Every love story makes a great story.

Give up;

2010-05-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

You know what, i got no time for this man.
thus, i give up :P

So sorry to those who still reads this. I guess you're giving up too? ^^
Haha

Eternity

2010-04-25T10:29:00.002+08:00

When people say its takes eternity to forget, its true.

By saying i dont care, i dont love anymore is totally a lie.

Im a big liar.

But im lying to myself

and nobody else.

I seriously think i shld move on.

Im sick and tired of it

and since i have chosen to avoid it

i shouldnt feel so disturbed everytime i thought of it and...

you.

Thus, i have to tell myself, you're not irreplaceable.

Disclaimer;

2010-04-19T17:53:00.006+08:00

Hello, what you see below is SO NOT SICK. Its funny ok, i repeat. F.U.N.N.Y & maybe lame? its not rated 21 and above, so dont worry. Even 3 year old kids can look at it, just that they decipher it differently from us, or perhaps, you. Not me :)

Since i have nth much interesting to talk about today.

Hope this can brighten up your day. Dont feel disturbed yknow.

Tagline that goes with the picture:

Kangaroo suggests that food is ~~more~~ important to guys ~~than sex~~.

Ah, see. Im just telling you a random fact about kangaroo. Isnt the kid in the pic cute too ^^

This picture quite lame right? Funny too right?

Yeah, thats all i wna say.

Bye.

Hahahaha

-drifts away-

Do things in a smart way;

2010-04-17T11:50:00.002+08:00

Read something on zikang's blog which i find extremely applicable and i urge all to read & digest too. Being the most responsible PW rep of all (come challenge me if you dont agree) & the victim of the case study below, i strongly recommend all to read the following (esp those doing task 2 alternative) :D

(During Math Tutorial)
MR CHUA: Remember to safeguard your belongings and don't leave your tutorials lying around, there are some sick people that might take it just for fun.
HONG WEI: An alternative is to not do your tutorials like me, this way you have nothing to lose.

hong wei, I salute to your creativity & humour ;)
So you ppl know what to do from now on right?
Good.

My rose for you.

2010-04-08T18:49:00.003+08:00

Finally...

The day comes for all the huangcheng people. hahaha jiayou jiayou add oil. woohoooooooo somehow i feel excited and nervous for them. 想当年... haha dont worry, im not gna tell old grandma story here.

Yes go go go last lap tmrw. yes yes yes. that will end my super busy week. Now lemme tell you what i did this week.

Mon : Went ngee ann poly to find someone to discuss about our songs for the june concert. The canteen food there is seriously AWESOME, i quote from pangbaifeng : "even better than food junction". ok, food is not the main pt.

Ok, so heres a part of our convo:

My singing partner comes over to canteen, sits down, and he said: "Eh hi, wah you still so tall". (Uhh haha thanks i shrink 3 cm you also wont see the diff one lah). "Almost 2 years never see you liao, aiya forgot your name. Your name damn cheem one right?" (Oh he's refering to my chinese name). "You know why i can look as tall as you?" (why?) "My hair imba high and mighty mah" -laughs-

I said: "Err, your hair is quite messy leh, you didnt comb?" -laughs and paused for 3 secs- then he gave me a serious look and replied: " I try not to."

-.- Hahah, 2 years ago, i didnt know he was so interesting.

Tuesday: Stayed in school until 8pm for OCIP meeting. I was the last few to leave the school eventually.

Wed: Guitar! Screwed up my performance -.- I should have tried guitar one. However, laughed a lot during emcee audition. Not rly interested to be emcee though, i want to perform :):)

Thurs: YES 1 DAY TO FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i finally get to go home early...phew!

Haha i know this is nothing as compared to the huangcheng people. Lol.

Im down with flu again ^@*&)(@*)(! throat getting much better. Nose still blocked. Starts to cough now. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO >_<

and thus, i've decided to get mc for PE tmrw. mwahahahahahahahaha :D:D:D

Im so not looking forward to wkends. So far i've got CSC essay, econs lecture test to study for. Chong is so interesting...Hahahaha xd right. And, oops i think my "holiday" is gna be over soon. Im so dead. I promised to improve on the A list song by the time my beloved tcher come back frm his Japan trip (gd lah, can see Sakura D: shld have let me hide in the luggages and get me transported to japan too) Owells, as usual, i didnt practice for a week plus alr :O :O :O Pls dont let me fail grade 8 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pray that Aug dont come so soon.

My life's getting very interesting. Someone abuses me everyday in sch. Oops, someone, are you reading this? Haha, my life is great with you around O.O

In case i stress myself too much, im gna go on retail therapy soon ^^ At least this will keep my spirit up.

Bsp council - Frigging hell lots of scholars running for council. Of course, im one of them and i dont rly have a lot of confidence that i can get the position i want. SO MANY INTERESTED IN ACTIVITY COORDINATOR?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??! oh the ... oh nvm, think positive. I'll tryyyyy my best.

If my throat dont recover soon, this gna be screwed. Quick quick, gimme back my original voice. I seriously need to start rehearsing

蔚蓝的珊瑚海,

错过瞬间苍白

Vincent Fang writes awesomely meaningful lyrics -grins-

Screwed :\

2010-04-01T17:45:00.003+08:00

wtfwtfwtf i forgot to divide by x~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and for that i got the whole question wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh, im going to fail every quiz i take -.-
pray that this won't continue...Or i wish i wont forget when the next test is anymore:D

-piak-

Corny ... ~

2010-03-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

伸出手想留住一样的冰雪

那瞬间的融化

仿佛在祭奠你和我的爱情童话

zomg, im addicted to sad sad love songs D:

Empty.

2010-03-27T16:11:00.004+08:00

Tried to take a picture

Of love

Didn't think I'd miss her

That much

I wanna fill this new frame

But it's empty

Tried to write a letter

In ink

It's been getting better

I think

I got a piece of paper

But it's empty

It's empty

Yup, feeling kinda empty these days. So i started wondering if i shld keep myself busy by doing all the work THAT I OUGHT TO BE DOING. Owells, but hmwk nvr interest me so nvm, forget about it. I realise i didnt really understood how to do econs. Especially drawing the AWEsome diagrams :X currently attempting Data Response Question & i think i got stucked at part (a). Geez, anyone can teach me? Plsssssssssssss. Aww if you happen to see me calling for help here pls pls pls do try to msn me. I frigging hell dk what line to draw !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Darlings out there, help me. Will love ya forever :D

And tq for reading my blog. You can choose not to comment. But pls dont comment anonymously!! DD: C-allied would be damn sad to see anonymous. Even if you dont rly know me, at least give me a clue to who you are :) Ahh, but i doubt any complete stranger will come read my blog luh :\

Look at my domo sucking lolli!

Zomg, damn random (:)

Its only 4pm+ and im feeling tired alr :O there's earth hour later, woohoo. My CT gna spend a romantic evening outside Esplanade. Hahahaha. Happy bday march babies. You ppl are older than me :P But the gd news is we're only 17, young & innocent :D (yeah right) I dont think i wna celebrate anymore aft 18 , 18 and above sounded too old D: oh man.

So whats on my list? Firstly, complete CSC reading. Then, pray that someone teaches me how to draw the AWEsome econs graph. Lastly, finish phy tutorial -.-which i have done most of it though so im not worried at all. I spent 2 hrs practising for my exam this morning. Exam's in Aug & my tcher nags at me every Sunday. Alright alright, lazy girl like me really dont practice my pieces at all. I used to only practice once a wk for like 1 hr. Now i completely dont bother to touch my instrument. And oops, i almost forgot about my guitar!!!!!!!!! CONCERT IN MAY! ahh, i must master the song in time ahhaha. GREAT (roll eyes) 2 hrs non-stop is really record for me. I swear that in my whole life i didnt practice for this long before. And i actually made it to grade 8. Praise me :DD ~~I'm such a talent~~ Oh alright, not the time to feel ego. The sad truth is, ive nvr gotten a distinction these years, like after grade 5 -.- K, so i went cycling w SARAH H. just now too. We cycled past the railway then cycle back. Scary man, i cant cycle fast and well :\ Kinda freaked out at the track there :O

Oh btw got lectured by the CSC tchers during enrichment aft sch ytd. So they were saying this batch of bsp/csc students displayed rather bad attitude towards learning. Lots of ppl pon certain talks and blahblahblahblahblahblahblah... and they want our GP to get A -.- omtian, getting a B is alr gd enough for me i think. though i did manage to hit an A2 last year hahaha :D but GP @ A lvls isnt gna be that easy. So B will be gd enough i think ... Hmm. Alright alright, to show that i can still be qualified to be classified as a TALENT (apparently i dont think i am as compared to some ppl) , i will STRIVE FOR A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A FOR CSC AND GP :DDD yay!! -high-

Aiya, dk why i feel so high. Later kena miss the A how? (touch wood) -sian-

Umm yeah k, thats all. I think i btr do work now hahaha :D

-rushes off to do work-

:D

2010-03-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

AM I TOO FREE THESE DAYS?

I SURVIVED :D

2010-03-24T17:54:00.002+08:00

Quote: "ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is."

Oh man, life is sad for you guys if the above is true. Hahahaha

Quote Again: "BEER is as exciting for us as handbags are for you."

I can totally sense the xcitement! ^^

Quote from me: "He loves me? He loves me not? He's so perfect for me. He's so incredibly hot." -and keeps dreaming-

Garwh, enough of that. Haha anws, i survived x-country O.O !! though i almost didnt rly run the last km , but im glad that im not the last !! WOOSSSSSSH i almost vomitted my sandwich+milo out (oh pardon me for saying it here) just now cos i had it just before the run :X Ahh anws, i had a really gd lunch just now w yuheng <3 at bukit timah plaza. In fact, i was nvr so hungry before recently. The korean meal we ate is simply so authentic & delicious -thumbs up- though i got spiced out by the fried rice cake.

k, so being a gd girl this week, i did my math tutorial :D COMPLETED. YAY! and now proceeding on to PW. How the hell do i come up with an idea that is unique since what i can think of is what most ppl can think of. However, i do have smth in mind though -grins- Pray that it works yeah? Time passes really fast these days. MARCH'S gna end soon. April , then comes May which is the month i'll have lots of things to complete. All the deadlines, concert...blahblahblah. AND THIS IS SMTH I DIE DIE MUST MENTION. YOURS TRULY'S BDAY :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
as much as i do not want to age :\ , this day will come every year. And aft so many years, i still havent receive a biggggggggggggggggggggggggg bear yet. SARAH H. WHERES MY BIG BEAR? or if any others would like to fulfill my wish :D Pls do so !

xoxo

Take a break, Have a kit-kat :)

2010-03-18T17:40:00.003+08:00

Il Bacio (The Kiss)

Wanna spend a romantic night with your favourite girl/boy?

Wanna know how cool hwa chong guitar ensemble is?

Wanna support your gd friend over here?

I have a good suggestion over here:

7Th May 2010, 7:30pm-9:30pm @ College Audi

you know how good the deal is?

just 6 bucks to feel loved the whole night.

its even better than watching a romantic movie!

Dont believe? Not convinced?

Then just present 6 bucks & grab a tix from any HCGC member to feel it for yourself on 7th May! You'll be convinced :D HAHAHAHAHA

A wild, wild whisper

2010-03-18T16:26:00.002+08:00

Back?

-slaps myself-

Oh yeah, why the hell do i blog again? After blogging for 4 years and stopped for 4 months, I'm back here again with a new url and a new skin (insert loads of smiles here OR you shld simply imagine this pretty girl smiling at you) . Oh noz, i didnt say the pretty girl must be me. Just whoever you think qualifies for that title.

Why do i choose to blog again? By doing this im gna throw my blog into another ordeal. You know, its not gna survive again (-.-) Rightttttt. And im certainly not as humurous as Tong.
You must bear with my bad english sometimes. Last time, this blog used to be one with rantings, complaints and some nasty bitching about life. Alright, put all of that behind. That belongs to the xx-instinct era. So don't EVEN ATTEMPT to read my past entries. I sound like a mad dog barking, really.

Haha, wtv. Let's celebrate the birth of my new blog.
I hereby swear that I'll nvr curse/bitch/whine/complain on this blog anymore. Let it be healthy for your eyes & soul. This blog shall go greeeeeeeeeen. SAY YEAH!

I was blog hopping just now, so far i've seen zikang, huangbin and some others' blogs. Really impressed by how they manage to keep their blog active. Zikang's blog has really cool pictures and meaningful quotes. Perhaps i should learn from him, instead of letting you hear too much about the series of unfortunate events that happened in my life (er, not neccessary all the time hah) , you shall read meaningful things here. Pls remind me to not vent my anger here again :) The language that i'll use will hurt your lil-innocent-crystal-easily-broken-heart D: I'm serious, I have the tendency to curse like some ahlian now. So you wont want to see me smack a chunk of *itchy wordy stuffs here again yeah?

4 months changed me quite a bit, which is not neccessarily bad. At least i smile more now despite being puffed up by stress again. Being in Hwa Chong now makes my life much more interesting (More scandals to gossip about; hot juicy gossips) ^^ & yes, more complicated in a sense. Tong, i look forward to gossiping w you on msn again since we're not in the same class again. Ah sigh :X Oh i forgot to update you ppl about myself. Most ppl call me Claire now. So i've to respond to 2 names now -.- HOWEVER, i do hope all my old friends who know me by yimeng shall stick to that name. It brings back a sense of familiarity, the good old nanyang + pri sch days...-drift away-K, so now i've finally gotten rid of Chemistry, happily taking phy math csc and econs now. Never expect my parents to even agree to let me replace chemistry with econs. But the truth is i absolutely cant frigging hell do CHEMISTRY so whats the point of taking. And in fact i kinda regret gng into a science stream. So what if i do like Science, face it, its not my niche. Sometimes i wonder if Arts would really be better for me. But my choices for arts subj are really limited, so i guess im left with no choice. In other words, a hybrid combi would be the best for me :D therefore i made the right choice. (yay) erm, how convincing.

My class is wonderful :D dont raise your eyebrows at me. I mean real. Sincerely from the seabed of my heart. hahahaha. Okay, ive to admit that when i first saw the CT list i went like "wtf?!" im with none of my fellow 408 babes? NNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO its like a deja vu of how i react when i saw the og list k . Absolutely no one im close to in the CT/og. Goddamnit. Do you really have to do this to me? Haha, but its all fine now. Im enjoying life in hwachong (excluding hmwk). 10S62 rockzzz, my goddess rockzzz too ^^

OH MY ATHENA.

Argh, im running out of things to blog now. Information overflowing in my brain. Too many major changes in my life which i just cant finish listing, which i cant possibly talk about it at one go today. I HAVENT DONE HMWK YET GRRRRRRRR.

Last but not the least, i wish all the huangcheng ppl go luck for their upcoming soon. I demand good show on friday night :D mwahahaha. Oh and how can i forget, my dear c.drama juniors over at nygh. Gd luck w production this year. I'll support you ppl spiritually. (and perhaps technically, ARE YOU PPL OK WITH THE LIGHTING SYSTEM?!?!?! PLS DONT SCARE MEEEEEEE)

xoxo,
you know you love me.

2009-12-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

BLOG CLOSED. SAY BYE

2009-10-30T16:20:00.001+08:00

DEAD BLOG.

SAY BYEBYE. till after HCL O lvls...

2009-10-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

3 PAPERS TO GO !!!

GO MATH!

GO PHY!

2009-10-09T19:07:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMG. CAMISTREE IS FK-ING SCREWED ):

but i shall calm myself down. Meanwhile its time to unwind a bit.

I've been too busy mugging these days...

BUT
THIS TIME ROUND
IM DETERMINED TO ACE BIO AND MATH ^^

you wait and see
...

arghfkhsdgl why's chem so hard, i feel so &@()!*@#

2009-09-24T18:48:00.001+08:00

OFFICIALLY SAYING BYE TO BLOGGER, 'COS EOYS IS HERE :\

and i wonder why so many are still on fcbk and msn...
and YOUTUBE tsk yangxi.

but anws, hiatus okay?

dont miss me too much, cya blogger 2 wks ltr !

2009-09-14T17:11:00.001+08:00

For once, i feel like posting something...
'cos im bored and i don't wna do hmwk, oops :P

Eoys in 16days' time.
And 2 more months to taiwan lit trip :D
tired tired tired.
holiday is officially over. sigh!

YAY!

fcuking bored,

2009-09-08T15:31:00.002+08:00

You see, its not that I've nothing to do or what. I've tons of math to do.

And not that i feel well now.

Im like running a fever yesterday, coughing and feeling dizzy & tired the whole day.

Meanwhile i can still feel the stress of EOYs,

the smell of it,

coming...

soon in 2-3 wks time.

And i friggingly missed td's chem lecture D: argh, why must my body break down this holiday?!?!

@#(*&!#&%*(!&@

Currently i'm not optimistic & felt unmotivated for all these.

I must stop going fcbk, stop gng online, stop trying to on the computer with my itchy lil' finger, start finishing the pile of math.

DONT GET RETAINED NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

408 has very lil' ppl online these days. Looks like everyone's mugging hard uh.

SO I MUST START NOW IF NOT I'LL GO BONKERS!

@^*(@#

okay, i AM going crazy now. I feel like locking my com up, maybe i really should. Good idea uh daddy?

-cough cough cough-

Great, no more computer, no more fcbk for me for the next few days.

THE END OF MY GREAT STORY.

xoxo

argh. i have no self control.

2009-09-06T13:09:00.004+08:00

Long list of stuffs for me to finish. And im certainly looking forward for lotsa things to happen. Like eoys, yeah pls come and go quickly. I need to get a life. I dont wna be stucked at home mugging. So...surprise surprise (:3)
Firstly, though its late but HAPPY BDAY M' BELOVED TC & MELLLLLY !!! :D

consider the fact that i havent frigging posted since friday. pffft. sorry ting! Anws, went to their bday party on friday. Awesome!! Everyone's so damn pretty, especially the bday girls. Lots of talent display, nice bbq food and good atmosphere. I think the most challenging part is to get to Aloha and get out of the "creepy" place. I kinda left early to meet Zee & co. at St. James. Gosh, i've no idea how i manage to get in, but haha since they book the place then hooray, we've the whole club to ourselves. Thankgod Ms Chia extended my deadline for my grad project!! Looks like i've no time at all this holidays. Last lap, pls dont kena retain me O.O k, i reached home at around 1am that day -.- shucks, and i think i literally got dragged back or something, i can't rmb how i even got home.

EOYs by the end of this month :D <-- ironic
What more can i say?
Mug, mug hard, mug harder, be a hardcore mugger. Nerdify yourself. Stop thinking about playing. Stop fcbking.

ARGH. i think the stress is coming back to me again.
J1 next year, i cant believe time passed so fast!!! :O but wtv that is, im now motivated to quickly ace eoys, then first thing is to finish my grad proj, then finish o lvls chinese & go taiwan for gcp. Before that, my life's gna be simple for now.
No shopping. Nothing.
Literally, no life. (well since when have we got one?)

Hsk yesterday, i took the highest lvl one at PSB academy (2nd time i've been there for an exam). Not easy, but still quite manageable. Me and Lingxuan were the only ones not in uniform. Oh lol.
In the end the test ended late 'cos of oral, the cassette tape is too much a hassle. Who the hell would know how to use one these days. But it didnt seem to be a problem for me though :P

K, i need to do work, in fact i havent really started revising the sciences. Argh shucks.
Till the next time i feel like posting, farewell . I know im incoherant and makes typo errors here and there. For goodness sake, just ignore.

C-allied

2009-09-02T19:57:00.003+08:00

Wow, its been a while since i last posted. Gosh, im totally losing interest in blogging. It doesnt matter if its blogger / lj . Life's been cool and nice until it got quite screwed today. Dang -.-

Went tkgs for the video news making thing. Oh man, in the end we didnt win anything & yet wasted 3 hrs there. I'm so sorry pok, nana & cheryl. You all came to support for nothing -.- I think we shouldnt even be going, since its only prize presentation, speech & more speeches.

In the end we only got a cert of participation. I feel like setting the place on fire seriously. I think this afternoon's really wasted. Goddamnit ): We're all so tired and falling asleep.

Oh, lotsa things happening these days. NY is officially down with korean flu -.- almost everyone got it, including me. Well, i think im at the terminaal stage right now. There's no cure anymore ): Haha 408 HWAITING! :D Been watching lots of MVs these days. SUJU, FT Island, DBSK and all the variety shows...Taiwan dramas. Ahh, i think im enjoying way too much. Exam is officially 28 days l8r! Ohgawrd, im running out of time and i merely just started on math & ih.

Chat with a lot of people whom i missed out bonding last time. It seems that as our secondary sch life is coming to an end, i've learn to spend more quality time communicating with those whom i've never really talked to much / not so close all along. Went back to rps on monday. So sad rgs is having eoys these days. 6R's fate is so sad yeah. We can never really meet up. Except maybe end of year, we can have a gathering, then that would be really wondeful.

Havent gone shopping for quite long ): at least i dont rmb having a hearty one ):): double sadness. I can only buy things in a rush now, ahh, im stressed. Esp this week, there are so many things on my calender. I wanted to buy so many things but didnt always have the chance to.

