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Hello, im as sweet as Choc E-clair ❤

"I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss."

Rashes, Oh, m'dear rashes, you're killing me ):

Thanks shiqi , time to chill out tgt next time :D ! Save me from hell pls. Lets escape to our solace, im really sick of the mundane life here.

How i wish i can be in America, prolly in NYC . Walking down Seventh Avenue, rather than being in a slave-driving institution in Singapore.
Sometimes i wish i can be like the four ladies in Sex and the City, though my youth's not there anymore, but i still get to enjoy life in glamorous outfit and high heels :D Isn't that just in our dream?

Or perhaps i may wanna be like Blair Waldolf, that super-rich-super-bitch Queen Bee. "Oh yeah, Ms Blair, Everyone hates you!" But at least i lead a colourful teenage life without having to worry too much about academic related stuffs.

But okay, i shall not be greedy. As long as you place me in a western country, what im doing now may be hooking up really hawt guys that burns your tongue. Probably clubbing with my number n boyfriend till dawn. Not to forgetting, my sexyaye girlfriends. Mwahahahahaah :d -dream on, girl-

And lastly, if i can transform myself into Gossip Girl, this blog shall be filled with all YOUR scandals! Seriously, theres just so many gossips that i've to keep to myself. And more people are telling me scandalous stuffs :D haha -winks, camelia-

Yeah, so much for dreaming your way through. Im living my life like this now, just to aim for a greater goal. And i believe, one day, that i shall just dump work aside to do something wild. Probably aft Eoys , if i can make it happen.

BSP symposium is yeah, boring -.- What more can i say, i dont even wanna mention how i survived through the whole seminar trying to destroy a PIECE of clean and nice white paper just to let out my frustration. Pfft.
So now im gna swear that unless i'm a presentor/ i happen to win something for my lunwen next year, i WILL NOT attend that seminar EVER AGAIN. thanks a lot.

Thankgoodness i left halfway, my parents drove me over to NUH for follow-up. Whoever that doctor is, im gna screw you if i see you again. This is the second time in my life that i got fed with medicine that contains penicillin. The first time i got it, i had rashes over the top half of my back, however, i soon got to know that its unavoidable 'cos of the medicine i had to take. But this time round, the effects of it were much worst off, i began to have rashes and had diarrhoea when my fever has already recovered aft one dose of medicine. Gosh, and then i came to realise that it was my medicine allergy thats acting up again! oh man, no wonder it would happen, he didnt even check for my allergy before the medicine was given to me, like wtf?

i felt so screwed this morning and yesterday, its itchy but i cant scratch :\ gawrh! hopefully its btr now :) since i dont feel uncomfortable anymore.

SO...went with my parents to IMM just now to get some food for my stomach, hopefully i can be back in NY with a better mood and a healthy body, which is the most important one i guess :]

With that, im all ready for gossips, fun and laughters :D
And yeah, BLOCKS, HMWK, CCA...YEAH -stares-

KT's back from Korea and im getting my kimchi tmrw! Wheees (: TYVM DEAR !

Surprisingly, Winston happily texted me about it. And i believe thats just a trick for him to apologise to me. Can't believe i was so grumpy lately just because of his attitude @ YWCA. But of course, i dont really know how sincere is he to apologise out of the blue. You just cant trust guys in his actions sometimes. In this case, even girls tend to say sorry to you but gives you a darnit attitude again next time you work tgt. But whatever it is, im quite happy that this proj has ended, and me being not in the team can jolly well wash my hands off the jumble sales, plannings and packings :D yipee! i sense the joy in myself. At least, that should not be a reason why im unhappy again, cos its finally settled!

This is the first time i learnt something from him, something that i've never expected him to have a great insight on. Amongst the 4 of them, he seemed to play the Devil's role all the time. He throws me all the evil glares and sarcasm. More than often, i had to swallow it myself. Im really grateful to KT and Eehong to be constantly cheering me on, and i realise that this is something that even your very good friend may be too awkward for.

But he taught me that. No matter how much you dislike a person that you've to see and work with everytime, giving them a cold shoulder will just pull you and the team down. Sometimes, faking up a smile (jingwen, thanks for telling me that. i guess i must learn this fast :D ) is the best solution to your sorrows and anger even when you're feeling emo and unjust. Afterall, life's like that (Yan, i quote this from you :DD Bff. ) Either you survive it well, or you bear grudges in your next life. To be thick-skinned, to a position in your community for yourself. So, i guess its time for me to change my attitude too . Right now, i really think my mindset would cause me to have a few enemies. Well, sometimes learn to be friendly even with the person you dont like, for they wont know that you dislike them, instead of showing it bluntly. Not knowing the truth doesnt hurt, it only hurts them ultimately if they happen to know it.

How to make my life more meaningful and fruitful? Besides shopping and doing whatever i like, time to adapt myself better to the world around me even if i may not want to. but at least, i gain something. Set yourself a limit, if you're really suffering and unhappy, let yourself off for once, but you've at least tried your best :D And you're gna love what you achieve eventually.

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