the encouragements ;D


Once bitten twice shy, we learnt our lsn on sat, all the mistakes we made on friday, we made sure we dont repeat it on sat and we must put our best foot forward, its our last performance, we must make it perfect. We shouldnt fail for its the effort of everyone over 1 yr.


"it will be hard to part with an effort for 6 whole months, but its up to us to keep it a memory that will last forever. just treasure the experience. dont dwell in the past thats gone. for seniors, dry your tears and clear the stage well, leave it the shiniest stage for our juniors to continue dazzling the audience. for juniors, keep it neat, and treasure this experience, the next time, its up to you ppl to be at the realm. like i said, we can do it, we did it, and we did it again. but, we will still do it even better again.thank yous to EACH and EVERYONE in nyjf.this would not have been possible without anyone of you.and from now, continue jiayou-ing to bring our cca to even greater heights."


felicia, thankyou for your continuous support. our dearest VP! :D we love you!


right now, i dont feel like moving or doing anything. I just hope that i can have a proper rest, a proper emotional rest. i dont feel like going for the bsp camp, i dont feel like going for anything. Nothing. I just want to keep xunyimeng in my mind.


I just want to touch the lx board for the second time. Barking into cans in anxiety. Laughing crazily before show. Going all around the audi, rushing all over the place for xiemu, moving props, debrief, getting high with everyone in cca.


this is what felicia wrote on fri:


one show's over. whatever it is, be it good or bad, its over. dont fret over it and stop feeling guilty about it. really, its no one's fault since nothing can alrd be done about it. the only thing now is, tmr. make sure whats not good enough today, is good enough tmr. have faith in the prod, in yourselves. you guys can make it. its alrd a miracle today. there might have been many errors, but its okay. as long as there's the passion, it will rock the stage. and the audience did feel it. stay confident, remain calm and try not to panic. everything will be fine as long as each of us do our part and help to remind each other. take care of yourselves and make sure you get to eat your dinner, at least steal some tidbits, stay high, keep the love alive and carry on rocking the stage. we can, we did, and we will do it even better again.


yes, i agree. friday's totally screwed and messy. while people's picking up the props, lx went on. the props drop and all sort of weird stuffs happen. Like the paralysed mother able to stand up to push her wheel chair back . LOL!!!!!


ok, got a lot of feedbacks. So its like screwed.


this morning, i was like in a daze, groping for xunyimeng. thinking abt xunyimeng, cant stop getting crazy over it. I dont feel like doing anything except for thinking abt xunyimeng.


找寻无声的快乐
逆时针
天黑。闭眼


The hilarious couple, the 4 Gods, and the thief...haha those are all my fave characters :D


ahhh, anws, back to real business. I need to pack up for bsp camp and my parents are nagging again omfggg. my com is totally screwed lor can?!


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