School is peaceful these days. Not that its not stressful, but we're finishing our syllabus soon. Like the 4 years of stuffs? By right i should feel happy, but then i cant help thinking about eoys and the kind of stress we're gna face. Unlike last year, haha, we ran away, on 20th sept, skipping eoys :P pwnaggee.

lalala, i miss the period of time in china. Things probably changed too much aft 1 year. I must say I didnt quite appreciate the change...

CCA is now officially suspended. So im free of jufang now, but i realise that i really miss it a lot. Jiayou juniors, you guys rocks. Love yall! thanks for the farewell.

I have a long list waiting for me after eoys...This is a year of graduation. So much more fun awaiting me. Like gcp. Yay im going taiwan (L) woohoo. 8 days tw trip, yupps. Heard from SQ that there are still vacancies for both the 2wks & 8days taiwan trip (that means im in, yay!! :D ) , unlike the kyushu trip which is full. Surprising many people are gng for Silicon Valley, didnt quite understand why 'cos firstly its the most expensive one. But okayy, maybe the cost doesnt matter, but its afterall an IT trip, won't it be quite boring for most ppl unless you're very interesting in technology stuffs. IT savvy, def not me ): I only love fcbk, msn ... haha :E

Havent been checking out on blogs these days except for Onion's o_o I wonder hows everyone else's lives been coming along...Okayy, so now im looking forward to the 1 wk break. Not a break definitely, but yeah, our secondary life is ending soon...Last lap, sec4s hwaiting! woohoo.

Idk how im gng to plan my time. But i must make sure i study everything :O pray hard that i can clear all the subjs. god bless :] !

good luck & work hard everyone. AJAR FIGHTING.

xoxo
C-allied.

i'm taking another hiatus!

heck?!

2009-08-26T09:40:00.003+08:00

Lol Bff, i'm not in the mood for that. Plus i think i dont have anything to say these days.
Lastly, im sick of blogger ): eeeyur.

I DECLARE HIATUS AGAIN :D WHEE

votevote!

2009-08-19T18:00:00.003+08:00

"Vote for my group @ http://contest.omy.sg/ncnp/ !! TYVM :D the nanyang girls high one" this is an order.

HEY!! im back with my lappie to post. Firstly, we must thank our great syf achievements and claire soon for granting us holiday tmrw!! :D ohhhhyay!!! Now i dont feel like going to sch on friday anymore ):

Oh wow, lots of things happened after block tests. Including Founder's Day Celeb, Funfair, Mass shopping trips, ~~boring~~ seminar again, National Day celeb and more.

Lets start with the celebs? National Day one was kinda funny and high. Thanks to our dear mascot, though we didnt win 'cos of the recycling part but we all agree 408 rocks yeah? ^^ Everyone's rather enthu cheering & singing. And then Founder's Day, as usual we watched our 90th anniversary video, then after all the talks we had our FUNFAIR. My class did nail painting, fortune telling (its reliable, really. I tired) and tattoo. Was really tired aft that day 'cos i almost got sun-burnt and dehydrated after a few hours under the sun. Yuna said i'm a demotivator instead of motivator, haha wtv yuna, i could have escaped :P K, but i had fun cheering and learning the council dance. In the end white team won the cheer, yay!! :D but red won the candy pandemic thing.

Sat was Business China Seminar, hsiaochu-cheryl-yuna-jialun's grp presented 'cos their lunwen was chosen to present. Kudos to them! Ahh, the tea reception is badbadbad ): we didnt get any food, but thanks to the presenters, we manage to kope some food. I love choc E-clair!! Hahahaha. doesnt it sound like me? Hahaa, ever since blocks ended, i've been much more happier and feeling less stressed even if theres a lot of things due on the particular day. Block test wk's lunch with my best lunch buddy was fun. But i think we insulted the security's intelligence. Haha, somehow its never too late to share hawt gossips once every few wks :D

Day-out with SASA @ Ion Orchard is super hilarious. We were totally fooling around and eavesdropping around. Hahahaa :D roflmao. In the end we ran off without buying anything after taking something off the shelf but end up regretting so we quietly placed it back and sneaked out. O'dear the salesgirl was totally confused by us.

TOMORROW'S A HOLIDAY :D joy to the world! i h8 school -.- School is fun these days, though we had a lot of boring talks, tests. Ytd in class we flooded the whole whiteboard with essay questions about why math is useless, rofltoflolol. I just cant stop laughing. 408's so damn bubbly and creative :)

xoxo

C-allied!

2009-08-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

omg lah, my com has this hideous virus that caused an audio to be played over and over again -.- -shucks- I've problem with internet now cos i cant get it REMOVED. wait till i settle that, Cas. Just wait. Do it, wait & wait!

2009-08-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

HIATUS

(because my com is virus infested, need to get it cleared first)!

x-screwd,

2009-08-12T09:42:00.003+08:00

hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello

hahaha. im in school now. Damn bored and just got hit by a ball ): K, apparently im on 1 month mc for PE , so no more ballies for me -kicks- hurhurx. sad.

Yay, its erm, LA -.- PE's over, -bell goes- lalala 407 is going for PE. lalala omfgx im really uber bored. Oh guess what, im activated as a motivator for friday's founders' day. hehe :P so my task is to get the ppl high and screaming their heads off. (oh omy i love this keyboard, good for typing maniac) harhar i think im damn slack aft block test. And we just got back math ytd (sadsad but its over, so im happy again :D ). Umm okay lah, as long as i can pass, i don't think im aiming for full marks or smth? Congratz to Cheryl, Jw and Lh. You guys did 408 and miz li proud!

LMAO . (asdfghjkl) where's 408?! Its lab 5 now <3

screwed codes?

2009-08-09T11:57:00.003+08:00

My prev skin's codes are screwed D: Any recommendations of nicer new skins?

Cute eh? Mini Super Junior members <3

Haha. The blonde chubby one by the most left of the picture is Shindong (leeteuk below him?), followed by Kibum (extreme cuteness), then idk who are the next 2, next up is Kang In, next to him is miracle? (which is who :O ? ), then hankyung :D, kyuhyun and ryeowook (omg so cute). Oh and the one in hoodie, labelled as Mr Fish should be Donghae? Okay, im not very sure of who is who. But everyone's so damn cute. There's 101 reasons why i like SUJU better last time before the recent album. But i'll just list a few here, yeehee. Suju05 used to be very bubbly and cute. Look at Miracle & Happiness MV :X I (L) their hairstyles. They changed their images quite a lot this album and looked much more mature. Though the album quality retains but they kinda lost the youthfulness they have last time ): Which is the same for Fahrenheit. Awww. I love it when Shindong, Hankyung, Donghae and Eunhyuk (lead dancers in Suju) had the dance battle. And Kibum used to be less busy with acting last time, so the group is kinda more complete during any other performances. Hankyung used to lead their dance more often last time :] Sungmin and Donghae look cuter previously ): Esp my Donghae, he looks frigging adorable in every mv. Lol

And omg, heechul has scarily big eyes.

Anws,

HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE :D
i love singapore, teehee.

national day parade today <3

2009-08-06T18:08:00.002+08:00

BLOCKS ENDED !

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

So many things have happened this week. C-allied is feeling numb all over, like my legs and hands are turning jelly (weird expression, but you get my pt?). as usual, everyone's like sleeping and resting.

all in all, i went to see the doctor 3 times in a wk -.- once to get painkillers, 2nd for x-ray, 3rd for fever. gosh, i suddenly find myself so weak for stress. I need stress management D: Im horrified now by a mere sprain on my back. Didnt know i would end up having some nerve pain and muscles injuries >( I swear i really couldnt take it on tues morning T_T And so i went for x-ray, then they say its some infection :O Then td wasn't feeling well too.

sighsigh. I kinda think i screwed phy and math D: but sigh again, nvm its over. Felt relaxed now but still very tired. I can never forget how monday night felt, i was some serious pain ):

tiredtiredtired i wna sleep. K, guess i'll go for national day celebration tmrw :D since we get to sing songs, should be quite fun ^^

Sigh, i had a badbadbad week. Exams in a week totally dont work well on my body ): but thanks for ppl who showed concern, like my dear shifu who send so many encouraging smses everyday.

All of us deserve the long national day break :D Meanwhile im gna enjoy my life and recharge.

Its erm, 60+ days to EOYs? as said by SQ. Jiayou everyone, we can overcome it, though it might be 100 times worst. Went lunch again with m'dear SQ at lot 1. Lol and i didnt know lot1 has a rooftop area for children. But unfortunately we were chased out and banned from playing. Haha screw that security guard -.- He didnt know we had tremendous stress these few days and we need a way back into childhood. lmao.

I hope the pain goes away soon, and that i dont have to that painkillers again ): Ahh idk why my left hand is still feeling quite numb.

Lastly, this post is full of ):

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):
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xoxo C-allied.

2009-07-31T15:26:00.002+08:00

BLOCK TEST 2 IS COMING! (im gng on hiatus! :D)
till then, farewell.
prob a wk later.

Whoever i kope-d the pic from, i credit you for it.

Great, my prac grade 7 exam is over. I was half-dead ytd, most probably due to stress and my body condition was really bad. I had no voice after the test :O and immediately went to see the doctor. Haha so i got an mc today! Fortunately i got my voice back now. Phew \m/

The exam was -.- I screwed up scales, i think even worst than last year. I wasn't sure what minor i was playing at all so i end up including all the black keys. Holy shyt! That's why you must always memorise well ): which obviously i didnt luh, i hell didnt bother to care about the melodic scales. Plus i was damn nervous when i first went in, and zomg, he asked for scales which im least confident of. There goes the few marks :\ I'm sad.

The songs were pretty good, almost nothing went wrong. I was enjoying myself all the while. Haha :D Viva Voce is okay. Except for the fact that he asked me what is Pirates of Penzance -.- k, i only know the song i'm playing is modified from that. But hell would i know the original piece is an OPERA SONG?!?! It wasn't written in the description too. I did read the description before hand :\ Accompanying test was generally okay, except for the chords part. Aural was another disaster. I was completely like an idiot -.- I didnt even know what the last qn was asking about. Turns out that its modulation, which means you're suppose to say its dominant, diminished or relative minor. Umm, i had thought about relative minor but i though im suppose to give him a specific minor scale answer. So i muttered a minor scale. He seemed to be a lil pissed off when i requested him to play the last qn over and over agn cos i didnt quite catch the qn :P And he went, "I've alr played it 3 times (shakes head)". Ahhh too bad for you, afterall its the last qn, you're never gna see my face again. And i hope i dont see yours too.

School was generally slack cos there wasnt really a lot of hmwk, just that it can be quite tiring. This wk is more of revision and more revision. We had an optician? who came to talk to us about eye diseases, contact lense :) and specs. I was so freaked out when i spend quite long trying to remove my lense that afternoon and my right eye was a bit red, so i told i had accidentally poked it or what when i was desperately trying to remove the lense :O

My throat hurts these days. The doctor said i had troncilitis, most probably due to coughing and throat infection. Sigh, so many ppl sick these days. I CANNOT CANNOT FALL ILL NEXT WEEK ): get well soon ppl.

xoxo i want gossip girl back <3

grey pansy,

2009-07-27T18:31:00.003+08:00

Yup, it was this beautiful grey pansy that stayed in my house for the whole night last week :O i was kinda freaked out when i on the lx in the kitchen and saw it resting on the window in the yard. Gosh, it looked freaky but when you really had a closer look at it, it's really beautiful! I thought it would have went off, but then the next morning i spotted it in the toilet O.O omg, save from m'dear, it scared the living shyt outta me.

it was as big as my palm, surprisingly. Anws, the pt is that it refused to go out even when my mum tried to chase it out. So i didnt dare to use the toilet 'cos it resting on the wall, then it flew down to the floor. According to my mum, it was still there when she got back home aft sending me to sch, so she set it free :D hahaha good luck miss grey pansy! So much for the coincidence. The prev day i was listening to yes93.3 on the car and the DJ was saying a very big moth was found in his kitchen hiding near his toothbrush+toothpaste at night for like 5 hours? Hahaa, and it was rumoured that it is a phenomenal of your deceased relative coming for a visit -.- lame but hmmm, food for thought :D haha.

Wkends were damn funny. Havent rly enjoyed myself that much :D Though im like potentially broke now but hahaha retail therapy makes me happy <3
And good food too :D Daddy bought a lot of good food back from China.

foodfoodfood.
...
LMAO.
k, i must stop thinking about how to get rid of them.

I need to get into exam mode. Thursday is grade 7 exam!! (asdfghjkl)

And next wk is blocks!

-.-

2009-07-26T20:12:00.002+08:00

I can't even rmb when was the last time i posted. Probably last wed or smth?

BUT IDK,

'COS IM LOVING MY WKEND.

though its gna end after 10 hours.

i think its gna be the last xciting weekend before blocks. Grade 6 exam on thurs, blocks next wk... and some nutty bsp seminar agn tmrw. pfft :\

shawty shawty shawty shawty,

2009-07-22T14:54:00.003+08:00

hey its been a while since i last posted :P

sorry sorry sorry sorry. LMAO. The tune is now like stucked in my head again.

I thought i've alr gotten rid of it, but td we watched the mv again so its back (:)

Last sunday was mass mugging. In fact, dk how many ppl told me that they're studying for test.

omffgx don't make me do that, i hate mugging, really. I don't need to repeat myself seriously.

Monday was literally bad.

I had utterly no voice in the morning. zero. NADA.

And i continued to coughcoughandmorecoughs (asdfghjkl)

Met Mr Mac aft lsn to discuss about the seminar thingum. It appears that we have to restructure our script, so ... umm. We stayed back until like 5pm+ to do :D

Yesterday was a long long day in school. I felt so dead when mum came to pick me up, i was like sleeping in the car D: Then studied a bit for quiz, did phy ws and then went cineleisure w SASA & her CO friend for Harry Potter ^^ Yay so i've finally watched it. Oh yes, dengqing hello! movie-cum-new friend yeah? :]

Hmm, HP is kinda boring. I didn't quite get what Dumbledore & HP is talking about when they went to see Horace. Gosh, and the romance part is quite extra too. Like Lavender should not even exist. She stalks Ron :P and Hermoine gets jealous. Hahahaa. HP & Ginny looks off in a sense. So yeah, i guess there's no need for all these. Chamber of Secret is like many times nicer without any puppy love or whatever. I think i missed the really xciting part which is the last 30 mins of the show when Dumbledore died under Draco's spell 'cos i was totally falling asleep. Omg so sad. I hate sad endings. But still, R.A.B reminds as a mystery. Now we shall wait for Deathly Hallows to come out (: Meanwhile, i want New Moon to be out <3

Today is very slack. Slackest day of the week. Mrs Ting wasnt here so basically we had to do compre. Then i cleared all the quizzes that i owe the science tchers :D and cleared IH seminar too. Hooray im so happy :D

There's cca tmrw! And i hope i can have sometime on friday to unwind and relax.

Shopping Queen on the run,

xoxo

C-allied

weird? _|_

2009-07-18T12:26:00.002+08:00

HARHAR! SYF SHOWCASE IS OFFICIALLY ~~OVER~~OVALLERR.

K, big deal. But i didnt expect it to be over so soon ):

How come im starting to feel sad hurhur? Not like i enjoy the everyday audi rehearsal a lot but something seems to be missing in my life again. I'm prob looking forward to FOA? (ironic?)

Hehe, this wkend will be movie-ing.

WOOHOO I BOOKED HARRY POTTER! OH YAY OH YAY WHOOOOOOOOOOOTS WHOOOOTS! happyhappyhappyhappy. hahahaha i cant stop laughing lmao.

(:\)

Let's talk about syf showcase. 2 times @ Victoria Theatre (: Rehearsal wasn't really well done 'cos the lx system is totally foreign to us ): and we've gotten ourselves a bit agitated over different instructions given everywhere, over at the cans, by laoshi and then by the technicians D: I swear if i stay longer im gna go bonkers. Thursday we had rehearsal as usual in audi. Audi performance is generally much better and steadier. Our bus passed bugis several times and i really wish there's a bell to press to stop the bus and let me down. Fshyt, i want shopping. And i realise orchard has weird random HDB stucked somewhere :O

Here comes friday! Went to da-bao subway and went to school. Then we reached Victoria Theatre. The old theatre is spooky and quiet, especially the lift! In the end we dare not take the lift up anymore 'cos it jerks and the door refuses to close >.- The empty theatre with dim lx & red seats among it looks real sad. Okay so we settled down in the dressing room then we went up to the 3rd floor into the ctrl room. Meanwhile we rehearsed for curtain call and then went up to slack again while the backstage crew & actresses get themselves ready. Lol our convo went from phone, to drama, to movie then to -censored- ... LMAO.

Gosh, why must Jo In-sung act as a gay in the movie?! Haha but i agree that he can be the next lee junki though he doesnt have features as distinctive as junki. Hey but he looks quite nice in frozen flower, k lah, i watched the trailer, not really the whole movie cos apparently its R21, roflmao.

OMG SUJU IN ARIEL LIN'S MV! (L)(L)(L) Hahaha

I just can't stop coughing. But dont worry, im not h1n1 postitive you toot. I prolly caught a cold @ Victoria ytd.

Overslept ):

2009-07-17T09:27:00.002+08:00

Gosh, i overslept ): So now im at home. Apparently my dad went overseas and nobody wakes us up, so i slept until like 9am today? __

wth nvm, i have loa from 11am onwards haha :D

this post is to be continued aft performance. bye!

Compare?

2009-07-14T19:45:00.004+08:00

Isn't it obvious that Hayami Mokomichi is the hotter?

Hello, he is half a head taller with much a better figure :D

Why the hell should you find him uglier than Hiro? Gosh :\

Ty Cheryl for being on my side.

Mokomichi is my absolute boyfriend!

Haha. Stay tune on ChannelU friday night k? Its getting more and more interesting, though i've to say that the ending is sad ): But he totally gives u an adrenaline rush.

2009-07-13T17:09:00.002+08:00

This was taken like 2 years ago on a cruise?
And i was smiling happily under the Sun :D

Seriously how i wish those happy days come back again, not as a memory but as something that i can look forward to.
...

I realise i have lesser emo posts these days.
And i probably understand why.

Certain things are so overrated. But they are probably those which you are unwilling to let go so easily. But why insist when you don't feel happy at all. Once you break free from it, you'll really feel much better. Happier without a burden, without something to worry about, without something to be tangled in, without something that will upset you.

I think im probably not gna do well in my math quiz, since i do it in kinda a rush last friday ): Well, ms li just told us td that we didnt do well. So pls reflect. Awww ):

Next few days gna be xcitin' , idk why should i feel that way but i think it will. Though i dont look forward to cca at all but the excitement comes to me :D:D:D I DON'T GET WHY AM I EXCITED FOR CCA?! WHEN OTHERS' ARE STILL SUSPENDED? But hahaha, that's how contradictory things are. Im kinda excited abt friday's performance. I love nyjf ! wheee..

I have cca EVERYDAY aft sch the next few days. And i have quizzes...gosh, hope i can cope with it! Td went to check out Victoria, big thanks to SASA that i manage to sneak in, woohoo. Though i didnt make my way into the control rm, but i manage to catch a glimpse of the system inside? Ummm. We'll see on wednesday. Haha

Td was mainly editting of my IH seminar. Tmrw most of the class will be absent, so quite slack. Haha. I'll prob not wish to miss, so good luck to those who have to attend the whatever seminar. Holy shit, this sat's another seminar which i cant run away from @%&#@^ But c'mon i need a break from syf showcase k? Don't care, dont wna attend unless you sponsor me to go clubbing @ St. James Power Station. hahaha if not i won't go there!

I must finish work soon -pout- Cheerios!
ANTICIPATION ! WOOHOO . hell i know what has gone into me. I suddenly find the control room my place of excitement, of course with my excellent BFF cum partner in lx.

yknow you love me, xoxo
C-allied

What kind of world is it?

2009-07-10T15:07:00.004+08:00

Is it generation gap that makes us don't understand their thoughts? Should i forgive them for still being young, or should i forgive them as some of them are victims and thus, illogical in their thoughts? I hope by the time they are in our position, they can judge things better and not act rashly.

As a by-stander in this issue, I felt that its really unfair to someone who have to bear the hurting comments. Why not stand in the shoes of others before shooting all accusations at them? People have been passing around so many rumours. What's worst is none other than the use of "fuck", "asshole"? And calling names like BIMBO? BRAINLESS IDIOT? oh hello. Please at least have the dignity to accuse without namecalling. Without any concrete proof, why should you be even out to do that? That particular issue aside, why in the hell could you make judgements on someone who you don't even know at all just by listening to what others say about them?

Didn't really know about it until i googled it online, its another issue that strikes before h1n1 in school. Its been a few months and nobody seems to really rmb it. Yet i found at a particular somewhere some 100 over spams a few months ago about this issue. Some comments and words used truly disgusted me.

DILIGENCE PRUDENCE RESPECTABILITY SIMPLICITY 勤慎端朴 . I wonder how much has gone in from the left ear and came out from the right. I see frigging lots of vulgarities just now. And i don't wish to comment at all -.- I shall hold my peace and pray for the best God can bless yall with.

