To you, biatch: Oh, if you dont wna see your BIG FCUKING name here, then please stop coming here. Dont think i dont know anything. I can hear whatever you've said about me. Seriously, before you consider bitching about me, think twice, FOR WHO I AM, in any way or whatsoever, I WILL KNOW. oh yes, dont think this is a joke or smth. I WILL KNOW. MIND MY WORDS, IF YOU THINK IM KIDDING. TRY ME. YOU SHALL LIVE IN HELL FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS OF THE YEAR. And so what if you wna say you hate me and im a nasty biatch, who are you to comment anyway? FOR YOU ARE THE ATROCIOUS SHAMELESS BXTCH. I'LL START TO TELL MORE PPL IF YOU STEP ON ME AGAIN. and pls pardon for my english standard, it hasnt reach to the extend that there are better vocabs to use to show how annoying you are.

Ms li. is right, to some people who don't care about you, you don't really have to care about them too. You cannot be close to everyone. And if you treasure and still wants the friendship to go on, you fight for it. Otherwise, dont bother.

Well, in fact this friendship has never really started off well. From the moment we know the strain between us, this is never friendship. I was eager knowing you at first, but came to realise that things don't work at all. And i believe the strain worsen till we both didnt wna befriend each other. Thankyou, you make me once feel that we can be good friends, but no, with whatever that's between us, i can never forgive you. I dont know you well but i know you're threatening me to something in my life.

I've got a long way to go in life, i dont have the ability to treasure every friendship. But i treasure that of which is worth. Ours, never begin well, would never go on or end up well too. So, why even bother to say we know each other? This kind of friendship, no thanks, i dont want. No big deal. Whatever is mine will still be mine. Nothing you do can change that.

Oh man, stop giving me shyt in my life. Whatever that is, i must come and go peacefully.

This week was a bad bad bad week. My condition is totally haywire. Screwed in a terribly depressed sense. Thankyou to whoever helped me get through it like Ms Li, KT who spent so long counselling me. Those around me who showed concern, even the slightest like shuting :), chenjuan, my tablemates, kangyan and so on.

Can't thank you people enough.

These are call real friendships that i'll treasure. Not the instant kind that collapses from time to time. Worsens and turns into hatred. I won't hesitate to dispose that kind of friendship. Its not worth my time, effort, tears.

It's a blessing to have someone who still cares/ likes you even when you dont like her, no matter how much you insulted her. you've chosen the right person to hate, in a sense. While for me, i may not have the luck, but from now on, i shall away as much as possible. I shall not give attitude anymore 'cos i shall be gracious about it. You shall feel ashamed.

Can't believe i spent my whole post blabbering about it. I can't keep everything in my heart anymore. I will just explode another day and its totally not worth getting swollen eyes.

My exciting wkend is here, in the midst of blocks :D HUANGCHENG'09, GO NYJF SENIORS (!!)

i'll be able to go shopping tmrw again, finally aft the hectic few wks immersed in cca and studies. This week marks the most times i got to see KT in 5 days.

Haha :D

Sign off with lovez,

C-allied.

{Attention: This blog is quite neglected due to the fact that I spent most of my time on Youtube and FCBK [the love, woots] !! Im so sorry darl blog, i shall post more and longer. But actually it's my font that's squeezed, small and compact. I've nagged enough about everything}

Im awaiting tue, to tell the whole school that we're the One and Only sec sch C.drama in syf this year to get GWH :D

We're proud of nyjf, our jacket, our props, our stage ^^