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Hello, im as sweet as Choc E-clair ❤

"I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss."

看着红尘滚滚，俗世的一切早已面目全非...

im losing my positive insight of seeing a sec3 nanyang girl
..

& i'm really starting to think that it is a damn horrible idea to put block tests after march hols'. like what mrs tan said, your parents wld force you to study. hey but apparently parents arent needed in the picture. it is downright dumb and out of your mind if you dun have the urgency to study for it.

as for the scholars, our block tests weightage are much heavier D:

i am positively sick of my status now

holidays are meant for you to recharge, unwind & relax a bit, pamper yourself to accept the glory of the fanciful world again & to spent more time with ur friends, families INSTEAD OF BOOKS AND NOTES AND WORKSHEETS!

should i continue to enjoy myself as a mugger?
or rather, i am losing myself bit by bit through mugging. what wld it be like to continue like this?

does it really mean that a human in this fast-paced modern, materialistic society has to spent his/her life mugging over academic stuffs, writing resume to get a reasonably good pay work, worrying over your child, worrying over ur job, getting ur happy rate under 5 {my dad's probably getting that though, i am a worry for him, his job is his companion. it seemed that for his life, he's always juggling with things on hand, when can he rest? retired?}, and finally, you retire.

which is, for us, like at least 50 years down the memory lane./
ooh man...
-faint-

i cant burn out; there's too many things i need to do, academics, personal stuffs etc.
i need to revive ;D

Now im holding on a pen and paper ready to do the math worksheets. No matter how reluctant that sounds, im still gonna do it sub-consciously {quoted from mr low}. It will do me good, only if i attempt them. ultimately, the ending's always happier if i do it, rather than regretting it when block tests are over.

you've gotta read it:

i somehow agree with steph though. people change, friendships change too. the only thing that doesnt change in the world is none other than change. it changed so damn swiftly until i cant even understand the logic behind it. am i in fault again? have i somehow stepped on some people's tails and did utterly wrong things to piss ppl off?

i think i should apply this mentality to myself too like steph(: face it yimeng, people change. friends to strangers, its just called metamorphosis. issit really that i cant find anymore best friends beside SASA? i've made a few worthy friends in 204 whom i am grateful to, and i do treasure them, like wuyan, stella, xinyun, yeephon, kat, jing, qying, rach, xinyi...to these ppl, you may not consider me as a good friend, but i do consider you as a true friend. someone whom i wont feel awkward with :D we may not be cliqueing together, but to me, you're a worthy friend.

sometimes i really feel like im having a friendship crisis. some friends just turn their cold shoulders to you, appeared warm at first but now all the prev fun and gossips all vanished into thin air. maybe you're not good at maintaining a friendship, maybe im not good at maintaining one too. i really dunno, and im reflecting how can i be a better friend. how can i feel not so left out?

okay, just forget it.

i need to do my math O:

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