I should feel glad. I have teachers and parents who are willing to invest time, effort, naggings on me. I may not be really doing well currently, i may not be able to understand certain schwork really well but after so many things that happen. I've decided to end certain things, concentrate and pass sec4 like every other ny girl do. I've always thought i did really badly whenever i got back my report bk aft EOYs, but i've always surprised myself. Till now, im proud to say that I've not failed to move on. This year, im gna do even better. Now my brain has all the danger signals sirening like hell. I guess only real life cases splurges me to work really hard. YES I MUST ACE MYSELF :D JIAYOU 408, JIAYOU DRAMA-ER! JIAYOU NY SEC4s 09! Lets move to HC in glory :]

School is bored, math, cca, h1n1, tempt taking and lalalablahblah. Those are some random words i can come up with. Mum said im having dark circles since sch started. K, probably im not used to waking up early all over agn (:O) Lsns are well boredbored, CCAs are busy busy though no FOA, no funfair yada yada. But i have syf showcase next friday ): So its a full wk rehearsal next wk! Aft that i think we will be exempted, hopefully and btr be surely.

Lalala, i havent tested myself for my understanding of the past few lsns ever since sch started. I think i must start mugging hard this wkend. If not i'll die quite badly, which is undesirable T.T Daddy is leaving for China next wk for a wk there, byebye, btr come back with nice presents. I'll promise to work hard in exchange :P

Grade 6 theory exam is over td ! Yay, i think i did reasonably okay though will not be as well as grade 5's cos grade 5 theory this march was way too easy. Had a gd break just now. Now my practical exam is coming!! >.- end. of. month.

IH seminar is coming too, block test too aft music prac exam. Meanwhile i'll have a lot of catchup to do for lsns which i dont quite get the whole thing. Yay, way to go, Imma damn on for it.

I think i should stop feeling so lethargic and listless and depressing whenever i think school is stressing the living shyt outta me. Instead of feeling sad, i should have done smth, look positive, be positive. Be proactive and SPEAK :D I think if i can complain like the usual gossipy me, i'll have less burden off. Esp next wk, I'll be damn caught up in CCA. This will increase my lvl of stress and tiredness (prob dark circles too). Maybe i should grab Janelle/Yan darlingg/Tong and complain tgt. And spam Weize with complaining smses again. Mwahahahahahahah (: -evil evil- Oh oh and continue my celebrity gossips , woohoo!

That sounded fun! but i wonder if i have the time for it (:\) -pout-

I HAVE AHSADLKFJLKFJL THINGS ON MY TO-DO LIST. I SO FEEL LIKE BLACKLISTING EVEYTHING.

K chill, i should be on my work now, idiot.
C'mon

Wkend nights shall be spammed by taiwan & korean dramas <3

ghost / shadow?

2009-07-08T15:43:00.003+08:00

Gosh, whatever it is.
Let the deceased king RIP.
Stop disturbing him and leave him alone.

So then what'll be the next? Moonwalk by some unknown figure in film again?
Puhleaseeeeeeeeee.

2009-07-06T16:49:00.002+08:00

WARNING: RED-HOT TEMPTATIONS

Omg, please look at these. Totally left me feeling as if i'm really in Japan.

Some Kyoto Udons? Sadly the servings are quite lil'. So if you have a big stomach, don't go for it D: Sad for you.

Delicious Hokkaido Ramen. I love the soup.

Yaki Tori. Nicest anywhere. Even better than Tori Q!

Oko? Moonlight Oko. Best one here.

Gosh, you'll have to try this. Its a cake-cum-tart, but they called it a tart, so let it be.

But its made from an original jap recipe. Looks nice on the outside and taste equally good. Forget about dieting :D

K, i didn't want this to sound like a food review, but ahh well. In my opinion, dining at jap food gourmet is much more worth than dining at Ichiban or Sakae. No offence but they really provide a wider range of choices :\ One day i shall pester Jasmine to go with me. And probably other jap food lovers.

Aweeeeesome.

Second issue. Its school again tomorrow! Should i even be happy? All in all, i've taken a 4 days break, totally my private time, ate good food, had the time to settle certain things which i was never able to even during the holidays. So i've finally concluded that so many of my friends are June and July babies and i still owe those who had given me present in May their bday presents. My bad. But not to worry, I've finally gotten their gifts like Jingwen's, Cas's...Tried my luck at JP today and bought most of their prezzies there. Later on, I went to pass Cas and co. their presents. Wanted to find THAT jw too, but i've decided that Jurong East is still a few stations away, so i gave up that idea. Had hearty chats with them, looks like some of them are getting on with school life much better than me. I really should stop complaining and work the shyt out of schoolworkschoolwork&moreschoolwork. There's more to come, cca due to gala concert EVEN WHEN ITS PUSHED BACK. But so? We still have syf showcase -.- They're not gna let us off so easily. Pffft.

In-

-gra

-tion.

How d'you pronounce that? ):

Oh and obviously don't understand the rational and meaning behind it. Whole frigging worksht, i only manage to get like 2-3 qns right without consulting my parents?

Oh no, In-te-gra-tion you scare the living hell out of me. For once and probably always, i thought i could never shake off math in my academic and i simply can't communicate well with it. Pls pls pls, allow me to understand you btr.

Grade 7 exam end of July. Block test 3rd Aug. FML!

I just made a bet with my friend. I say that nygh would never declare school close down as we still have gala concert & block tests. See who's right. However, i secretly hope i'll really lose the bet. And that's probably when miracle happens in my life. Nanyang closed down for 2 wks? Students pls proceed on to LMS for e-learning? Wow. Dreaded School (after 1 week) Our class's assignment board is almost FULL just last week. As a sec4, you can never afford a break man.

IH seminar, Cme presentation. I hope she's coming back soon, in Wk3 if nothing happens, since there's no need for quarantine after coming back from affected countries anymore. Sighs, what more can i say?

Welcome back to school, those who are under quarantine for the past week.

Let's fight on from this wk onwards! :D

Now where should i head?

The Lost One, haha

C-allied

2009-07-03T19:44:00.002+08:00

Tied tgt with a smile,

2009-07-01T15:33:00.002+08:00

I guess it's true that love was all you wanted
'Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change

this cute lil' thing has a lovely smile.

Oh alright, i survived 3 days in school! :D and i realise i'm tired on tuesday, even more sleepy today. Ji laoshi stroked my fringe to wake me up and asked abt drama rehearsal ytd, lol -.- Funny.

School reopen hasn't really been a very good idea i suppose. Not that i really detest school, but certain changes made it hard for me to adapt again. You see, they staggered our break time ): But it is a good idea that we get to go home early :D on wed and thurs. And now morning assembly is cancelled and we've to take temperature twice a day, which is kinda a bit troublesome. Up till this stage, my thermometer's beeping is getting softer and softer, until i couldnt really hear it at all -.- ohman, better dont die on me. My poor thermometer, you must have overworked.

My class didnt really had many LOAs. Janelle and perhaps, mel were the only ones under LOA. While Linghan is away for AYG volunteer work, omg, i envy her! I wanted to volunteer for YOG but sadly they would only accept age 18 and above ppl on 1st march 2010 ): I hope MOE gives approval for us to go.

Homeworks, quizzes and duties started coming in. The Taiwan exchange students are coming tmrw :D Yay! our class may be expecting one. woohoo. And im on duty again to take them for school tour tmrw aft sch.

We handed in most of our holidays hmwk, except for some which are due on friday/tmrw. Seriously its never a good idea to watch any movie during LA, we're in for SRQ again -.- Argh, and we're doing compo tmrw again :\ M'gawrd, i just finished chiong-ing 4 in the holiday. Its been a nightmare all over again -roll eyes- Oh and some DNA model is due on friday too. I'm starting to feel the stress again...sighs.

Full week FOA rehearsals next week, INCLUDING monday. And the following week would be our syf showcase @ Victoria CH. Jiayou C.drama, we can do it! Meanwhile, i really want these to pass soon so that i can concentrate on block test 2 D: Looks like my cca wont end till a later date.

School started off well, just that i wasn't getting enough sleep, haha. Lots of things timetable changes these few days and our security measures are getting stricter. Now i even see ny ppl wearing mouth masks on bus and in school :O Haha you're dangerous even if you had a normal flu. (refering to regina, hahaha funny pok).

Yesterday's tech rehearsal in audi is like deja vu all over again. Deja vu of last year's production. Ljia changed the lx plan all over again. Y'know i kinda think mr zuff shouldn't be there yesterday, 'cos poor him have to do several adjustments to the rigging of theatre lx. And now that Ljia found out that we have follow spot. It totally kills. He completely "disfigured" everything and now its a big challenge for us again ): I hope next monday rehearsal wont be a mess, which i forsee it to be 'cos we didnt save cue at all. Owell, what more can i say?

Idk what would certain things develop to a situation that we both didnt wna solve and so we let it go. Sorry, if you didnt wna reply me. Then let's just let it rest y'see? Its been a while really. Im satisfy with myself now and you don't have to feel guilty about it. Hope you're doing fine :) cheerios. I certainly don't understand why some people have to make the fcuk out of everything, are they crazy or purely demented? Enough shyt. That's the most ridiculous joke i've ever heard. I really wonder how some people had the free time to go the extra mile to be like a PI? And dk what got into them. Some most funny joke came out from their mouth. I feel like its so much of a satire. And weaving up such a joke isn't funny at all. It just sounded stupid and out of logic. Cut the game.

More dramas and songs discussed when sch reopened :D winks to chinwen & yangxi. hahaha :D Oh and ji laoshi mentioned abt this china drama which is showing currently. Coincidently, that was the one which i just started watching a few wks ago in my 6months free package channel. I personally find that drama quite entertaining 'cos the way they speak are really cool, in a sense that this is how young ppl in china speak. Probably aft so many taiwan dramas, i find the china kind more interesting.

xoxo
C-allied

King of Pop,

2009-06-28T12:54:00.003+08:00

REST IN PEACE J. MICHAEL

Seriously, I dreaded the fact that we're going to school tmrw morning. Can't we just have the 1st week an e-learning week like hwachong? :O Holy Shyt, i feel like cursing.

Re-read Where Rainbow Ends, its witty, warm and interesting. Love it! (L)

Oh wait oops, blogger error? Gawrh, i'll be back to continue the post. Till then, farewell.

The big issue?

2009-06-26T11:05:00.004+08:00

Uh-huh, so here's the big issue

Man to Pig, Pig back to Man :X K, since we no longer call it the swine flu, then let's forget about the pigs. So guess what, just within these 1 or 2 weeks, S'pore has became an affected area and seems that the country we live in is quite in danger uh? There's around like 220 cases in sg with around 50+ being local cases? Sighs, and sch's gna reopen next week! :O I can't believe we're going to school again after 1 month! It just seems so fast and i didnt had enough rest yet. FML

How i wish they would extend our holidays, I mean i dont mind studying at home. At least i get more rest and less shyt. When it comes to schooling, all the remedials and ccas come in. And we'll start to have block tests, meetings and so many more events going on. When can i even get another break? Sept holiday is another disaster can?! Though it should be a holiday but well, 1 week holiday will always be bombarded with endless hmwks and EOYs revision. It's more like e-learning, dude. Well anyways, didnt MOH just claimed that local infection of Influenza A will be getting worse next few weeks? I can bet some schools will eventually be closed for mass cleaning after school reopen. You simply can't prevent it from spreading even if there's LOA for 7 days. Fever is no longer a neccessary symptom of the flu 'cos more than half of the infected patients didnt have high fever so whatsoever. Plus, it would be so easily for 1 person to catch the disease and the whole school to get it. Y'know im not being evil here, but i just hope for more holidays to come, with everyone healthy that is :D

I laugh at reading other people's FML. until i posted one and hope ppl will laugh at mine too -.-
Well, im like almost done with hmwks these days. And doing revisions + enjoying life this week. Last 3 days, why not enjoy? I totally detest the arrival of Monday. Haha, received a postcard from Janelle. Looks like she's enjoying her days in Sydney, but too bad she'll have to be on LOA D: Fcbk is ... ... well, im getting bored over the quizzes. They're just endless and totally brainless sometimes. Esp this one which says im gna lose my virginity on 1 Jan 2010. Oh Alright! (:\) Trying to ruin my new year eh? Then im not totally into fcbk games, so ... Ummm. Enough of fcbk -.- But its a very good way of wasting time.

Oyes, holiday ccas are cancelled due to influenza A. And this is the only holiday which i didnt get to step into the school for like the whole holiday 'cos i didnt had any activity in school! Phew. Also, due to this @#$%& flu, my m'sia cip is cancelled ): -sobs- I'm suppose to be like in Melaka, having a nyonya lunch now ):):

Was away for camp last week. Basically it's not a residential camp, so im pretty laid back about it. Just that we'll have to be there from 9am to 9pm straight O.O K, but however, we reported to Ms Chia at 2pm on the first day so it was basically some housekeeping stuffs and registration matter. Then second day was filled with activities but the 9-to-9 thing totally tired me out. Third day was breakcamp! :D We took a lot of photos, hahaa. And we were released right after dinner. The dinner is totally DELI-cious. BBQ, Cakes and many more. K, some of us stayed back to watch tv tgt but i was too tired, provided i've to travel from upper changi road area back home, i think i'll need to conserve some energy first before i broke down while waiting for my dad. Ty Zee for making this camp so bimbo-ish! I've received the photos already, I (L) my wig. Hohum!! My leg aches wearing 6 inches high heels. I felt like im a tower or smth, but surprisingly, more are towering over me. But i really love the camp, pretty clothes and fab make-up and pretty babes around me too (:

HI JONATHAN! This is a reply: I didnt go for camp. I went for this 1 day Science Centre activity instead. Omg, i went all the way to Tampines from Jurong k? Why did SC organised it there for nutxz?! But the scenery at ECP is beautiful :O

Haha so after the 1 day of science-y drillings, went Tampines 1 with my parents for dinner :D Ate at Manpuku Japanese Gourmet Street Restaurants. Idk why some people find the place overrated, but i think the prices are quite reasonable and worthwhile. The Cake-Tarts are superduperuber nice on both the inside and outside, definitely worth the price. The whole place is so nicely renovated and the food is totally fabulous with so many choices until i can't even decide which one to eat. I dont see why ppl are complaining in the forums -.- K, maybe its because of the Sapporo ramen 'cos it seems very lil' to me too yet it cost over ten bucks. Those jap food are rather authentic and famous in Japan. In the end i ate this smth & Cheese Okonomiyaki, which consists of something like a pan fried batter cake with various ingredients like seafood or perhaps you would like a sunshine egg to go with it. Then i ordered yakitori and the choc-banana tart. Gahh, I've been so into food food and food these days, till today i've watched numerous food gourmet shows -.-

Went far east with SASA this tuesday. Surprising i saw dk how many ny girls in uniform there :O Most of them were C.dancers ): ohman, poor yangyang, dont tell me you still have cca. In the end SASA was really tired and didnt had the mood to walk around so we end up sitting in the shop admiring the Korean style clothes 'cos its totally attractive but whoops, damn expensive ): So we bought some stuffs and went off to her house. Ehh, i totally regret going k. SASA just got a new dog which is a beagle called Ricky or Risky? He loves to lick. And when i was trying to shake hands with him, he licked my hand and ran away -sobs- Erm, should call him like Licky? (LOL! licky, hahahahaha)

Wednesday went for my last backbone checkup and im finally discharged!! I had my 2nd measles boost too :D Mom said that i used to have injections everyday while i was still in the hospital as a baby last time and i wasn't scared at all. Unlike now -.-

Just received a letter from school saying that we're suppose to declare again. Umm , ahh, okay. My life is full of dramas and songs these days. Like Tong, i dont seem to care more about schwork anymore -.- So let's enjoy the last few days of holidays. I'm gna continue drama-ing and downloading songs :D Yeeeheee.

I hope my friends who are coming back from overseas these days like J and Yan will be safe and sound :D God bless you, love y'all!

<3
C-allied.

i have nothing.

2009-06-22T12:53:00.004+08:00

Down a back road
Long, hot summer
A couple kids runnin' loose and wild
He kissed her

She said mister,
Take an inch and I'll give you a mile
I ain't here to do anything half-way
Don't give a damn what anyone might say
I just wanna free fall for a while

That rebel moon is shinin'
Those stars burn like diamonds
Hell bent on chasin' down that crazy slide
I'll follow you where you're leading
To the first sweet taste of freedom
You got me runnin' baby,
Wild at heart

About midnight, he tells her
I ain't got no come-on lines
Well I'll love you, or I'll try to
We got nothing to lose but time
Stick your hand into my back pocket
Light me up like a bottle rocket
I just wanna free fall for a while

O-oh, alright
Tonight is tellin' us we're way too young
O-oh, that's alright
I've forever on the tip of my tongue

dance like there's no tomorrow,

2009-06-16T18:21:00.007+08:00

All I Wanna Do Is Stay Right Here On The Floor
Get Lost In The Night And Dance Like There's No Tomorrow
Don't Care About The Sunrise—Someone Please Just Hit The Lights
All I Wanna Do Is Dance Like There's No Tomorrow

Yupps, its been a long while and im back with good news! After more than a week of 'hardwork', im finally saying goodbye to hmwk, HOPEFULLY, by tomorrow before i go for camp! Well, that explained my absence. I got nagged at damn badly yesterday by my parents saying that i wasn't efficient in my work, yada yada yada...and even the quality gets doubted at :O Nooo..! >.-

K, i swear not to go on fcbk/blogger/msn before i complete my work!! And i need to be determined this time round 'cos i think i've been slacking through last december holiday. Owells, last december holiday is kinda short for me. And i kinda can't get out of China mode (O.O) Y'see, i spent 1/4 of my year there.

Anws, i replaced my old phone :D It's LG KU990R now, unfortunately not the pink one but the white one 'cos there's no stock for the pink one. gosh, they made me cry ); Thankyou Tong for returning me the earphone! (L) I said byebye to it already. Umm, but seriously im not used to the View&Touch system which comments say that the phone's good at. But apparently, iPhone 3rd generation can be as good too. Now i take at least 3 mins to write an sms, welldone :\ I hope i'll get used to it soon.

Lol, something i posted on fcbk that my friends said ROFL at: Mum says "不要整天看帅哥，功课做完了没有?" (-.-) Ayeee, and grace pok went to click "Like"! -pout- hmmph. Just a correction, i never always look at 帅哥okay?! I was only watching dramas online, and sorta got carried off by the hotties inside, hahaha! Guess what, i got niao-ed again today 'COS KOREAN F4 IS FEATURED AS IWEEKLY'S COVER STARS!

o.m.f.g , im so sorry but i can't resist the heat <3 Hahaha, say im crazy, i dont care! But i love korean guys. P.S. KT pls don't think you're one! you're not a pure breed :P

Anyways, im rather satisfied with the efficiency today :D I manage to finish most of the hmwks! So im free next week! Anws, went looking around @ Bugis with Janelle last thursday. So we had a nice chat about our class politics at Starbucks :\ And decided that its really complicated, so we shall not go anything further. Yes, jingwen's right! Our class relationships are like, interconnected in a spider web. K, so we took neoprints too! I shall scan in sometimes later...In the end both of us didn't really manage to get what we wanted, but thankyou J for the gossips and neos tgt! (:

My wkends were idled off ): Couldn't rmb what i did, probably 'cos i didnt do anything besides some random schwork.

I need to make my next wkend fruitful :D Whether is it work or play.

xoxo
you know you love me,
C-allied

2009-06-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

HIATUS!

'cos i realise i can't concentrate at all if i keep the internet on ):

its so crazy!

2009-06-10T10:44:00.008+08:00

Heylo earthlings!!

Lol, that sounded random :D Anyways, if you like online shopping, try crazyshoppingislove@bs! it has got nice clothes of reasonable price over there! Do support k.

Gahh, i've been working on homeworks lately. I dont even have the time to really go look around. So i've completed phy ws, cme, read matrix but can't understand the inverse matrix part ): , did 1/4 of chinese reading log :\ then i think i also did nothing else. job well done ! :O

Uh-huh its wednesday! and ever since i came back on Sunday, i realise i havent stepped out from my hse AT ALL except for yesterday :\ can't believe im so zhai2, to this extent that i dont even bother touching the ground floor n_n Alright, going out with my mom today 'cos she said i should not face the com, sleep and eat the whole day. First, its not productive at all as i'll be fcbk-ing all the while -roll eyes- Secondly, she thinks that im really turning into a 宅女 now ): Fine whatever that is, i think its rather productive to stay in front of the com. Though i didnt use it to do hmwk, but i FINALLY finished boys over flowers. It got very boring from ep15 onwards so i was forwarding eveything practically. I got so sianx that i stopped watching for a while until a few days ago!! AND YES EP25 IS THE LOVE :D JUNPYO IS SO SWEET. but his curly hair still gets on my nerve -.- gosh, it totally destroyed his image. If not, i bet more girls would have fell in love with him (L) . Boys Over Flowers OST 1 and 2 are really nice. I love SS501 <3

Oh, and i can't believe i watched Titanic for the 5th or 6th time. Went SASA's house yesterday to pass her something i bought for her and she's watching Titanic in the living room, and its at the beautiful part where Jack and Rose met. Haha, so sweet :] So i stayed and watched with her. Then we talked about our homework, my trip...blahblahblah.

