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Hello, im as sweet as Choc E-clair ❤

"I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss."

eh? Ok. So as to further analyse Mr Winston's words of wisdom...Winston, sense the sarcasm. zzz

K, basically it just brought me to something that has always been my food for thoughts ever since i started to think too much about it o.-

I'm speaking from a girl's POV. A pretty face, a smart brain, talented, commendable leadership, a good fashion sense, an hour-glass figure+nice height, great social skills, rich...
C'mon who doesnt want it all...
Talking about a perfect girl, i've only 1 person in mind. But she's kinda growing old day by day, but still as pretty, tall and sweet. Well, but who knows she might be having troubles with her career too, as you know, celebrities dont show a negative side.

Close to perfect. How many in 400 can you find? Maybe 1 or 2? 1 or 2 who bears all of the factors above but with just lil' flaws. Whatever that is, I, hereby, is trying to convince you that somethings are blessed to you by your parents or even God, if you believe in Him. God is always fair, He gives you something but deprived you of another. Like gives you the brain but not the look. However, there are still lucky ones that get both. Those are the close to perfect ones. Not common people like us ._. My point to you, Winston [ER, THOUGH YOU'RE NOT A GIRL, BUT STILL!!] , is : you cant find perfection is everything. you can try to overcome your flaws, instead of getting jealous/ angry over the qualities others' have.

Like im farrrrrr from perfect. Im not smart, i think im more stupid than an average ny girl -.- Im not talented, i dont have really good leadership, i get discouraged easily and lose confidence...blahblahblah. Yeah, winston, y'know this post is dedicated to you, so i hope you'll appreciate me sacrificing my bathing time for you :] oh man, im so noble :D

AHAHAHAHA :]
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Eh, very funny eh winston! ;)

Here comes a more serious issue which i cant help you much lorh, cos im one who's stucked also, but with diff problems. FOR YOU, ITS BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO WEIRD! HAHAHA :X i hope day we both can liberate from it.

Sometimes i envy mel shuting and eli, they seemed to be having fun within themselves all the times and the threesome
CUT CUT CUT! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hes online hes online hes finally online, but off again. nehneh, im so sad!
ahahahx, sorry, suddenly PDA-ing on my blog. HAHAHAH :] but i've really been waiting for a week and more! >.-
Continue, well ok, the three of them always stick tgt wherever they go, ahh, and they brought so much fun to the class. Yuna, Amy and Cheryl too, they got along so well.
And i wonder when can i be like them...
Well anws, i do have wonderful friends like yan [<3>] I admit that i dont use to be really close to her last time when we're in the same class, that may be because ive some misunderstanding about her. But she really makes a very good friend. One important thing is that: She really appreciates me quite a lot as a bff, and we go out tgt almost every wk. With her company, i think it really brightens my life :D yayyy i love yanyan.

There are certain things idk if i should say, but i think distance creates beauty, being not in the same class, or not so close, gets the person to appreciate you more after a long time.

There are certain things idk if i shld say. But i really dont like the feeling of uncertainty or even being a replacement, cos i've been one before once. I dun wanna be another one in an another case. I think i'll be a real failure if i'll have to go through these.

I really wanna speak from the bottom of my heart. Why shld i allow myself to be only the second? When you need me, i'll always be there. When someone else is there, im always like
an outcast, someone that you'll not need for company. i can tell you that it seriously hurts my dignity, and as someone who cant tolerate that, i. need. to. protest. I know you wont wanna hear all these. But im perhaps never the first friend you may think of, but i've show that i do care. but from what i get, i think i can never be better than somebody. I mean, what have i done not enough? I've been myself all along, cos putting on a mask is totally cheating. And i just want my friends to accept for who i am, not a fake one who puts up a smile and agrees to stuffs against her own wish.

I dont seem to get it, what do i have that is missing in me? I've been trying hard just to want a few friends whom really does recognise what i do. Idk if i've done enough, but i think i havent yet achieved all these. Or at least, i felt that way.

I dun wanna be that kind that will only gain presence when needed. Like erm, Sometimes, i do wanna tell yangxi that i treasure her as a good friend, but idk if she got my pt. maybe she thinks i didnt treat her as well as some others? Maybe thats why she doesnt appreciate me as much as some others. I dont blame her for that though. Cos afterall, we're still good friends, good friends do not blame each other for things :D

But there are some other issues that i just cant help but to feel sore...i just dont wanna be feel less important,
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