I think holidays aren't that good afterall. I eat and sleep a lot. And im boredboredbored, yet still procrastinating on work. I wanna go on a holiday again!! ): I WNA GO JAPAN. But my parents were worried about H1N1 so we've decided to go somewhere safer. By right, i should be enjoying my time in japan this june T_T IRC organised this 1 day Melaka trip, which sounded pretty cool 'cos they're bringing us to visit the Peranakan Museum, together with the place they filmed Little Nyonya. And we'll get to eat Peranakan food :O Maybe i should sign up for it!

I must refrain from staying at home all the time!!!

C-allied

i say HALO!

2009-06-08T14:01:00.003+08:00

Wheees, im back im back :D !! yes yes cas, i was back last afternoon. My Vietnam trip '09 ended with so much laughters, & at the same time not really looking forward to the Penang trip 'cos its scheduled last wk of this month and i need to chiong hmwks (:O) but im so bored at home :\ I wna go outttt!! eeek :X

K, i know i missed out a lot of fun cos while i was away, there's a lot of camps going on like bsp camp '09 which i've always wanted to be a facil/ot D: They told me they had a lot of fun ): sobs too bad i didnt go . Hah, its okay (well at least this is what i can tell myself :\) I had fun overseas too ^^

So I've escaped to Ho Chi Minh city for the past 5 days. haha nice to be back at last, woots but a lil tired yesterday so i didnt manage to post and upload pictures :D oh yeah, the city was better than i imagine it to be. there are tall buildings at some districts; all the full-hug trees standing in range along the street; the coffee houses at everywhere we turn; the feel of clean-enough city though not as well-developed as sg or other countires. ahwells, its a nice place afterall :D but would have been better if it can be like hongkong :P shopping and more shopping. 4 days is defnitely too short. We didnt even get to see any significant attractions that brings out the history of Vietnam except for perhaps the Cuchi Tunnel which is kinda "man-made" now. But i still had a lot of fun though, laughing and can't stop eating cos we're always feed with nice vietnam delicacies. haha i shall summarise the trip in points.

took 1 and a half hours on coach to get from one place to another even when they are only 75km apart ):
i dont like vietnam spring roll! the skin taste looks kinda weird like a plastic sheet.
i was perspiring like hella for the past 2 days 'cos the weather's so hot and most of the outdoor activities were arranged on those 2 days.
meals are kinda oily o.o i can see a layer of oil floating on the soup, somewhat like those i had in china last year.
the last night in vietnam was way cool with the performances. the girls are really hawt, guys will regret not watching them dance, hohum!!
massage + facial is really cheap but superduperuber nice in the city.
it kept on raining while i was there. So i was half drenched with sweats and rainwater while walking up the Jesus Monument Mountain
i watched the traditional water puppet performance, and all water splashed out of the stage area. LOL
Went on a raft boat ride at Mekong river :D
And also a trishaw ride around Vung Tau, omfg, the city has got a beautiful scenery just like batam. no wonder its called the hawaii in asia. too bad the beach's kinda muddy instead of the sands. So i was banned from there ):
I had seafood meals for 1 whole day, gosh. im now damn sick of it

yeah, so it somehow ended my trip :) got back at around noon time and it was raining quite heavily in sg. I guess its time to proceed on to my hmwks :D

I WANNA GO JAPAN AT THE END OF THE YEAR ): NIHON FTW

xoxo, C-allied

this june is full of bullsh*tx hmwks,

2009-06-02T17:09:00.003+08:00

Yeah right domo, who gives a damn ?

Off for 5 days, im leaving this sunny island

Till then, farewell

xxx.

C-allied

CHERRY CHEERY,

2009-06-01T12:06:00.006+08:00

I don't want a bf, i need a real man,

Omg lah, Cas actually got Jolin's latest album with signature on it :O Oh whatever! Well, jolin has recently injured her back so she cant do the dance these days, sad sad sad. And this new album of hers is quite expected. Nothing great about it :\ Good to know that she's been working damn hard but her popularity is dropping, seriously.

Hokey Dokey! ITS JUNE HOLIDAYS.

HAPPY BURFDAE MUMMY! HAPPY SWEET 16 JINGWEN!

Ohyes, they are born on the same day! :D How amazing !

Friday was the official start of Great Singapore Sale, hooray! Went shopping with mummy @ JP and manage to get myself a white dress + a necklace. We were there really early and there's so lil people with only a few shops opened. K, so theres nothing much to shop for. So I dabao-ed Tori Bento and went home. Sat was a stay-home day. Apparently i was watching dramas & movies the whole day. Most importantly, im trying to avoid mugging. Oyes, went to school in the morning to get my report book! Then went over to Westmall to get my files from KT, then went back home to sleep. Gosh, in total, i spent almost 10 + hours on bed for the day :\ that's so ... erm piggy-ish. Channel5 showed HSM2 at night! and Camp Rock last night. Watched 'em both and realise musicales are not for me. Last year i got so bored out watching Mama Mia when everyone loved it like hell.

Sunday is a mugging day for me though a sunny bright day for all others. Mizz Li should feel happy that i finished her math hmwk :S Went for a steamboat cum buffet last night @ Novena. I must say s'pore's weather seriously dont go well with steamboat. What makes it worse is that the restaurant didnt really have air-con so yeah, my family was sitting outside so that there's the fan + wind. I love the buffet 'cos all my fave food are there : Choc E-clair, ice-cream, fries, sushi, satay (eeyur, their satay sucks), noodles. Omg the choc e-clair is very very nice 'cuz its ice-cream inside :D Im melting woohoo melting melting melting...

I was half done with the math portfolio this morning. Gawrhh, it drained all my brain juice :O So i went far east with KT just now mainly to catch up and get my brain out of recalling the math lecture stuffs, differentiation and blahblahblah. They killz .. purrf! Ayee why's our sunny island so hot and humid these days? Whats damn suay is that i got trapped outside my hse cos i forgot my key and my mum is out! And im damn thirsty and was perspiring hella.

Anws, got to pack for wed. Im going Vietnam with 1 H1N1 case in Ho Chih Min (and yeah im going there) , you better wish me luck, i so don't wna go okay?! Tong, i'll rather go bsp camp than travelling overseas. Though the government only warn ppl to try to avoid North America but im still lazy to go through all the scanning and having to bear the risk of H1N1 in airports. Apparently, some of my friends are over at Japan and Australia, so i think im not to worry yet since Vietnam has only 1 case, as compared to Japan & Aust. with the numerous cases. But owells, my parents are all prepared with mouth masks and thermometer. On the other hand, s'pore has 5 confirmed cases, so we're officially dangerous too, needless to say.

I guess i'll be fine since i'll only be there for 5 days. Looks like i don't have a choice, since they are unwilling to cancel any flight tickets. Ooh oh oh.

You know you love me,

xoxo C-allied.

Plastic? Yes or No

2009-05-28T18:55:00.003+08:00

Tong jiejie : I think among Korean F4, only Lee Min-ho went for plastic surgery on his nose before, and it was such a minor one that there is hardly any difference -.- Kim Bum is a natural cutie pie :D Kim Joon and Kim Hyun Joong are naturally like that too :D But i wonder how many korean stars DIDNT had any surgery on their faces before. I really wonder.

But at least i know Jang Nara is not plastic. And Yoon Eun-Hye is naturally too. She looks nice even without makeup on. Perhaps Lee Young-Ae too, dont think she had fake nose, lipo ? Owells.

Y'see im suppose to do LA portfolio now. And i am doing but i find the chances of being able to hand it in tmrw rather low. The situation is bleak -.- I reached home late 'cos of video-ing. Seriously today drove me nutxz all over again. K, firstly this morning was kinda a surprise 'cos half of 408 is MISSING O.O which means only 13 ppl present today. Gosh, 408 guai kais why are you all absent? Yuna! Amy! HSIAO CHU!! tsktsktsk. Lol, if i were to know earlier, i would have stayed at home to chiong finish LA :P ahh, dont let anyone hear this ! Right, and today's math remedial was 2 hours 30 mins! Gosh, longest math lesson ever in my life! You wont get to know how horrible i felt after lsn ended at 1045am ): And my afternoon sabbats was Movie Appreciation. we watched Lubinghua, this 60s taiwan show, mocking the education system in Taiwan then. The ending was so sad D: Gah, i think i should feel happy that i belong to ladies of 21st centuries! School, shopping and more smiles on us :D

Gosh, im felt damn tired after rushing all over the place today, from lib to com lab, to canteen, to classroom :O thankgod i havent yet drop dead. K, so i went from lib to com lab, consulted so many teachers on how to transfer video from the cam to com, then realise the stupid thing was disqualified again, moved the tables in CL room all over again, took the video, spent 30 mins trying to save it on juan's thumbdrive cos the file's so big, attemped to send through email but failed!!! then i'll have to resort to deleting her thumbdrive stuffs ):

Hi SQ, Why i had rashes? Lol, cos apparently the headache medicine i take has penicillin, thats why. Yes, so i slack-ed one day at home on Tuesday <3

I realise im addicted to oldies these days. They're damn classical. Here comes the retro craze, i feel like buying something retro ^^ And i've been watching old movies all along these few days!! Zomg movie appreciation is damn nice (: they're giving us free dvds. I want Ip Man!!!

YES SHIQI WE MUST GO OUT DURING THE HOLIDAYS.
xoxo
C-allied,

(how i wish i belong to gossip girl)

Paradise,

2009-05-25T17:39:00.002+08:00

Making you smile...

Okay great, I didnt post for 3 days again :\ Alright, nothing really did happen on friday so it was like the usual lessons , just that LA again took up like 3 hours?!

And Saturday was Nanyang Open Hse. woots, just right on the same day as RGS :) K, so i was once again the tour leader -.- In total, i made 5 tours around the school and i have a feeling that im talking crap throughout the last round :P Seriously the parents were really enthusiastic in asking questions. And i love seeing them getting surprised by what our curriculum offers :D well, but when your daughter's in it, she might (afterall) find it not-so-interesting as it sounded. Umm, there's this girl were planning to go for dsa through netball, cos she's asked by ny netball tcher or coach? to join ny netball team. Hmm...and perhaps thats the only tour that i get to speak in chinese.

Tired tired tired :O all of us were tired. After the thing ended @ 2:30pm, we kind of cleared the place, removing the balloons from all over, burst it (omg, im not like tong who pops it so easily! im scared of balloons popping, I THINK) then throw. Well anws, i only got to eat lunch then, and the canteen food was quite limited then already. Sighs, another long day in school. Anws, met yan @ far east. Shopping shopping shopping <3

K, i spent money on useless things again but something shopaholics tend to lose their heads when too many goodies are around lah. Then we waited hell long for 171 to come, it was very squeezy, common at peak hours though. Both of us cant balance well ): So we alighted at hc bus stop and i dashed all the way to the main ny gate to my dad who is there to fetch me. So my day has finally ended, phew (:O) Haha at night i watched Boys Over Flowers on youtube !! Im at Ep16 now, finally. By right should have finished watching it quite long ago, but due to so many stuffs going on...I think i didnt touch BOF for quite a few weeks. Haha Chinwen just signed in with jun pyo + lil' jun pyo as her dp :D whees, high5 Jun Pyo fan ;) Now im addicted to BOF OST :] and American Idol 8 songs by kris allen & adam lambert. Gosh, i support adam lambert all the way k. His voice is so damn powerful! Its hard to find someone like him anymore.

Sunday, horrible morning -.- "suicidal" cos apparently i dont practice for nutzx and laoshi knows that. So i guess he gives up on nagging anymore. Exam is just abt 2 months later. And i think i'll have to give up Charlie's Hornpipe ): so saddd...Purrrrrff :\

Today was start of sabbats week!! :D:D:D okay, by right i feel good 'cos there's no more 3 hours of LA. But then i was put into math remedial, learning trigo just like last year!! Urgh. ok, take it that it IS a module. but then i certainly dont enjoy it that much as compared to if im in gene cloning!! Ah anws, i didnt even have time to go to the loo today, was busy trying to settle news video stuffs, end up we didnt had the time to film. My afternoon sabbats was Movie Appreciation. We got this thick stack of notes O.O and watched Burning of Yuan Ming Yuan today. It wasnt boring but was kinda cliche to what concubines would do to gain favour. Especially one who yearns for power. Well, dont really know if ppl in the olden days really act like that but its quite funny in a sense. Hahahahahah :D

After school, we finished videoing the thing!!! Reg and juanny, arent you all proud of us?! Hahahah, okay, looks like its more of the setting up process that takes up time but not the filming process. Yay time for editting now. And its NAPFA 5 STATIONS TMRW! :O gosh.

What's nice is there's no cca this week, hooray! Yes woohoo! :] So many of us were happy and thank me for spreading the msg...yeah thanks man. Apparently nobody responded to the prev msg that says cca is complusory on tue and thurs. LOL!

Gosh, my rashes are worsening. I hope it'll heel by them, or at least dont get worst. But looks like its getting bad...

The Goodbye Gossip Girl Finale,

xoxo

C-allied

{heyheyhey, season 3 quickly come out!!}

Incurable Scars,

2009-05-21T17:13:00.002+08:00

HEYTCHA, i came here after a good sleep :D Now i'm feeling less feverish and more awake. Why is it that my fever always drops within a day? I can't even get an excuse to not go to school. Sighs! D<

Btw, schooooool is nothing xciting these days. Except for yesterday's annual combined school meet which is like wow-such-a-crowd. I was considered just right to reach at the dot. Honestly i've never really enjoyed the meet since sec1. Its boring, basically the only fun part is the teacher's race :D and perhaps sometimes the cheering. Nan-yang Nan-yang! whoots! Lol this year i was sitting around Janelle, QL, HC, Amy they all. Then went on to meet to sell Coke Zero for Accendo'09 ! Haha the sale's really good lah, we finished selling all the drinks within like 30 mins probably, and the drinks count is around 80+ cans? And 20+ more coming up for the next shift. K, so i completed my duty quite fast ^^The rest of the time was spent cheering and looking at the race :D Omfg, the guys run like a horse, their legs as if really angled at 90degree. Fast and Furious! Im impressed :O Anws, this yr's csm wasnt of much scandals around. I see JC ppl hanging around the most, no wonder the JC ppl in their consortium tee are like even lesser than our NY population. KT ran off halfway during the sports' meet!!!!!!!! >.- hmmph. though for tennis finals which apparently i cant go support 'cos they say no to outsiders. Sighs D: So far this is the only match which i havent really supported him that much since they're meeting the same opponent as doubles' final. K, i still manage to meet him the proposal for last year. But im still not going to let you off for dumping me at csm alone!!!

Saw a lot of people in hc yesterday like the bsc guys, my ex-classmates and yada yada...NANYANG WON FOR TEACHER'S MATCH AGAIN! And mr shyam represented hc for the match. Zomggg, never knew he was so muscular and he really runs like the wind, no doubt about that. So after csm, took 174 with may, jas, jw and janelle to JP. Again, lotsa gossips on the bus, which set me into some thinking... Well, since its not some gossips that i enjoy listening to, i shall just skip this emo part, if not you're gna hear me blabber on and on about how cheated i feel >D

JP: Ate lunch @ Ichibansushi!! :D Didnt really ate much though but i was eyeing on the dessert throughout the whole process. I ordered this chicken, rice and green tea noodle set which i didnt even manage to finish till half -.- and this ribena-taste-alike drink :] call pink (smth smth).

Then went shopping with Jas, i know you enjoy helping ppl spend money, so you're a highly dangerous creature :D I need to recover my money soon to shop more (: Hahah but im quite happy that i finally bought a pair of shoes, a belt and a puffy white skirt.

Went home, finished SBQ and that's hw i ended m'day.

TODAY WAS HORRENNNNNDOUSDFGHJK (:@) 3 hours of LA! watching this movie call Simon Birch, this main character who is kinda eccentric but funny. He has a crush on Joe's mum o.o then we did personal statement and had a usual SRQ discussion.

Then i came home right after lunch briefing about Open House on Sat about the chinese tour leading thingum. I swear this gna be the last duty of the year im going to attend!! I hope everything's fine with cca today but so many sec4s arent going ):

Im watching Ep10 of BBF, which is quite slow of me since it has already finish showing in korea -.- GO GEUM JAN DI!! Sighs, i havent even reached the part where dear jun pyo met with an accident and he lost his memory :O:O:O !! omg i dont want that to happen!

So much for the day,

Till next post,

xxx

C-allied

{OMG GOSSIP GIRL FINALE!! GEORGINA'S BACK, woots! I can't wait for Seasons 3 to be available on the net!!}

Oh Rose,

2009-05-19T19:22:00.002+08:00

Oh Rose, Where art thou rose!

Omgomgomg, my cca's relay system is driving me nutxxz. Seriously if there's still something wrong then i think i might as well give the job to someone else :X It either my msg didnt get to someone or someone's msg didnt reach me. ^@!*&#)(@#*)(!

Btw, its CSM tmrw :D YAYY which means another slack day .

I think today's a crazily rushed day. Until i didnt really had a mental & physical break till now. Busybusybusy, why is it that we're all so busy when the semester's going to end?

i think im driving myself crazy by the lil' things in life.

Including, file submission.

blahblah...

And it seems that i havent had a decent break these 2 wks D:

sighs.

K, i hope tmrw i wont be bored selling drinks :)

xoxo,

C-allied.

A Woman's Mind,

2009-05-16T13:30:00.003+08:00

Here's a joke:
Every one of those little blue balls is a thought about something that needs to be done, a decision or a problem that needs to be solved in a woman's mind,
while
A man has only 2 balls and they take up all his thoughts.

Ahahahahx, and that concluded my week yeah? K, when was the last time i posted? Wed? Umm, thursday and friday was rather busy, with bsp recording & video editting.

Nevertheless my life's still full of miracles:
Its a miracle that i can actually get A1 for math but not my triple sciences D:

Well, just now at lunch my mom said my cheeks got chubbier @___@ Right, that's so encouraging. And by her saying, "you're not so skinny lah" made things even worse. pfffft. Nvm, i still have my sexyz long legs and small waist D: wtf, i need to exercise more to shake off the extra fats on my cheeks and my thighs hahaha :D i shall reduce 2 more kg to 50kg but that would just be a hypothesis, i cant resist food and im a hungry girl all the time.

Well, finished my 2.4km run yesterday with no improvement seen ): Hey but i did when i was doing trial run last sunday !! (ayee) bsp recording after that was kinda funny with CW's watermelon joke , hohum. Hahahha. Unfortunately we didnt manage to finish becos of all the ng-ing so we'll have to do it again on thursday. Heck la! Did i mention that i had my lunch only at 5pm yesterday? Sigh, all becos of napfa and video editting. I hope the video is okay :S and if we get to win the prize, pls dont take half of it away again -.- if not we can only afford a set of macdonaldsxz. gahgahgah.

I make funny noises. Whoops. K, im so random. Whootsssy!! My mom say im getting more zhai2 now. Quite true, with the amount of SIAs and barang barangs given to us, where else can i go besides in front of the com ?

I WNA GO SHOPPINGXZXZ NEXT WEEK! Zomg i need a new poster to replace jay chou's hahahaahaa. it accumulating dust ): And i wna get a pair of shoes, some accessories and make-up!! YES I WANT THE VOLUM'EXPRESS HYPER CURL CAT EYES MASCARA AND A NICE LIQUID EYE LINER. goshgosh, time to accumulate more $$ now ^^

xoxo the dreamy
C-allied

If life can be wonderous,

2009-05-13T19:00:00.002+08:00

You step up, i'll step up to. Feel the rhythm of the beat that's my heart

Why are msn chatlogs so dangerous nowadays? Y'know i don't have to feel pissed. Indeed im not any pissed now. 'Cos its so hilarious in a sense. First time im numb and unaffected. Bravo, job well-done! I applaud to the fact that you have such a long-lasting stamina, good drama sense and well-organised planning.

I resign to fate that i cant get this st. nicks girl out of my life.

Ooh yay, june holidays coming soon :D Though i didnt have to attend camp ): which is so not something which i can choose. That's why i say, No Liberty for me (>.-) Right, US have while im in S'pore and under my parents, so no liberty for me :P BSP camp clashed with my overseas trip right on the dot -.- Well, as much as i want to be a facil, i'll still have to give up T_T To think positively, i guess going overseas may still be better since i might not even enjoy the camp with certain people in it. Yes, especially certain faces that i'll still have to face in my schlife ahead, and high possibilities of being in the same class next year which i hope not -roll eyes and dread-! To prevent further screwing up of my mood and my 3 happy days there, withdrawing may afterall be quite a good solution :) K, reason fair enough to convince myself -grins- (omg -.- im going bonkers)

To retain some clean record, I try not to hurt your lil' heart with the tiny winy personal statements. Not that i'll get sued by the subordinate courts for what? cyber-bullying?!?!?! , which is hello-sososodamn-exaggerating, I mean i shall not waste effort typing out a whole chunk of complaints. Btw, if you don't blog-surf, pls do it more often. Blogs are not a bxtching site. I post about happy/sad things in sch and shopping trips :D I merely let out my anger a few times. NOT LIKE i pointed out who im angry with or inserted hurting vulgarities right? People tend to blabber on and on just to make themselves feel better emotionally. And we'll usually use "you" which is a neutral word. In view of that, 2 suggestions. A, Don't cry and malign me. And create a drama out of your life. I suggest we exchange cca. B, Get off this site then, i dont think you'll be any interested of my life. Probably KT interest you more eh? poof :\

Gossips, more gossips. Went Island Creamery & Macs with Siman and Shiqi. Seriously, how many genuine friendships are there around us? I'm beginning to think its not credible at all since certain problems do happen to me. I can't help to feel sore and disappointed in some people. Who treats friends like disposables. Talking about moral (education, in terms of our LA discussion-.-), since you know what's supposedly wrong, then why still commit it over and over again. You end up upsetting your friends around you by your irresponsible acts.

Okok, my posts are sounding more like rantings than anything.

Stop...

There IH MCQ test, SPA skill test this week. Schdays are ending in 2 days' time! Time passes so slowly. So so slowly...

xxx

C-allied.

2009-05-12T19:57:00.002+08:00

YAWN O:

Lawll, purple line just signed in. Reminds me of TVXQ, too bad i havent really heard from them since the start of the year :D I think more of my attention is on Boys Over Flowers and Fahrenheit now <3

hahaha. anws, i am so reluctant to get back phy paper like tmrw? wtf, i think i screw it !! even more than bio -.- School today was tiring but cca was fun (with Cherry Orchard) ! Watch the play if you can k? GO GET TICKETS FROM DRAMABOX! I'm practically slacking and watching dramas now on my lappie 'cos its faster than my old laggy desktop. And i need to annotate LA article soon!!!!!!! Arghxz.

K, went shopping @ Streets' again yesterday. Oh and went into iluma too :D Too bad most of the shops arent really open, so it feels rather empty. Hahaha, now im beginning to like Korean Autumn Fashion though i know its summer all year long here but hey, thin scarfs are in style these days !! & long vest too. No harm trying lah, though i object to the fact that i'll be strangling myself indirectly -.-

I did quite a lot of schwork over the 3 days holidays. Cleared a lot of my owes!! >D Y'know today in chem class, mrs lai felt very happy to see me constantly nodding my head. Haha she should know that i'll nod my head even if i dont understand a thing -shhh!- ROFL :D

Hanging-out with SQ tmrw

...

omfg, i just felt a strain on my right foot and my ears are blocked twice td ):

T_T,

C-allied

2009-05-09T19:56:00.002+08:00

Out of Memory Line Number One

Haha, below is taken from a comic strip, this picture is the cutest of all 7. Not that im that bored to read it, but i saw it on facebook under Fahrenheit's fan club. Jiro is the hawtest, coolest :D

Whoops, Im absent from blogging for almost 6 days?! First time in these few years that i've totally dont bother to post ): Sorry! But im really busy youtube-ing andd fcbk-ing after block test which is officially over this week ! Kudos to all who survived all the test :] Im quite satisfied with my bio and math marks. While i did okay for chem and LA. I think i kinda screwed my IH and Chinese this time round. CHINESE?! ohmy, how can i even screw my functional writing?! Its suppose to be my best subj y'know? :X BLOCKS ONE lasted for 3 months ever since sch reopen aft march holidays -.- Now its finally after! & i have a lot of gossips to catch up with :D Of course, school is so happening these days. Ranging from the oh-so-serious Influenze A to some major/minor conflicts, we had to take tempt twice a day until Orange turned Yellow now. Let's feel relieved -.- The colour changed sounded so much like Chemistry. I tell you, my chemistry is screwed, yes! In fact it has never been that good since sec2 when most people find chemistry to be easy and straight-forward.

Facebook : There's this How Much Do You Know Me? quiz currently hawt on fcbk :D Haha Im surprised by some people's answer :O They think im in Math Club during primary school (>.-) That's a way no-no , k? I detest math SINCE primary school. Math Club can be the most ridiculous option ever (Side Note: Rulang Primary School does not offer Math Club as a CCA -.- gosh, if there is now, i think i'll forsee future Ms. Li (s) and Mr Ong (s) ) But haha, fcbk quizzes pwnx! :D

So lets see, immense youtube-ing these days too. I finished watching ToGetHer, went on to watch loads of other dramas like Hana Yori Dango, Knock Knock Loving You, K.O.3an Guo, KO family, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill and MVs. I must say Fahrenheit improved a lot. They're more matured and cooler. Though i prefer Aaron's hair to be longer, but he's got a cute face and great voice :D I conclude that i cried 3 times aft watching all 12 EPs of ToGetHer, idk why, but i find this drama really fated for me to like it so much. The last EP was on tv in taiwan right on the day of my bday, which was last sunday. Guess what? I stayed up till 12am just to wait for the last EP to be uploaded -.- I guess that's a very satisfying treat for my bday ^^

(EXAM EXAM EXAM) Shuztx. Math and Phy. Math was quite easy, so i manage to secure an A1 for myself!!! Omfgx, miracle. Phy is nehneh, i think i will fail the vector qn + the pd qn. Bad bad bad ):

k, i need to complete SRQ for The Inconvenient Truth, finish NYAA writing, finish the Math written task which i owe for quite long. I know, im a bad student sometimes (:\) That's about all i have for the next 2 days . Long wkend indeed, uh? Tuesday they're gna conduct health check again (dreaded sigh).

H1N1, get out of human population puhlease. Don't whack havoc in S'pore, We shall remain tiny and peaceful :] Oooh, Mas Selamat got caught after 1 year of MIA-ing! Just right, we had a Jihad Terrorism talk this week. Could there be some link?

Shopping @ Bugis with bff again tmrw! :D Shopping queen back into action, oh yeah!
SQ : dont forget our date next wk, whoops. hahaha rofl, shall confirm with you again where to hang-out & gossip!

I was lazy to go for CCA ever since syf is over. GWH is so comforting. Gawrh, i must stop ponning and go next week (!!)

xoxo
C-allied.

2009-05-04T21:01:00.006+08:00

DISCLAIMER:

here comes a literature craze. probably an aftermath of a drama which drained all my tears.

i saw a very beautiful love within :)

and a twins stream ran down my cheeks.

To prevent excessive boredom, here's an extract from the Stray Birds, by Rabindranath Tagore, a really long poetry (dont roll your eyes, its my sudden affinity with this poem).

Stray birds of summer come to my window to sing and fly away.
And yellow leaves of autumn, which have no songs, flutter and fall there with a sign.

O Troupe of little vagrants of the world, leave your footprints in my words.
The world puts off its mask of vastness to its lover.
It becomes small as one song, as one kiss of the eternal

The mighty desert is burning for the love of a blade of grass who shakes her head and laughs and flies away.

Let this be my last word, that I trust in thy love. (my favourite sentence :D)

OKAY :D I shall end this, this post sounded so deep. Not my style though. Its math test yesterday, i think i need to do something unrelated to it for a break ! 3 days of mugging math, if i flunk it, i'll strangle myself.

C-allied

hugs & kisses always,

Btw, thankyou all for the bday wishes and gifts :D

my nyjf juniors & kitty ee (haha) , KT, Sarah, my dearest parents, wheepoodoo, janelle etc.

jingwen for her logic-based bday wish (awww -smirks-) , tabitha, weize, glenda, jasmine, felicia & people on facebook.

Sorry, i know i missed a lot of people out but these are how many i can currently think of.

Farewell,

best of luck for math (yo, bless me)

2009-05-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

TMRW'S MY BIG DAY :D
my mom told me, 16 years ago, that's when she felt the pain unbearable

Mummy i love you <3

yay! i conquered math and phy :) im so impressed by how much i mugged. Of course, almost all of us didnt attend cca bbq today ): well, what's more impt than 2 tests next wk . right?

Sigh, i sacrificed my satays D:

And i shall be a full-time mugger this time round, and go shopping right after exam next wk . oh yay!

2009-04-29T19:52:00.003+08:00

Bustling city; i hope time will stop at this instance

Sweet 16 on 3rd May. Sadly, i've math and phy on 5th and 6th May ): Awww, i

think my only mode of celebration is cca bbq :D im gna look forward to it. Can't believe my bday's here soon. I'm going 16. Yay! -flower blooms- LOL!

The past few days have been busy for me due to chem + bio blk tests. Chem was relatively easy but i think i didnt do well nonetheless. Bio was seemingly easy, but its actually quite tricky D: Math and Phy left, go 408 :D I must ace my math. Do Mizz Li proud, whoopz.

I trimmed my hair yesterday, esp my fringe. Arghh! Its back to bangs again !! BUT THIS TIME ROUND I FIND IT A BIT SHORT (>.-) UNDER SATISFACTORY! hmmph. wtf, hope ppl dont find me retarded, fringeeee, pls grow back to normal! Its the first time my fringe was short like this. Short and straight, though he told me repeatedly that it is LAYERED! but owells, guess it didnt look that bad, at least grace said it was cute ^^

WTHECK, GROW BACK SOON PLS -.-

Met up with KT first time this week, both of us were damn tired. Me being the block tests and he being his matches. We lead a sad life together ): Yup, so we had subway, i agree it wasn't that fantastic, but its healthy and nice k? I love subway cookies. First time this wk that i had a good break, sat down, relax and eat a decent meal (: yummiez !

Life in school is something that i'm always tired to mention. So skip this part. It didnt change much anyways, no surprises totally, except for the puns during bio lessons these days :P

my pms period is probably over, now i dont feel so easily agitated anymore :] but i guess it'll come back to me later on again ):

Tired tired :O idk why i cant wake up in the morning. but i dont feel sleepy in class though. I need a good rest, fun time and all. O btw, today's assembly video is very entertaining! Huili is so darn funny :D

I think im just drained, because of all the block tests. Im finally done with IH essay! I need to complete written assignment fast !!

C-allied.

gossipy mood :] Rumours has it <3

2009-04-26T17:29:00.003+08:00

Gosh, im already very irritated this week already. Schoolwork, personal stuffs are breathing down my throat. Can i just stop all the nonsense and make my own choice of what i want.

One thing is that, i dont prefer to deceive myself with what people thinks about me and make myself feel superior in any idea that im tangled in. I see what i know is right. I know who to trust and who not to. Right now, i just wna judge myself on who is sincere and who's just being sarcastic.

Ok, on another note, let's stop discussing this issue and start talking about happier things.

黄城夜韵2009 is undeniably a good showcase of the huangcheng spirit :D I really love the three shows. What is most commendable are the props and effects. I think they've really spent a lot of effort creating the flash images and the HDB flats drawings. Especially the background for the 2nd show, it looks totally realistic. A cca of over hundred people, all who are so dedicated and passionate for drama (: I wanna join them next year !!

Shopping @ Bugis :D Ooh yeah! I love Streets' . K, firstly i went Bras Basah to collect my jap cert, then walked for very long just to realise im at Bencoolen street -.- So i gave up and took a taxi there as the weather was really hot and im dehydrating. Streets' is still crowded as usual. The traffic was so exaggerating O.O unlike you can see a crowd of people moving slowly at the junction just to wait for the traffic lx to turn green. Basically the junction was packed with people.

I thought i was lucky yesterday, i got to buy myself a bag at just ten bucks. Y'know i was struck-dumb at the price , for once i thought the auntie cheated me of the quality -.- turns out that the bag was fine. But ooh yeah, its so worth the price. At least if it spoils, i wont feel so hurt :O Hahaha, then i got myself grey stockings and a white casual shirt with black belt && some accesories. While my best shopping partner cum my bff got herself the same stocking and a (sexy) night dress [ something like that, but im quite sure its for sleeping though] :D

Later on, Siman, jas and may came to join us for dinner @ Hip Diner USA. There was this 1 for 1 free discount in the restaurant. So we thought we should try :] mwahaha. After the whole mess of trying to find seats for 5, we realise we were running out of time. My cup of water was lost in transition ): Eh, both me and siman got ourselves the burger set. which i swear not to eat again 'cos its really inconvenient -.- jas got herself beef stew...yada yada. And wow may's chicken set looks O.O We started cracking lame jokes and gossiping about people again. While jasmine and may whispers to themselves about us. M'darlings, you'll learn to gossip about people when you reach our age :] Mwahaha, now you all see the real us outside school. We're all gossip queens :D Evil mouths

Victoria Theatre was crowded with HCJC students :D Saw lots of our seniors! Saw lots of scandals too :D tsktsktsk. We sat at F11, one of the circle area. I think the jc students are rather supportive of huangcheng, just like how most of us supported nycd concert last year.

The 3 shows lasted for around 3 hours? including all the emcee talks, interval, yada yada yada...To speak the truth, i was kinda touched by their spirit which was displayed in their shows and the video. I hope the huangcheng spirit lives on even though it will not be in Victoria Theatre anymore next year. Now i have a new target, i hope i can join the big huangcheng family and become a huangcheng ren, at least this is something that i look forward to in JC life (: The 28 years of huangcheng was indeed a success.

Ah wells, its chem block test tmrw ): I must quickly finish studying.

xoxo

C-allied.

To Miss J. , i dont get you seriously. In the first place, you should not have been keen to be my friend at all. I thought you didnt like me? Well since there are so many conflicts between us, then why not live our own lives? Don't even bother to say you know me. Let me tell you straight into your face, it irks me to see you revolving my relationship. I don't even know what would happen next time. I'm just protecting my own relationship, what's wrong with that? I can trust you to not harbouring the idea to break us up. But that doesnt mean i must accept you into my life 'cos you're threatening me to something that i've been holding on to.

2009-04-24T18:46:00.003+08:00

To you, biatch: Oh, if you dont wna see your BIG FCUKING name here, then please stop coming here. Dont think i dont know anything. I can hear whatever you've said about me. Seriously, before you consider bitching about me, think twice, FOR WHO I AM, in any way or whatsoever, I WILL KNOW. oh yes, dont think this is a joke or smth. I WILL KNOW. MIND MY WORDS, IF YOU THINK IM KIDDING. TRY ME. YOU SHALL LIVE IN HELL FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS OF THE YEAR. And so what if you wna say you hate me and im a nasty biatch, who are you to comment anyway? FOR YOU ARE THE ATROCIOUS SHAMELESS BXTCH. I'LL START TO TELL MORE PPL IF YOU STEP ON ME AGAIN. and pls pardon for my english standard, it hasnt reach to the extend that there are better vocabs to use to show how annoying you are.

SO HERE YOU GO: TRY ME. dont think i dont dare to scold you in front of everyone. if you can just stop giving attitude and not interfere my life, you shall be pardoned.

Ms li. is right, to some people who don't care about you, you don't really have to care about them too. You cannot be close to everyone. And if you treasure and still wants the friendship to go on, you fight for it. Otherwise, dont bother.

Well, in fact this friendship has never really started off well. From the moment we know the strain between us, this is never friendship. I was eager knowing you at first, but came to realise that things don't work at all. And i believe the strain worsen till we both didnt wna befriend each other. Thankyou, you make me once feel that we can be good friends, but no, with whatever that's between us, i can never forgive you. I dont know you well but i know you're threatening me to something in my life.

I've got a long way to go in life, i dont have the ability to treasure every friendship. But i treasure that of which is worth. Ours, never begin well, would never go on or end up well too. So, why even bother to say we know each other? This kind of friendship, no thanks, i dont want. No big deal. Whatever is mine will still be mine. Nothing you do can change that.

Oh man, stop giving me shyt in my life. Whatever that is, i must come and go peacefully.

This week was a bad bad bad week. My condition is totally haywire. Screwed in a terribly depressed sense. Thankyou to whoever helped me get through it like Ms Li, KT who spent so long counselling me. Those around me who showed concern, even the slightest like shuting :), chenjuan, my tablemates, kangyan and so on.

Can't thank you people enough.

These are call real friendships that i'll treasure. Not the instant kind that collapses from time to time. Worsens and turns into hatred. I won't hesitate to dispose that kind of friendship. Its not worth my time, effort, tears.

It's a blessing to have someone who still cares/ likes you even when you dont like her, no matter how much you insulted her. you've chosen the right person to hate, in a sense. While for me, i may not have the luck, but from now on, i shall away as much as possible. I shall not give attitude anymore 'cos i shall be gracious about it. You shall feel ashamed.

Can't believe i spent my whole post blabbering about it. I can't keep everything in my heart anymore. I will just explode another day and its totally not worth getting swollen eyes.

My exciting wkend is here, in the midst of blocks :D HUANGCHENG'09, GO NYJF SENIORS (!!)

i'll be able to go shopping tmrw again, finally aft the hectic few wks immersed in cca and studies. This week marks the most times i got to see KT in 5 days.

Haha :D

Sign off with lovez,

C-allied.

{Attention: This blog is quite neglected due to the fact that I spent most of my time on Youtube and FCBK [the love, woots] !! Im so sorry darl blog, i shall post more and longer. But actually it's my font that's squeezed, small and compact. I've nagged enough about everything}

Im awaiting tue, to tell the whole school that we're the One and Only sec sch C.drama in syf this year to get GWH :D

We're proud of nyjf, our jacket, our props, our stage ^^

2009-04-22T18:01:00.002+08:00

I PROUDLY ANNOUNCE TO THE WHOLE WORLD THAT...

南洋剧坊GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NANYANG PERFORMING ARTS IS THE BEST!

omg, im super happy, our 2nd year in syf, and we got GWH!!!! as expected :D so rejoice everyone! nyjf the best

OH AND PLS NOTE THAT WE'RE THE ONLY SCH IN THE CATEGORY THAT GOT GWH!!!

BE PROUD OF CHINESE DRAMA!!!

anws, congratz to NYCB and perhaps Theatre Club (not sure) for Silver!

AND NYJF, NYCO, NYC, NYGZ, NYCD, NYMD FOR THE GOLD WITH HONOURS!

and all the sports cca for doing so well :D like volleyball, netball

lets do ny proud again 2 years later, by then i'll be doing my A 'lvl ): nvm, prod next year. It shall be Another Gold With Honours Performance :]

jiayou nyjf to climb even higher !! and BEST OF LUCK TO NYSTRINGS! GWH TOO :D

NANYANG FTW! i love nanyang.

xoxo
C-allied.

2009-04-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

CONGRATS TO NYMD, NYGZ, NYCO, NYC FOR GWH!

hahah hey k, i cant wait for my syf result. i hope NYJF can join in the GWH gang too :) NYCD's result coming out tmrw, and im quite confident that they're able to get GWH too :D i guess that'll be great for nanyang this year @ syf if most of our performing arts get GWH

Heard the choir girls sang during lunch, they're really fantastic !! Oh, and td's SIL is o.m.g !!! now i dont dare to eat chicken meat due to the fact that i just witnessed how they are slaughtered. Anws, lunch, taught my 2 jnrs lx, hope they dont disappoint me next year at prod hor, *ahhem to JASMINE*

Aft sch, rushed to United Square for Ben & Jerry's Free Cone day. Damn shyt , the queue is horribly long, never ever seen such a long queue before. it went round and round. Wtf -.- i wasted my trip there .

its phy SPA tmrw!! Lol, and theres PE too D: i havent been running for very long, I NEED TO TRAIN UP MY STAMINA AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope tmrw passes fast. In fact didnt had cca this wk, but im not really that free too -.-

xoxo , your one and only C-allied. bless you {where's the latest EP of Gossip Girl?!}

Love's beautiful

2009-04-18T17:16:00.002+08:00

>♥ 南洋剧坊

(drumrolls)

SYF IS OFFICIALLY OVER!

i had a boost of confidence this morning in acjc auditorium, being once again, convinced that our 让康乃馨在心中盛开 is really the most touching and best of all. So we're confident of the GWH right? :]

Its a pity that i didnt make it on friday for our ny auditorium performance ): but im really happy to hear that a lot of ppl are touched by our performance. Umm, feedback from our own people is that the handling of emotions wasnt good on friday yet so many people find it really good. I think NYJF made a blast.

Think back,

January : the 10 of us sit tgt with li laoshi to brainstorm for ideas to complete the script. Though the very first syf draft wasnt that promising and we ended up rejecting it and starting all over again, but it didnt kill our determination to come up with a more creative and different script.

Febuary: Audition for roles and we started our rehearsals

March and April: Audi rehearsals and more. As syf got nearer, the expectation on us got higher too, sometimes we dont meet laoshi's expectation. The internal discipline tends to be quite bad.

Haha and yes i agree, thursday should have been written into ny history. We cried. Most of us cried 'cos the rehearsal wasnt successful, and we are worried for saturday.

But today, WE DID IT! WE WERE UNDENIABLY THE BEST :] trust me ! GWH! we're getting it soon [<3]>

2 person we must thank: Both the 李老师s. I just realise i was wrong about LJ laoshi all along, in fact he's really a responsible and professional teacher. And a really good actor too , hahaha. Both teachers scolded us the most, and we went the extra mile to do much better than we can. Thank you for giving us the chance to stretch our potential to the max, thank you for being so entertaining during cca.

All of us, we've done it and positive that GWH is ours! :D

YAY! 3 cheers for NYJF

Every single one, actors and backstages crews

2009-04-17T15:33:00.003+08:00

Yeah right, but what are those that cause a frown in someone's face?

I had a terrible night yesterday. Almost didnt sleep at all 'cos my stomach was pain throughout the whole night. Sighs, still so tired ): drained and dehydrated (perhaps).

Anws, SYF TOMORROW!
NYJF WILL GET GWH! YAYS.

apparently i heard that td's performance was rather well done :) so, im confident tmrw.

xoxo
C-allied
{i love my brown eyes, hiaya :D }

C-allied's Kitchen

2009-04-15T16:41:00.002+08:00

C-allied's Special Recipe:

Happy Day

Ingredients

1 cup friendly words
2 heaping cups of understanding
4 heaping teaspoons of time and patience
A pinch of warm personality

A dash of humour

1 cup of gossips

X (as you deem necessary) spoons of good friends

Measure words carefully: add heaping cups of understanding using generous amounts of time and patience; cook with gas on front burner; keep temperature low -- DO NOT BOIL. Add a dash of humour and a pinch of warm personality; season to taste with Spice of Life; serve in individual molds. Beautify it with Gossips.

Terrible Day

Ingredients

Take a pinch of ill humor

Add one of more unfortunate incidents.

Set over a good fire.

When boiling point is reached,

Add a tablespoon of temper.

Baste from time to time with sarcasm.

Cook until edges curl.

Add handful of haughty words'

As mixture curdles, stir furiously.

Warning: Do not cover -- may blow top! Serve while sizzling.

Dessert Served: Homeworks, Syf, Block Test and SIAs

Unfortunately, most of my days this year lies under terrible day ): Too many issues and too many people that added on to my ingredients. Umm, here's a list of advice for all those who think their life now is terrible:

Case 1: Bf has dumped you - get over him, he was a loser anyway and there are more guys that deserve you
Case 2: A family member has died - im sorry, take all the time you need to mourn
Case 3: Bankrupt? - GET A JOB MAN!!!!
Case 4: Your pet has died - goldfish? get over it, poor doggie. C'mon -.-
Casee5: all of these things - you have every right to go nuts go to a stripper club and drink the night away
My Case: Horribly stressed up everywhere in anything- Well, what can i say, wait till i solve my own problem first, then i'll tell you what to do.

I officially declare that i hate some people. These people have the same characteristics that puts me off. severly disgusted by their personality. B*xtch, stop saying others and look into the mirror, you're much worst off and screwed. I AM GOING TO DECLARE WAR IF YOU GET ON MY NERVE EVERYDAY. IN FACT YOU'VE ALREADY ACHIEVED THAT. YOU'RE SO GNA PAY. I AM GOING TO MAKE YOU PAY SO HARD UNTIL YOU FORGET WHO YOU ARE !

6 tix ?! how am i going to pay for the 80+ bucks?! idiot pls dont lemme see you again. you screwed my mood today. Oh in fact my mood could be so screwed these days 'cos i practically cant avoid some people. BIAAAAAATCCCH GAWRH! WHAT YOU DO TO ME, you're so gna gimme back.

f(x)= TY BIATCH FOR MAKING MY DAY

2009-04-15T11:36:00.002+08:00

Fcbk Status Update: Claire is physically, mentally and emotionally drained, tired and upset.

Sighs, im back home from school 'cos firstly i wasnt feeling well, secondly, i've no mood for school ._.

School's just way depressing for me these days. My hectic schedule has already eat into all the excitement i used to have when i step into sch early in the morning. NYCD must get GWH! then our effort wont be wasted and we'll do our cca proud! :D

3 days to syf, im quite stressed up :\

In fact lots of things are adding up to my stress lvl. That's why im drained, tired and upset.

I think im too bothered by certain people and certain issues. Slowly, they turned into hatred.

Side Note: Frigging hell, one more time you open your asshold you're gna pay for what you've done to me, YOU SHALL PAY FOR IT.

Gawrh, i just feel like bitch slapping someone.

Im aching all over now ): PROLLY DUE TO THE HEAVY PLATFORM THAT I CARRIED YTD.

(FML)

holy shyt, i havent even had a chance to wear my coloured lens.

Argh, Fmylife, seriously.

2009-04-13T18:03:00.001+08:00

I'm so touched by EP 10 of ToGetHer ! i cant think straight now! & i cant believe its the first time i ever cried for a drama :X

2009-04-11T12:43:00.006+08:00

K, the action below is quite gay, but i love the pink mini-guitar :]

Ooh yeah!

I felt so accomplished 'cos i finished all hmwks! Guai-Kia coming through too, envy me jingwen! :D i really chiong-ed all my hmwks this weekend 'cos i think i'll be home quite late everyday next week due to syf practices ): sighs, 1 week to syf ! Way to go NYJF!

Went to support KT for Tennis Singles at TPY Sports Hall just now. Like the previous one, the supporters from both schools are so intimidating. I was almost the only one in home clothes, and all the others are in uniform. Guess what, i was bored after watching 15 mins of it, so i koped KT's iphone to play. Hahahah :D In the end they got 1st runner up in the overall game! Yay, good job ! Aft that we went for lunch @ Subway and catch up on lots of gossips. Sighs, too bad i'll be super busy next week, if not i'll be able hear more jc stories / scandals, HAHAHAHA.

K let's see, what i've completed this week: Both the latest episodes of Gossip Girl and ToGetHer. Oh manxz, Nate and Blair are back tgt again :O so damn sweet! And i cant believe Chuck & Vanessa made out with each other -.- Anws, GG aside. Plsplspls watch together on ChannelU today k? It's getting sadder but still so sweet. Im totally falling in love with MARS (L) ! Apparently, he's the hottest and cutest superstar ever in any drama. And i want MARS and Momo to be together. (Tong, bear with me for this, but Jiasen is really extra. He spoils the chemistry between the two of them, so im anti-jiasen! ) Lol, i'll write e-mail and complain to the scriptwriter if its not a happy ending for them.

Shopping trip with my mom tmrw at Bugis :D
xoxo
C-allied.
{and im obsessed with hotties again}

2009-04-08T19:38:00.003+08:00

You're my Manhattan from the Sky,

Yo, long time no post ):

I've been really tired and busy these days. -coughs*sniffs- Ooh yeah, after one wk, im still ill. Apparently my flu hasnt really recovered so, umm, i didnt take PE today but instead i was made to read the theory and teach the class. Oh but one thing i can be sure is, floorball is really fun !! ^^ but running round the hall is not ):

Top song in my list now is Manhattan from the Sky. Its has a style similar to A Thousand Miles, with catchy melody :) And i simply love it and Kate Veogele's voice :D But i like emo songs better nowadays and not to forget, Fahrenheit's new songs, idk why but previously i've always been thinking that their singing suckzx big time. But considering the new songs are all featured in ToGetHer, they really improved a lot, and at the same time, the 4 of them are still so damn shuai (L) especially my jiro!!! click here k? You all should watch ToGetHer on ChannelU, look at this super-cute-super-cool-and-hot guy :D

Cca is kinda stressful. SYF is NEXT SATURDAY! Omfgx, i cant believe its coming so fast ): Monday is practice at acjc for 1 hour, k, but we'll be having rehearsals almost EVERYDAY next week. oh manxz, i think i can never have enough time to rest for my flu, but its ok, last shot anyways. Most importantly, WE MUST DO BETTER THAN THEATRE!!!!!!!!! xd im so dead tired now ):

K, i know i shouldnt be complaining but im quite sure everyone's rather drained. Look at today's performance then, its rather obvious that most people are really tired. Sighs, owells, thanks for the encouragement, its just one more week and it'll be over. Im sure we'll do a great job ;D I know its stressful 'cos it kinda clashed with blocks and all that. But nevertheless, its our last chance, so treasure it and pull through all the hard times :D JIAYOU NYC.Drama on 18th April. Nothing can beat you :]

IH test today. pffffffffffffffffft! i thought i screwed essay, well which i really did since i didnt have the time to conclude and i kinda didnt manage to finish my 3rd point. but STILL, i didnt conclude. ARGHXZ ! (@!*#&#&) and then Siman & Ytene reminded me that THE WORDS IN BOLD ON THE FIRST PG BEFORE THOSE SOURCES! we must answer accordingly to that, i think i screwed big time since i didnt realise that AT ALL. and i think must people oversee that too ): or am i the only one who read and ignored it?

I ought to be shot ):

Sch has been really tiring these days, workload + SYF + im ill. That makes a super unhappy me. Sighs, its still amazing that i have the time to blog, by right i should be doing homework. But owells, i need rest. If not i can never survive till SYF day ):

I wonder hows Theatre's performance td? Hope it went well :)

My pimples are coming out again. Both Jw and Siman pinched me today. Thanks, i havent been pinched so many times a day before :) at least that makes me happy, mwahahah :D

K, i shall try to do something productive,
adios people!
Gambatte for whatever that's left for you to achieve

xoxo,
C-allied.

YAN, that hot babe is mine :D dont snatch.

2009-04-05T14:54:00.002+08:00

I LOVE COLLEGE!

Haha im so amused by this song.

Anws, its IH blk test on wed and i have 3 more set of notes to read. Wish me luck, i feel like slacking now instead ):

My flu condition isn't getting any better lah. I feel my head heavy almost every moment. Dizzy :\ I have blocked nose, running nose and cough. I'm much better today as compared to yesterday. And i wondered how i pulled through yesterday with my swollen eyes :X Omfg, hopefully i dont lose my voice ): ): if not i'll be so sad that i cant sing.

Im suppose to be at Victoria Theatre for HC Drama. But haha, given my condition, i shall not pass the virus on to others. Sorry to waste your 8bucks, KT D: Anyways, just jiayou and play well k? I'll cya perhaps next friday :D

I havent even touched any hmwk except for revising differentiation and reading through notes + articles on HIV/AIDS/POVERTY in Africa :\ Worst still, GOSSIP GIRL!!!!!!!!!! when can i finish you?! Awww, im feeling dizzy whole day long. And aft i woke up from my sleep, i felt even more sleepy. I seriously think sch will suck next wk. IH test, Math quiz, Chem quiz. MATH AND CHEM? my best -.- (yeah right, get the sarcasm puhlease.) SYF is on 18th April, a Sat, which means cant miss school and gotta wake up super early. Dude, my life sucked without sleep.

Went for Music Lsn just now, and so it is further proven that i havent been practising enough at all for the past 2 weeks ): since i screwed up the really nice piece. Zomg and it started raining?! Omfgbbq? Singapore Island is so damn hawt for the past wk, and so many people fell sick, now it rained! IT RAINED IT RAINED WOOHOO RAIN IS COMING DOWN xd

Kk, hope tmrw will be a good start.

Things to complete today: Stop blogging, Stop fcbk-ing. Finish watching Gossip Girl.

Finish reading IH notes, Revise Applications of Differentiation. And perhaps, do hmwk ;)

its okay NYCB, glad to know that y'ppl accepted silver graciously.

you've tried your best, we're proud of you :D !

C-allied

{jiayou other syf groups, get Gold With Honours,}

2009-04-02T19:43:00.002+08:00

ITS FRIDAY! AND I HAVENT EVEN WATCHED

GOSSIP GIRL EP20 ):

anws, NYCB 's syf tmrw :D

ALL THE BEST, GOODLUCK, GO NYCB!

make a good start for ny performing arts syf!

2009-03-31T20:53:00.001+08:00

ANY NICE SKINS? I'VE BEEN HUNTING FOR 2 DAYS. I CAN'T FIND ONE CURRENTLY ):

2009-03-31T18:02:00.003+08:00

All night, show it, just you and the crowd
Doing tricks you never seen
And I bet that I can make you believe
In love and sex and magic
So let me drive my body around you
I bet you know what I mean
'Cause you know that I can make you believe
In love and sex and magic.

Check out Ciara's new song :]

Haha, k, i was rather free to keep myself busy on sunday. So firstly i went TPY Hall to watch the Men Tennis' Doubles. End up i'm the only one in home clothes ): Nvm, half the time i was playing with KT's phone , hahaha THERES WIRELESS IN THE SPORTS HALL! Haha unexpected . Anws, they won 4-2 to acjc :)

Monday was the terribly mind-boggling day. 4 hours of torture -.- and its finally over ! :O woooosh. Firstly we had to complete our functional writing and compo in 2 hours, and i seriously have bad time management! Im only left with like 40 mins for my functional writing , im like wtf, im so gna die for it ! ): in terms of content. Paper 2 was rather okay. At least the 1st section was easy larh! :] I finished 15mins before and haha i was slacking away. After the two papers, m'pens' kinda ran out of ink. Oh and i think im so gna get marked down for functional writing 'cos of the one-single-miserable-word called 黑整 meaning hazing in English! -.- Now i know what it means. pfft! Mr Mac is weird, he's helping the table legs take off their condoms :P (ROFL.) he admitted it on his own account! I didnt make that claim! :D Aft sch, went Sungei to slack at Jumble Sale since i was quite free. Winston wasnt there, phew! Thats why i could slack, but whatever that is, im out of the proj alrdy, so... he's not suppose to roll his eyes at my presence , mwahahah :D I've finally broken free of that! yup, so was chatting with KT about cca, his jc stuffs and schwork...XXX

This happening after the squash girls left for comps. Firstly, we had this drill for us to evacuate out from our class during lunch. So we loitered around the GO trying to peep at the police car, but of course i didnt see any as i was too late when i was there :] After lunch break, we assembled in the hall and mdm chew start to speak to us about all these theft cases reported. People lost money, mp3, wallet, atm card (lol, whats the use? D'you even have the pin no.?) yada yada. So once we're back in class, ms li. conducted a spotcheck . Dig our bag, check pockets blahblah. And we'll get a ................................. APLLICATION OF DIFFERENTIATION EXERCISE WS! Ohmanx, mizz li! ): aaw.

well anws, LA is quite fun today :D SCI-FI , im seriously not interested in SCI-FI bks, totally cant understand their internal logic. And neither do i find it cool to explore. Its erm, 1 word to describe, UNREALISTIC , hohum!!

Fcbk-ed, FRIENDS FOR SALE IS SO FUN! :D IM GNA BUY MY EXPENSIVE PETS BACK >.-
SHOO!
AND I SHALL AIM TO AFFORD SHUTING ONE DAY :D ONE DAY!
k, went for check-up just now, AGAIN! JUST BECAUSE I ATE SEAFOOD STEAMBOAT YESTERDAY WHEN MY RASHES ARE NOT FULLY HEALED. AND NOW THEY JUST GOT WORSEN. so the Dr. says: NO SEAFOOD, NO MANGO, MOSTLY IMPORTANTLY, NO PENICILLIN FOR YOU!

rofl, he's so entertaining! :) i was running late for cca td, and when i rushed back for cca, it has alrdy ended. Mgawdd, i've to u-turn back and expect another heavy jam! D: pffffftt!

1 slice of cheese + 1 ferrero rocher + 1 kinder + 1 piece of choc icecream cake + Seafood Steamboat for the past 2 days gives me SWOLLEN EYES + RASHES !!!!!! Urgh, hoho, i weighed myself, and surprisingly, i lost 1 kg . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D dont envy me!

I just realise that im so addicted to M.A.R.S MARS NOW! I LOVE MARS! I LOVE JIRO WOOHOO, HE'S SO HOT AND CUTEEEEEE :D omfgomfg! chen momo, say you love him xd if not he shall be mine, i hope i can buy him one day on fcbk AHAHAHAHAH :)

neh, waiting for gossip girl to come out! I shall mug for quiz now, buhbye.
i saw a tall, goodlooking guy on the bus td, i shall tell yangxi , we'll both giggle tgt again :D

xoxo
C-allied,
back to her gossip girl status
{tired :O tmrw's gna be a long day for audi prac ): }

things to complete tmrw : Chem grp discussion with pok, wy and cam! . CCA Audi Prac.

2009-03-28T14:26:00.002+08:00

You are my Manhattan from the sky

You look so neat and tidy when I’m way up high,

But I know your streets are lined with a fine mess inside

And I wanna come down and walk around your mind.

Watch One Hill Tree. Chad Murray's in it :D! And listen to the songs she sang for the series, like hallelujah and this song. Oh manx, she used to be only 18 when i first heard about her. Now She's 23 and she's finally got the chance to get her song on the Billboard. Kudos to Kate!

I shall continue from Thursday's post.

I was kinda happy on thursday. It was quite late when i reached Sungei Road, hahaha the sale was surprisingly really good. Probably we didnt really took out too many old goodies to sell. After that, went with KT to bugis for dinner :D

Yesterday was quite a rush, me and yan decided to go National Lib to do research on Theatre Lx. We alighted in front of SMU but i lead the opposite direction -.- So like wth, we cant see any library ? In the end, we walked into Raffles City then took MRT to bugis. Walked from Bugis to NL. Time check, 4:30pm -.- Oh man. There goes our slacking plan. Haha NL is really big. We tried the reference lib but obviously failed to collect any information. Idk why NL is so strict about people stealing bks or whatever. I was questioned on what im going in for ): (Duh to find bks?) But hey, what i discovered is that the NL's lift is so nice (: And im refering to the one with transparent glass. Didnt know the lift goes down really fast and we had a great time going up and down and looking outside the lift. HAHAHA :D we're childish.

Aft that went BJ to buy F.O.O.D, yes our favourite FOOD :D I only got a drink from Uzumaki Ice-cream while yan got lots of nice food, wanton noodle, jap, rice ball. Kk, im feeling hungry now ):

Reached home and chiong R&R! Tired :O I woke up only at 10am today. hahaha .

Im so looking forward to tonight. Nice dramas on air again , yays :D

And tmrw too,

Haha KT, good luck for finals tmrw! I'll try to go and support if i can . Gambatte!

Argh, im suddenly so free this wkend . But umm, i shall refrain from shopping this wkend -.- I must save money for shopping next wk ^^

xoxo

C-allied.

Im bored, I d'wna do math!

2009-03-26T16:48:00.005+08:00

♥Gossips and more gossips

Owells, im finally more free today. Had syf rehearsals until 6pm on both Tuesday and Wednesday. Apparently audi practice wasnt really smooth 'cos its our first time there. I'm so damn tired this morning until i really feel like ponning school -.- And i realised this has only happened a few times this year!!

Sec4s just cleared our LA Block Test today! K, the topic's really quite general in a sense. Im quite glad that the quotes are of good use at least. But i've a feeling i wasnt really adhering to the topic D: To speak the truth, all the notes are kinda useless ): But whatever it is, IT'S OVER! :D

i need to finish R&R! Gawrrrh. But at the same time finish watching ToGetHer Ep6 and my overdue Gossip GIrl Ep19!!!!!!! boo. School is rather okay these days, 'cos there arent really a lot of ws, quizzes but i believe wk3 would be quite a disaster with so many stuffs due -.- I cant believe i chiong-ed out Bio SIA in a few hours! I felt so ♥accomplished .

Another thing in excited about is GCP this year, actually they're right, 3 months in China is quite long and I've spent a lot of money on it. I guess i'll try to do regional cip if i can, at least do something that helps others :D Plus, environmental issues do not really interest me that much. I think i'll rather spent the same amount of money travelling with my parents, i could probably relax more. Aww but still, I wna go Kyushu/Canada/UK!!! Esp UK trip!! omg, cambridge is so beautiful, while i can only dream to go to this school ):

Anws, gossip and lunch session with Siman & Shiqi, the double S. Haha :D Kap-ed with them and we gossiped a lot about certain people *ahhem*. And i hope no victims of our gossip is there! >.- if not im so gna have an enemy. Haha but i think im speaking a lil' loud .
O.o And i didnt know Siman has the same view on certain people as me . High5 , girl ! :D
Lets gossip more next time, hopefully i can collect more of yall 's impressions on SOME people.

Hey Shiqi, i read the blog. Omg, all those pictures -.- No comments. Does she like lil' boys or what? Hah.

I shall celebrate 308 being the class with lowest msg for chinese with the rest in chinese.

我发觉我越来越不懂得原谅一个人了。是我太执著于某些事吗？还是我真的错了。但，我是十分相信自己的直觉，它一直以来都告诉我，我是对的。或许是我真的不能接受一些人的人格吧，也不能说他们人品不好，因为这东西是非常主观的。但不管怎样，有些朋友已经让我觉得我实在“不宜”碰，多谢你从前对我的好，但我真的不想面对一个令我怒火中烧的人。请别想不通为什么，反正就是你惹了我。不过放心，有必要的时候我会笑脸迎人，当我毫无表情时，请不要为“明知山有虎偏往虎山行”地出现在我面前，后果自负哦。

K, im off to flea market now to check out jumble sale :D Ever since my nyaa service hours ended, i havent really been to there. Hope everything's fine(: Someone's treating me to dinner , mwahahaha.

xoxo
C-allied.
(Happy to have gossiped a lot today)

2009-03-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

TIRED :O

xoxo,

gossip girl ep 19 is out :D

go watch!

C-allied.

2009-03-22T18:49:00.004+08:00

OSIM TOMORROW! D:

1 week ended admist our busy life.

M'dear June hols' , when are you gna visit me?

here's the confession of my undying love (L) for you.

its BLOCKS this term, and syf. And many more to come :] im totally looking forward to this new term to pass quickly :D Meanwhile, i shall continue going shopping and gossiping. Mwahaha.

Jiayou everyone, we can cope with the stress next term .

and i hope for a brand new exciting term (excluding the excitment i get in schwork of course :\)

-prays for certain things to happen-

Resolution for term2 :

Play hard, mug hard, do well for school stuffs, hope my wishes come true *hints*

Hugs and Kisses,

C-allied.

OMG IM SO GNA WATCH THIS :D since i didnt manage to read the bk even when i borrowed it. And the thing that attracted my attention to it is the song of the advertisement for it. THE BOMB THE BOMB THE BOMB, its my fave song , haha and i totally felt like shaking my body to it.

2009-03-21T16:35:00.009+08:00

Rashes, Oh, m'dear rashes, you're killing me ):

Thanks shiqi , time to chill out tgt next time :D ! Save me from hell pls. Lets escape to our solace, im really sick of the mundane life here.

How i wish i can be in America, prolly in NYC . Walking down Seventh Avenue, rather than being in a slave-driving institution in Singapore.
Sometimes i wish i can be like the four ladies in Sex and the City, though my youth's not there anymore, but i still get to enjoy life in glamorous outfit and high heels :D Isn't that just in our dream?

Or perhaps i may wanna be like Blair Waldolf, that super-rich-super-bitch Queen Bee. "Oh yeah, Ms Blair, Everyone hates you!" But at least i lead a colourful teenage life without having to worry too much about academic related stuffs.

But okay, i shall not be greedy. As long as you place me in a western country, what im doing now may be hooking up really hawt guys that burns your tongue. Probably clubbing with my number n boyfriend till dawn. Not to forgetting, my sexyaye girlfriends. Mwahahahahaah :d -dream on, girl-

And lastly, if i can transform myself into Gossip Girl, this blog shall be filled with all YOUR scandals! Seriously, theres just so many gossips that i've to keep to myself. And more people are telling me scandalous stuffs :D haha -winks, camelia-

Yeah, so much for dreaming your way through. Im living my life like this now, just to aim for a greater goal. And i believe, one day, that i shall just dump work aside to do something wild. Probably aft Eoys , if i can make it happen.

BSP symposium is yeah, boring -.- What more can i say, i dont even wanna mention how i survived through the whole seminar trying to destroy a PIECE of clean and nice white paper just to let out my frustration. Pfft.
So now im gna swear that unless i'm a presentor/ i happen to win something for my lunwen next year, i WILL NOT attend that seminar EVER AGAIN. thanks a lot.

Thankgoodness i left halfway, my parents drove me over to NUH for follow-up. Whoever that doctor is, im gna screw you if i see you again. This is the second time in my life that i got fed with medicine that contains penicillin. The first time i got it, i had rashes over the top half of my back, however, i soon got to know that its unavoidable 'cos of the medicine i had to take. But this time round, the effects of it were much worst off, i began to have rashes and had diarrhoea when my fever has already recovered aft one dose of medicine. Gosh, and then i came to realise that it was my medicine allergy thats acting up again! oh man, no wonder it would happen, he didnt even check for my allergy before the medicine was given to me, like wtf?

i felt so screwed this morning and yesterday, its itchy but i cant scratch :\ gawrh! hopefully its btr now :) since i dont feel uncomfortable anymore.

SO...went with my parents to IMM just now to get some food for my stomach, hopefully i can be back in NY with a better mood and a healthy body, which is the most important one i guess :]

With that, im all ready for gossips, fun and laughters :D
And yeah, BLOCKS, HMWK, CCA...YEAH -stares-

KT's back from Korea and im getting my kimchi tmrw! Wheees (: TYVM DEAR !

Surprisingly, Winston happily texted me about it. And i believe thats just a trick for him to apologise to me. Can't believe i was so grumpy lately just because of his attitude @ YWCA. But of course, i dont really know how sincere is he to apologise out of the blue. You just cant trust guys in his actions sometimes. In this case, even girls tend to say sorry to you but gives you a darnit attitude again next time you work tgt. But whatever it is, im quite happy that this proj has ended, and me being not in the team can jolly well wash my hands off the jumble sales, plannings and packings :D yipee! i sense the joy in myself. At least, that should not be a reason why im unhappy again, cos its finally settled!

This is the first time i learnt something from him, something that i've never expected him to have a great insight on. Amongst the 4 of them, he seemed to play the Devil's role all the time. He throws me all the evil glares and sarcasm. More than often, i had to swallow it myself. Im really grateful to KT and Eehong to be constantly cheering me on, and i realise that this is something that even your very good friend may be too awkward for.

But he taught me that. No matter how much you dislike a person that you've to see and work with everytime, giving them a cold shoulder will just pull you and the team down. Sometimes, faking up a smile (jingwen, thanks for telling me that. i guess i must learn this fast :D ) is the best solution to your sorrows and anger even when you're feeling emo and unjust. Afterall, life's like that (Yan, i quote this from you :DD Bff. ) Either you survive it well, or you bear grudges in your next life. To be thick-skinned, to a position in your community for yourself. So, i guess its time for me to change my attitude too . Right now, i really think my mindset would cause me to have a few enemies. Well, sometimes learn to be friendly even with the person you dont like, for they wont know that you dislike them, instead of showing it bluntly. Not knowing the truth doesnt hurt, it only hurts them ultimately if they happen to know it.

How to make my life more meaningful and fruitful? Besides shopping and doing whatever i like, time to adapt myself better to the world around me even if i may not want to. but at least, i gain something. Set yourself a limit, if you're really suffering and unhappy, let yourself off for once, but you've at least tried your best :D And you're gna love what you achieve eventually.

xoxo
C-allied,
gossip girl :D

2009-03-20T15:47:00.002+08:00

Rashes :\

Argh, i just woke up from my sleep ): And now the rashes has finally gotten better. And im not feverish anymore ! YAY! :D but i still dont wna go for symposium tmrw ): Gawrhh, Why does the symposium starts so early?

Aww anws, almost 9 hours of cca yesterday. Snrs like waiyee, felicia and jasmine came back!! :D Must thank Jasmine a lot for coaching us and telling us what to improve on . So we practiced for the morning, went over to poolside for lunch (tsktsk ahhem tingchih ;) and then went back to boarding sch to rehearse again. Omg, im now damn scared of Li ls, we got scolded like dk how many times ytd ): Hope syf this year would be good :D JIAYOU NYJF AZA!

Time to revise, 'cos blocks are next term :[

and indeed, work is the only thing in our life that is never ending D:

Im addicted to fcbk quizzes now! Oh and i just looked through all my photos last year in China :D All the sweet memories of the 16 of us tgt :P How i wish i could be there again in Summer -.- and then i can escape from blocks :\

xoxo

C-allied / your gossip girl always

Gossip Girl; The Grandfather

2009-03-18T13:56:00.002+08:00

Poor Blair's reputation is totally destroyed ): I just finished watching The Age of Dissonance!!! and is looking forward to the next episode !!!! omg, nate's so hawt! i still love nate more :D though blair + chuck may be a better pair.

xoxo gossip girl.

I just realised im obsessed with dramas again -.- prolly because syf is coming, and this drama thing couldnt get off my mind. Im so looking forward to sat, not for the symposium (i wish i can pon it) but for ToGetHer!!!! which my mum say is not nice >.- eek, no ... Jiro's so funny and cool !!! ahahaha, and having an equally good looking guy acting as a retard is just so tempting.

Perfect Cut 2 ; the stories are really touching. owells, though it didnt seem to be as nice as perfect cut 1 but i guess its just because its not new to the audience anymore. And i dont have a problem with the so-called "black butterfly" hovering around. In the first place, why do they claim that its BLACK? its prolly more towards the light blue side, perhaps with black outline. Hmm, Butterfly represents beauty? what's so disturbing abt that? :\

Tmrw's gna be another busy day. Omtian, i just realised disasters are here, soon. Im gna be trapped, again.

GOSH CAN I DONT GO FOR THE SYMPOSIUM! I TOTALLY DONT WNA SHOW MY FACE THERE!

pffft.

C-allied mourns her march holiday. Its gone just like this ):

xoxo

C-allied !

2009-03-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

♥ SHOPPING! ♥

I love yan x3 . My bff cum best shopping partner and hug machine! :D

K, so as a good lil' girl, i finished most of the work! ^^ and went shopping today. HOORAY! :) Now legs are kinda aching aft walking for 5 hours -.-

Yan gave me a hug at the mrt station! yay i love you bff!

So we headed to Bugis Streets aft getting an ice cream each , yumyum :D mine's a weird mix. Mint, Choc and green tea :O

Its raining in the afternoon so the Streets' ground's kinda wet and slippery .

Again, im so obsessed over the fashion at Streets, Yan loves the korean clothes :D I like the long vests ): but its around 30-100 -.- oh man, im so gna get slaughtered if i buy that.

Theres a new area on the ground lvl, and omg, we saw super nice juicy couture handbags!!! Too bad its near 100 bucks :\ Dang, streets' like a maze, we spent very long walking round and round it and it seems that there are always so many people at Streets' everyday.

Then aft that we walked around BJ and went to Square2 :)

Square2 is so quiet at that time, and it seems like all the cool shops disappeared T_T

ahaha :D we bought QQ Rice to eat and rofl, i saw on the advt. that the shop attracts obasan! : Wtwtwt !

K, so reached home, feeling tired :O

I SHALL GO WATCH CSS3!

whees,

xoxo

gossip girl. haha :D

2009-03-15T14:05:00.007+08:00

OH MAN, F MY LIFE ):

Our lives as vacuum cleaners. (Click here)

k, maybe i shouldnt be complaining. Maybe i should just tell myself, life's like this. But then again, i just cant help cursing my timetable >O I'm occupied almost everyday because of certain commitments throughout the whole week and there goes my darling march holiday. I get no life and no homework done. In fact, i havent had a reason to persuade myself to start on hmwk , argh, 'cos im stucked on the first question! pffft.

Worst of all, there goes my shopping plan.

From now on, i need to find a reason to unlock my mind. And for goodness sake, pls start on hmwk soon. If not you can forget about going out!!! -slaps-
Ahaha, yes, wy. Lets pon sat's and go shop at Vivo :)
i hope no teacher sees this -grins-

Yan, i wna go shopping with you! But i dont think i can make it tmrw ): 'cos i havent done anything yet !!!!

Thinking back, graces canp is really great! :D At least we dont have to touch the wkshts for a few days . Im addicted to cant help falling in love with you now :] its a great song! And listening to Without You now keeps me in suspicion of the fact that Mariah Carey may be singing an Indian song -.- Ken Lee has quite an impact on my class, now everyone goes "Ken Leeeeeeeeeeeeeee". Even listening to the original vers. reminds me of Ken Lee. Hahaha :D I really love The Way I Are, thanks a million yangxi for the dance steps , whees. !!!

Great, KT, i dreaded my holiday now. Bring me over to Korea plsssssssssssssss!! i dont wna stay here anymore :\ How i wish i can be eating kimchi now ): Unfair unfair!! >.-
Nevertheless, pls take care and come back in one piece or i'll have to spent time trying to piece you into one again >D

Im gna be busy for syf next term and probably starting from this wk onwards :E

I HAVE TO DO HMWK, YEAH!
Farewell, xo
C-allied .

2009-03-14T17:03:00.002+08:00

Started with a perfect kiss, I can taste the poison in within,

hello hi hi ! gossip girl's new episode is coming out on tue! OMG gossip girl fans go watch!!!!

I love Blair & Nate :D

Sorry to Chuck Bass's fans, but i really find him horny & gay :P

O yay! Im back from NUS Open Hse. well but in the first place i wasnt rly suppose to be there so...i disguised myself as an a lvl graduated! :D mwahhahahaha. k, kidding. I didnt stay at NUS for long 'cos i cant find my way around ): sad sad.

AND YES!!!! i woke up early td @ 8am. dont 'huh' me but its really the earliest in my record. I'll usually sleep my sat morning away but i had my grade 5 theory test td ): ayeee, my dark circles are worsening -.- So...i went all the way to PSB Academy which is at tiongbahru . ZOMG, theres a bad jam outside the sch :O The exam room is really cold but the paper was easy. Really easy, easiest as compared to the past year papers. and guess what? i actually guessed the german terms correctly!!! Kudos to myself, mwahahah im so happy now. lalalalala.

That sch reminded me of Jap sch at changi! and after 1 year, they've finally amended my misspelt name and i got my precious cert. back yesterday ):

AFFINITY! yesyesido, i believe in affinity now. i really do after yesterday and the prev 2 encounters!

HAHAHA :D ping knows why. right ping?

umm, i shall keep it as a secret! shhh. I think i'll really go bonkers if theres a 4th encounter on another friday. Ahahahax :D

xoxo

gossip girl , ahahah :D

2009-03-13T19:40:00.005+08:00

SHOPPING SHOPPING!
anyone wna go on a SHOPPING date with me? ;)

i've been looking for label signs , looking for LOVE.
labels / love ?

2009-03-11T18:06:00.002+08:00

I need a miracle, I wanna be your girl.

I didnt know Shakuhachi can be played so well :D !!! Haha today assembly we've got this asst. professor and his team to teach us jap traditional music [<3]>

Haix, sigh, my stomach's not functioning well, i tend to feel bloated easily. Nausea and gastric pain like this morning just because i didnt take breakfast ):

I felt easily drained out these days in sch. Oh man, what has graces' done to me? Make my stamina drop like hell!!! Well, its floorball next term, haha! :D

Tired tired, i feel like slping -___-

Guess what, Theory exam is this sat at MDIS! ): and so...IM GONNA MISS THE JC SEMINAR! mwahahah :] but then agn, i still feel that im not well prepared yet even though i've done numerous past year papers. Why do ppl like saying that they can finish that whole paper in 30 mins when i spent almost more than 2 hours doing it! ! omfg, does that means im gonna not have enough time???? wtwtwtw! Well, probably because i didnt really concentrate while doing. Haha.

QINGXIAO JIAYOU! :D LETS PASS THIS THEORY PAPER WITH FLYING NOTES! :O -smacks forehead-

Rushrushrush,

I must complete my rev for theory BY TONIGHT! cos its cca day agn tmrw and lsn is tmrw T_T

AND I NEED IDEAS FOR THE VIDEO CLIP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP JUANNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

apparently our grp is super on task ;)

黄城夜韵‘09 anyone? :D im ordering from my snr whos acting! so you all can get good seats :]

Theres matinee & night on both 25th and 26th april sat and sun. So...tell me asap k! :D i need to get back to her by tmrw! oh btw, just for the sec4's info, the following wk of huangcheng, on 29th april is unfortunately , our BIO BLK TEST -.- dots. but that doesnt affect your interest right? C'mon you can always go for the night one since most ppl whom ordered from me are going that one. Just take it as being able to unwind and relax for the night & enjoy the show yeah? :] its their last year @ Victoria Theatre!!!

C.drama-er should go support our SNRS :D

YAYYY! GO SENIORS! :D

Till then, farewell darlings!

C-allied

2009-03-10T21:14:00.002+08:00

SUSPENSE SUSPENSE
AHAHAHA :D
im high and happy td.
thats all i wanna say,
cos im lazyyy to post, gawrh!!!!

KEN LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

No one ken to ken to sivmen nor yon clees toju maliveh.
When I gez aju zavateh na nalechoo more.
New yonooz tonigh molinigh yon sorra shooo.
Yes ee shooo, ooo

Ken LeeeTulibu dibu douchoo...
Ken LeeeTulibu dibu douchoo...
Ken LeeeKen lee meju more

HAHAH Without You by Mariah Carey. New Vers. of it: Bulgarian Music Idol on Youtube! Go watch , omfg its so ass funny.

C-allied.

2009-03-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

You spin my head right round, right round.

xxx

Dumdum deedum :X

Hahaha I got a new keyboard, finally! Though its an old one, but still, at least i can type "k, l, ; and ' now. Well anws, there goes my wkend, being totally like (阿宅). Instead of the usual shopaholic me ;)

Oh but this time round, trust me, Im really gonna mug harder 'cos you'll never really lose out to invest time on work. Im gonna ace my differentiation quizx! ooh yeah.

I guess aft Graces' camp i need to change my outlook of life. Like what's been mentioned, invest more time on my studies & music (totally inspired due to career conference xoxo) . For the sake of earning more $ in the future, i seriously have much more to do. But dont worry, i still love shopping with dear yan x3 . Lets hangout on friday agn sweetie.

Sat; Dark circles + Messy Hair + Aching all over. Those are image spoilers ): Too bad i have them all on saturday. K, guess what, i slept for 3 hours friday aft coming back home, slept at around 10 at night till around 0930am . Yet still feeling dizzy and tired. So i slept at around 1030pm last night -.- Wtf, a typical no-life-style. Well anws, while on my way to find KT, i thought a lot about what i've been through. On a lighter note, its actually quite a thing to remember if i filter out the emo parts. Reached hillview and met up with KT [<3] Met up mainly for him to pass me the form to fill up for CIP . So...we sat down at the bus stop, catching up and watching buses passing by. You might think its utterly unromantic. But i seriously think that brightens up my day. Simple heart to heart conversation made you realise a lot of your flaws and how you should be motivated to work harder :D

Sun; Yeah, i definitely screwed m' morning. Apparently i've done reasonably bad to drive m' tcher worrying whether i can be qualified for exam this year! >.- Man, so sorraye. From now on, i promise/swear/vow to invest 1 hour everyday into the wonderful songs k :) Cheer up laoshi! Not forgetting my theory exam to be next next sat, oh Jesus ): And i fcbk-ed the whole day td. I probably wasted too much time on the com! gosh, no wonder my stamina runs out so quickly -.- I was online for almost the whole day ytd O.O while HT was here. She's truly wonderful, omg if i can get all A for A lvl like her then i'll see hope in getting into universitiez in UK -.- I so envy her, Cambridge, Yale etc. universities accepted her !!!!! gosh, i. am. so. jealous :\

AND.....................

I SPENT MY AFTERNOON SLEEPING AGN! GOSH I SLEPT FOR 3-4 HOURS , THE WORST THING IS, I CANT WAKE UP! I JUST CANT. I seriously dont see how come im so tired can?! i felt lazy all the time ever since i was back from camp -.-

And my parents just bet with me that i wont go exercise tmrw . O: im so gna prove you wrong!

I shall go running with KT tmrw, nehneh. And i need to go get XXX .

Ahahazz...long way to go tmrw :D While it hasnt come, treasure tonight !

P.S. jingwen, im not unfaithful . im a faithful/sincere and whatever sweet. Right KT? :D -nods- See, he agrees, HAHAHAHAHA (oops, i sound nutzx)

K, bye beloved-s (L)

C-allied

2009-03-06T18:13:00.015+08:00

:BREAKCAMP:

Say Cheers to Graces' Camp '09!!! :D idk how the prev few batches did, but im quite sure batch'09 torn downtown east down. Hahahahaha.

yup, so the past 3 days is a break from school. yay yay!

k, so im gonna post photos later 'cos my camera batt is currently charging...

I ain't got no money

I ain't got no car to take you on a date

I can't even buy you flowers

But together we can be the perfect soul mates

Talk to me girl

Baby, it's alright, now you ain't gotta floss for me

If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free

We can work without the perks, just you and me

Thug it out 'til we get it right

Baby if you strip, you could get a tip

'Cause I like you just the way you are

I'm about to strip and I want it quick

Can you handle me the way I are?

I don't need the cheese or the car keys

Boy I like you just the way you are

And let me see ya strip, you could get a tip

'Cause I like

I ain't got no Visa

I ain't got no Red American Express

We can't go nowhere exotic

It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that loves you best

Talk to me girl
Baby girl

I don't got a huge ol' house

I rent a room in a house

Listen baby girl

I ain't got a motorboat but I can float ya boat

So listen baby girl

Once you get a dose of D.O.E.

You gon' want some mo'

So listen baby girl

When I make it I want you back

Want you back, yeah.

Yeah, i love the way 408 are.

This camp is so far the best of the 4 years. We've got nice food and shelter :] Though my mood's totally screwed due to an overdose of hormones, but still, i get to enjoy the camp :D So sorry if i gave you all bad attitude, thats because im really not feeling very well emotionally, sometimes i just dk why i feel depressed. Probably another adrenaline rush ;)

Its eventful and less about the usual camp stuffs. I had quite a lot of time spent with myself and my emotions. Probably im still used to the usual camp activities, being too relaxed makes me feel a lil' uneasy abt it. But basically, my hormones played a major role in screwing up my emotions. Im so sorry , roomies!

Its's not the first time that i'm rooming with Yangxi, Jingwen and Tong. We were rooming tgt ever ince beijing and suzhou dorms. No qualms about that but somehow i didnt had a good night sleep on Thurs. The formal dinner lasted for 4 hours! And i'm drenched on my way back T_T but i felt accomplished! 'Cos i manage to walk in the rain without shelter on HEELS :D my poor heels -.- wheees. See, now i learn to look at the positive side of everything (: So tired and emo as usual, i bathed, talked to KT on phone. He's so sweet and supportive. I didnt dare to tell him that i wasnt feeling good at all before i got the courage to talk to him. Yet he could hear it from my voice. As usual, he didnt sound tired at all when its alrdy past 1am :\ Im so amazed by his stamina. He had matches in the afternoon and yet stays up so late just waiting for my reply. Love you sweetie! :D The night was cold. Really cold that i woke up 2 times to off the air-con. I was shivering in my blanket. And i slept less than 3 hours 'cos i really cant slp at all -_- Somehow, vigorous activity is going on in my brain and i felt so strained mentally. Sighs.

But Fiesta Finale was really really cool. The teachers' dance moves are hilarous! Best of the 4 years in nanyang :D Every class did a superb job. Kudos :D I never knew how cool some people can get and how well they can dance. Too bad due to time constraint we didnt get to see our montage ): Fiesta was super high ! It got me super high though the fan is blowing straight at me & i was freezing almost to death. I think everyone loves the performances, all the standing ovations and cheers. Good song, awesome dance, lots of force and confidence and creativity.

Formal Dinner; Social event yeah? Girls tend to get all hyped up dolling up and taking photos :D It didnt meant a lot to me though. but considering how many times i go shopping for graces, i'm not fit to say so. The gorgeous sec4s '09 sexyayes never failed to impress me. Omg, everyone's so pretty, sassy and gorgeous. I love class parades :] Of course, i didnt feel really well cos in the first place my stomach's not feeling the usual way as it should be. And its cold cold cold...Brrrr. Hah, pls go fcbk for photos! Argh, somehow my camera and uploader both had problems. I cant upload anymore photos aft the first 15, oh the -.- What's sad abt it is that my cam ran out of batt halfway through the dinner O.O Awww man!!! You ppl btr tag me for photos for fcbk !!

Malay Extravaganza: ! Its super hard to eat with hand and i cant help but to say sorry, i really didnt had the patience to eat...Haha but the performances are great! Well done msp ppl like barbie, linghan and cam!:D Oooh the best part is still the malay dance. ITs amusing to dance around in heels, trust me ^^

All the lectures & games: Well, def i enjoyed effective communication the most. The speaker is humurous and we get to watch loads of exciting videos :D But not forgetting to credit the make-up and yours graciously sessions. They're totally a girl's thing to learn,

KUDOS TO:

everyone who makes the camp possible, yay!

poor yang has cca aft graces and the c. dance sec3s didnt even get to go for obs -.-

Why do i keep feeling tired aft the camp -.- I felt tired and cold now which id even know why. Sigh, i think im really drained. and i hate it that my ahem clashed with this camp O.O deprived me of the spirit of participation -.-

Im aching all over -.-

Oh man,now my keyboard cant type 2 alphabets. Great! im gonna switch over to lappy!

Tata,
C-allied

2009-03-03T18:31:00.002+08:00

GRACES CAMP! :D

yay im so happy. its a few days more to graces'09! Just got the tee td, its purple. gay-purple o.o well but nvm, the design's kinda artistic :D Ummm, at least i get a 3 days break from MATH. Sometimes so wrong with my math, even more wrong with my parents. They're slave driving me into doing diff again -.- wtf, im sick and tired of it. Yet there are still people who can do well without practicing much. @^#*()@&*$#()@*#)@

Lucky smartass.

Anws, Janelle made her packing list td, lol! and i was trying to convince ppl to bring a pullable luaggage -.- HAHAHA!

Ahh k, im almost packed for Graces :] so scared that i forgot anything .

YAYYY! way to go 408 for fiesta! :D

Career Conference on Monday and Tuesday.

K, so...i conclude that i want LAW/MEDICINE/maybe even psychiatry! :] The Asst. Prof who came to speak to us abt law is super fluent. Well, but since my interest is more on medicine, so i was listening attentively during the medicine talk. Just wanna comment abt the fact that she's really a doctor full of compassion for her work.

Sighs, im gonna go pack. pack pack pack. woohoo :}

C-allied.

Cya 3 days ltr! :D

2009-02-28T10:58:00.005+08:00

YUP, taking a break from blogger, but i'll def post before Graces :]

Till then, farewell
C-allied.

2009-02-25T18:19:00.002+08:00

Domo-kun feat. Lollipop!

FILL THIS PART OUT IF YOU LIKE MEN.

About guys: Turned ON, OFF or OK

Is taller than you: super ON duh. y'know i love tall guys, probably because im tall also :D hahaa. and i kinda hate it when people say: "oh you're so tall, so hard to get a bf". hello pls -.- who said cant, i can prove it to you my ownself. & my friend's 182cm tall, her bf is around there too. even if you're short. its not like you're gonna get every guy as your bf right.

Dresses Gangster: OFF. Nah Nawrh No way. Cheryl, get him to dress like that hahaha :D since you find it quite cool.

Dresses Gothic: OK. depends, i dont want someone from the dark side though. [Yo, come to the dark side, we've candies yeah! -.-]

Dresses Skater: ON. hey cool, at least it looks normal.

Dresses Emo: OK. uh, emo like melx? But idk mel dresses emo.

Dresses Preppy: ON, so cool. Good taste. haha

Cuts themselves: OFF. -roll eyes- Hello, since your gf here is someone emo at times, you shall not drill this deep into me. I dont wanna commit suicide with you, thanks.

Has green eyes: OK. depends, alien-like is a no -.-

Has blue eyes: ON. blue like mr mac's? Kinda cool. I used to stare into mac's iris in sec1 'cause his is BLUE! & im pretty amazed.

Has hazel eyes: ON. hah, why not. black is too common.

Has brown eyes: ON.

Drinks alcohol: OK. depends, Beer is ok, but i wont want a bf who goes clubbing everyday and got himself drunk till early morning with Bloody Mary and Flaming Lamborghini.

Wears glasses: OK. does it even matters? Some guys look nicer with specs, seriously. Provided if you dont look nice, theres also contact lenses to wear.

Smokes cigarettes: super OFF. i hate smokers. Smoking makes one's life so screwed.

Plays sports: super ON. Well, i just love sports guys.

Calls you just to say hi: ON. oh thats sweet :D But not too many of it.

Compliments: ON. which girl doesnt like compliments. Even if it is not seemingly true. But then even sales personnels learnt them and calls everyone mei2 nv3. So why not?

Good dancer: OK. depends, Cos if he's a ballet dancer than...Ehhhhh...

Has piercings: OK. not on the tongue i suppose, haha.

Wears jewelry: OK. why not, its style.

Smiles when you walk in the room: super ON. I love it when some guys smile. Guys should smile more, most of them actually looked quite nice and friendly.

Has long hair: super OFF. Omg, they reminds me of the super old chinese pop band call Power Station.

Has short hair: ON. duh, do i have a choice -.-

Has curly hair: OK. like Nick Jonas? hahha, hilarious.

Has brown hair: ON. it works the same as eye colours.

Has Black hair: ON. like i have a choice.

Has dirty blonde: ON. like drew barrymore's? Yeah why not?

Has Red hair: OFF. Eek, pls dont dye red hairs.

Laid back: OK. not too laid back in this case.

Plays guitar: super ON. So cool, teach me !!!! :D

Plays drums: super ON. haha i know how to play too, we can play tgt!

Plays piano: OK. quite a lot of guys these days can play piano. So...nothing surprising.

He can draw: ON. One thing im afraid about artistic guys are, GAYNESS. Well, even sports guys can be gay too, ex. GAY RUNNER -.-" pffft.

Easily jealous: OK. that shows hes concerned abt you :D

Has a tattoo: super OFF. Pls, anything gangster like turns me off.

Has a tongue ring: super OFF.

Has Lip Ring: super OFF.

Hugs from behind: super ON. why not? Its so sweet and charming :) *hints*

Kisses your neck: OK. its a bit suggestive. But why on Earth do you kiss my neck when i have lips here for you?

TENNIS TODAY. Koped KT's racket (cos apparently i did MISPLACED mine!) which he used when he was still a beginner. And it was specially DESIGNED for him. Seriously, its kinda heavy and hard to grip. The handle's too long!!!!! So i conclude that it is not made for girls -.- Im gonna pass it back to you tmrw!

Assembly: Youth Olympics! ^^ The videos are so entertaining.

These few days are quite slack cos theres not much hmwk but sch's still a mad rush. I wanna break free!!!!!!!!

Did 1 hr of packing today! Another 1 more hr tmrw for packing!!!!!! YAYYYYY :]

OLFACTORY, whats that! -.-

C-allied.

2009-02-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

NA NA NA, DIVA IS A FEMALE VERS. OF A HUSTLA.

(beyonce ftww!!)

Wow, cheryl sounds damn frustrated today. Actually im quite annoyed these days, due to certain reasons :D <- another fake smile. I keep on putting up fake smiles these days, but sometimes i AM really quite happy. I think ms li. has got me a good seat at the back. I mean, its nice to be around with jialun, lingo and linghan. At least i feel more free to express myself and more imptantly, i enjoyed my daily schlife there ^^

BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT :@

I think im jinxed by someone, with this person around, i can never have peace. I can never have my place to stand. Seriously -.- I find someone else rather fake, i just cant bring to trust her much these days. Prolly she doesnt really like me, who cares? Who are you to judge me right or wrong in the first place.

So many ppl around me either stressed, angry or emo. Ahh, but apparently the Unicorns are still quite a happy-go-lucky bunch of indian clique. LOLLLL! Yeah, so it kinda affected me too. Still feeling luckily to sit around there, at least id need to pull a long black face ALL DAY. I AM SEVERLY ANNOYED ALMOST EVERYDAY BY DIFFERENTLY PPL, DIFFERENT THINGS. & i think my life's gonna be shorten soon. With all the raging angers burning.

Laughs for td: Claire only eats FREE YOGURT! with strawberries , omg i got 3 big ones :D yayyy!

Aiyaaa, i just dont get the mindset of certain people, who do they bother to think that way. While me being the more practical and lazy one didnt wanna go to such extra "mile" just when you dont get anything in return.

Its amazing how my mood can be a roller coaster [ i just ATE roller coaster] . Nth abt sch can interest me, really. Now i think Graces can take me away to a break. I had grudges with the whole theme of sch, schwork, schlife, sch friends, sch related stuffs, schwork related stuffs blahblah..

Well screw 'em , all of the above.

And i say how many times alrdy, id wanna be a replacement. IM IRREPLACEABLE. hahah everyone's unique wad, just LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, LOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLLLLL!!!!!

Here comes my fave song and all times fave singer. To the left to the left...

if i take 1 step closer to you, would you wanna take 99 steps to reach to me? :) -winks-

errr, but beware, distance of displacement is diff for everyone.

Ppl with longer legs like me, my 2 steps=to your 1 and a half steps?

Hahahahhaaaaaaa. Lame joke aside.

Omg, lame

lame

lame.

Im learning from my shifu :D

Oh and i forgot to mention my shifu!!!!!

cheryl, i bet that "don't make guys drool. when girls are angry they tend to become cuter so don't let the guys 赚到" is a statement made by my shifu! :D cos only my shifu is so lame.

While me being a super BRIGHT ^^ student learns from him.

my lame shifu, one day im gonna beat him . hehe :P

Kthnx, gonna go slp now.

I subway-ed , yumyum and i trim my hair! Cut my overgrown fringe!!!! WHEEHEEEEE and im looking forward to seeing yan's hair.

Pinch your cheeks,

C-allied

2009-02-22T14:16:00.002+08:00

My new wallpaper, funny eh?

some evil ppl, dont laugh, yes, you! SASA, your blog's dead since birth :D

I GOT MY CHEONGSAM LAST NIGHT WOOHOO!
now im almost done for graces prep :] time for more accessories. hahaha
anws, played tennis with KT and then my tennis balls rolled all over the place and i lost ALL OF THEM!!!!! CRAPPPPPP! -.-
I want my ball. And i like KT's racket ! woohoo.

Poorjasmine, get well soon. ILY <3

From jas's blog:
i should buy a lighter for myself and whenever i feel emo i can burn my rough papers instead of cutting. (Me: I should probably adopt this idea too, since i've been damn stressed these days.)
i lost my very nice black pen ): (Me: i didnt, but mine kinda dropped and went a bit fading when using)
damn saddening. (Me: yeah my schlife is :D <- ironic smile)
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i shall learn how to be less transparent.
i shall learn how to not people know how i feel.
i shall learn how to not let people know what i think.
i shall learn how to let people think i am fine when in fact i am really pissed/emo/disappointed.
i shall learn how to not scold people even when they really piss me off.
i shall learn how to keep my opinions to myself.
i shall learn how to stop trying to satisfy others.

i shall. and i will.
...............

I disagree with all above except for the first point.
Probably you're still a sec2, and when i was a sec2, i vow to do all that too.
But as i grow up, i got to realise that i must do all the opposite.
I shall be more selfish, cos i've done enough to hurt myself emotionally.
Soon, you'll know that you emo cos you give in emotionally to others.
You didnt make the effort to prove others wrong in certain things.
The point about letting people know how you think is important. When we start keeping things to overselves, theres gonna be a emotional blast soon. If you think people are hurting you, why shld you be the one swallowing that into your stomach. its a vicious cycle.

The Giddy C-allied.
oh man, am i going to faint?

2009-02-21T16:15:00.005+08:00

You must not know about me,

YAY, SATURDAY! :D

and i finished hmwks ^^ shall go get cheongsam tonight.

Friday

My mood's screwed once again due to SOME people. Whatever, im just expressing my views, i didnt CURSE you or ruin your reputation here. Thus, i. am. not. a. bitch. And lailai didnt come for chem lsn, so we did this chem prac trial 2, which wasted my whole lunchtime and end up i couldnt even finish >.- Grumpy Claire on Friday :O Surprisingly i wasnt tired at all this week. Haha...

guess what, while i was on the overhead bridge, i saw SOMEONE again. Gosh, i should have trusted fate :D yayyyy! Fate's on my side. haha im feeling lucky. Friday's afterall, quite a good end to my sucky schlife :D

Took mrt to Queenstown, i intended to WALK^^ to Queensway, but i was way too clever -.- Y'know, cos i got down from the mrt station and saw the exit that pointed where to get down to get to Queensway, but as a blur sotong, i didnt see that it is actually a bus stop exit -.- Uh-oh panic panic. So i called KT, haha i told him that i wanted to walk, and then he said: "Wah crazy, you're going to walk for hours -.-". Umm ok, so end up i took 51 there. Its really very far, sighs. Yeah, so met him at Queensway! Bought my fbts - black and HOT PINK ^^ @ 6 each only. AhahahahaxD Special Discount yeah? Thankyou KT!!! :]

Then we took taxi to bugis, apparently we're quite late and they've alrdy started the sale. Yada yada...Left at around 5pm and took bus home, 1 hr ride -.- phew!

... there goes my week.

Here comes the emo part:

K, its not gonna be so emo cos im sick of getting upset with people. Apparently they have happily hurt me with their words and actions! pfft. !%#*(@&##*()@*# I have just one word to describe them: BEYTCHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![trying to let my anger out!] Oh like whatever, who cares if you're that against me or what? i need this attitude to survive! WINSTON, look here. if you still dont get my msg then fine. but dont call me a bitch for all these. Sigh, i concluded my friday being not so happy in a sense. Probably i shld switch off my political mindset or smth. But i cant bring myself to hate certain things in my life. Certain things, certain people that i dont seem to be able to fit into. I dont like how some think about me, just like i dont like how some people behaved. Trying to show off, trying to be against me? Whatever you're trying to do, im just so disgusted over your personality, bitch. Well, you can always stick to your pure and innocent friends, while im too complicated for you. Too much of my social life annoys you? Or whatever that is, you're no one to say cos you're SCREWED, argh @&#($*%)_#%(_#%.

And i discovered smth. Some people are afraid to be outshined, thats because they're really outstanding. Some people didnt had the X-factors for certain things, and therefore they get jealous of others. Argh, i dont see why they'll have to backstab others just for that. I mean yeah, all of us are born differently, you're born for who you are. Maybe you dont have a pretty face, maybe you dont have a smart brain (yeah, one good example is me, like what can i say? I gladly accepts it, thanks.), dont have the popularity like a Queen Bee, not born with gold in your mouth...But you can always improve yourself accordingly to your ability, and not building up your happiness on someone else's misfortune. Thats VERY SELFISH. I mean seriously, when you complain abt how you dont like your good friend in behind her back and in front of others, how will people think of you can? Just because you cannot be as good as her? Im so diao-ed when i discovered some only appears to be gd friends with each other, while deep inside each other, they hated another's glory. Thankgod it didnt happen to me, if its gonna happen to me, which i doubt so, cos apparently theres almost no trait on me that ppl can be jealous of -.-

But still, im severly disgusted by the convo i overheard, im not gonna disclose what i heard but im really taken aback, surprised about the truth? i seriously dont see how come they can act as if nth has happened. if it was me, i'll just snap . haha I think im the Gossip Girl in making. This blog is becoming the gossip blog. hahaha right. I shall not gossip about what i overheard, in case i got myself into trouble.

Ping, dont feel left out, actually i felt so sometimes too ): -pinchpinchpinch-

I dont express my view so openly abt certain things. But im really quite troubled over some ideas, its frustrating to see some people enjoying themselves without having to worry abt it. I felt like i wanna get back at them for this. but thinking twice, nah.

Basically, im extremely stressed up these few wks.

YAYYYY SUZHOU DORM GRPING FOR GRACES!!!!!!!!! :] woohoo. we can chat for 2 hrs until late night again :D

C-allied

2009-02-19T19:03:00.003+08:00

KRANJI WAR MEMORIAL CLASS OUTING <3

the weather is horribly terribly hottt! Therefore, we got extremely hot too ^^ But on a more serious note, even qying said she didnt train in such a hot weather before. Like c'mon luh, we're tanned, baked, bbq-ed and whatsoever there ):

EXTREME HEAT WAVES! enzymes are all denatured & thankgod i brought water + umbrella, so i didnt faint. I bet the tempt record is higher than 33 degree celcius. While its snowing in bj now -.- omtian.

Mrs Poon is really good, we heard a lot of war stories, some are really sad while they died in the most regretful & unjust situation. mrs Ting passed over some flowers. I placed it in front of the grave of a 10 months old who died in the war -.- While lots of others placed them in front of Pappaya (the 16 year old youngest warrior) or Chandra. Then there's the (mourning) ceremony. The whole kranji war m. is actually quite big, too bad the weather is super hot, so most of the times we're in the shade. Haha :D Yay, class outing! but half the class wasnt there -.-

Math quiz td, ms li. is so damn efficient, i bet she didnt eat during recess. She had FINISHED marking our quiz that we took in the morning!!!!! Thankgod i didnt fail ^^

double math lsn -.- 2 hours, ownage.

TGIF tmrw! phy quiz + chem prac trial -.- righttt. i felt so happy that theres no hmwk td :):) I've been counting down for sch to end td. Well, i've been doing that everyday.

Hmmph, ty lingo, linghan and jialun's good influence + motivation and fun sitting tgt. We're all in this tgt! :D woooosh. You people always ask qns, which really encouraged me to keep thinking and revising. my mugging attitude has finally improved, at least im not so slack now & i ask qns when i dont understand and i dont completely switch off during lsns (ahh like MATH? haha sry luh ms. li) :]

Yayy, i love sitting there, i can sing with barbie girl and joke around with the erm, Unicorns!! Back row is afterall the love . Though i really loathe being stucked at the back for years.

Tata,

Lotsa Sweet Love from C-allied.

HALO MEL HOT MAMA {i quote that from S.Q}, GET WELL SOON LAB PARTNER! :D Rest more and push hmwks aside. haha Cya on monday! <3

2009-02-18T19:23:00.004+08:00

THE CUTE MEMORIES feat. MY CUTE FRIENDS OF BSP TRIP CHINA'08! :D

Joey looks so pinchable :) and yangxi is soo cute (:
Omg, the smile + that finger over there. The perfect match for cuteness :D

Haha, muackx!

Of course here comes my favourite dear pingping !And amy sticking out her tongue :O

ST's sexy lips, chinwen's cuteness :]

Last but not the least cute one, -meow meow- Lil' cat looking curiously into the camera, hey, curiosity kills the CAT ^^

I'm just so into the concept of "cute" :D i love pinchable cheeks, prolly due to influence by jingwen :]

yayyy i completed math rev for quiz. Quiz. i dont revise for quiz. But i failed too many quizzes. time to pull up my socks! :D though that case, im really quite sick of math everyday. Ooh but severely impressed by Ms. Li's efficiency! <3

YES THEORY TEST IS NEXT MONTH 14th. Internal exam is likely to be held during one of my night lsn. great >.- i still have no confidence of my grade 5 theory .

CCM tmrw :) i get to skip cca -.-

C-allied, evil smiles and pinches your cheeks :)

2009-02-17T19:38:00.002+08:00

(NO PHOTOS)

Apparently, Picasa Web Album has some problem, so i cant UPLOAD THOSE PHOTOS OF EXTREME CUTENESS, mainly comprising of cute pingping, cute regina, wy, and etc.

hohoho, Pls take note: my names is spelt as C.L.A.I.R.E , not C.LA.I.R / C.L.A.R.E / even worst, B.L.A.I.R.

blair waldolf from gossip girl, ahahahax. omfgg!

& i wanna watch GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2 <3

Td's is kinda boring. I was counting down during math and ih lsn, so sorry, i kinda slept through IH, hah :]

CCA; went running 2 rounds around level 1. aft cca, went lot 1 with KT <3

i ban myself from touching choc stuffs cos it gives me ulcers :P Eeek, i officially thinks KT eats like a pig, he finished the whole box of merci!!!!!!!!!! crap!

I NEED TO GET CHEONGSAM, EYESHADOW, HAIRBAND & NECKLACE (optional) ... for Graces :] urgh, needa go shopping soon.

XoXo,

C-allied.

[o.m.g i just found a guy's handwriting who is even neater / equals to a girl's. show you ppl in sch tmrw hahahahaha.]