and i finished hmwks ^^ shall go get cheongsam tonight.

My mood's screwed once again due to SOME people. Whatever, im just expressing my views, i didnt CURSE you or ruin your reputation here. Thus, i. am. not. a. bitch. And lailai didnt come for chem lsn, so we did this chem prac trial 2, which wasted my whole lunchtime and end up i couldnt even finish >.- Grumpy Claire on Friday :O Surprisingly i wasnt tired at all this week. Haha...

guess what, while i was on the overhead bridge, i saw SOMEONE again. Gosh, i should have trusted fate :D yayyyy! Fate's on my side. haha im feeling lucky. Friday's afterall, quite a good end to my sucky schlife :D

Took mrt to Queenstown, i intended to WALK^^ to Queensway, but i was way too clever -.- Y'know, cos i got down from the mrt station and saw the exit that pointed where to get down to get to Queensway, but as a blur sotong, i didnt see that it is actually a bus stop exit -.- Uh-oh panic panic. So i called KT, haha i told him that i wanted to walk, and then he said: "Wah crazy, you're going to walk for hours -.-". Umm ok, so end up i took 51 there. Its really very far, sighs. Yeah, so met him at Queensway! Bought my fbts - black and HOT PINK ^^ @ 6 each only. AhahahahaxD Special Discount yeah? Thankyou KT!!! :]

Then we took taxi to bugis, apparently we're quite late and they've alrdy started the sale. Yada yada...Left at around 5pm and took bus home, 1 hr ride -.- phew!

... there goes my week.

K, its not gonna be so emo cos im sick of getting upset with people. Apparently they have happily hurt me with their words and actions! pfft. !%#*(@&##*()@*# I have just one word to describe them: BEYTCHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![trying to let my anger out!] Oh like whatever, who cares if you're that against me or what? i need this attitude to survive! WINSTON, look here. if you still dont get my msg then fine. but dont call me a bitch for all these. Sigh, i concluded my friday being not so happy in a sense. Probably i shld switch off my political mindset or smth. But i cant bring myself to hate certain things in my life. Certain things, certain people that i dont seem to be able to fit into. I dont like how some think about me, just like i dont like how some people behaved. Trying to show off, trying to be against me? Whatever you're trying to do, im just so disgusted over your personality, bitch. Well, you can always stick to your pure and innocent friends, while im too complicated for you. Too much of my social life annoys you? Or whatever that is, you're no one to say cos you're SCREWED, argh @&#($*%)_#%(_#%.

And i discovered smth. Some people are afraid to be outshined, thats because they're really outstanding. Some people didnt had the X-factors for certain things, and therefore they get jealous of others. Argh, i dont see why they'll have to backstab others just for that. I mean yeah, all of us are born differently, you're born for who you are. Maybe you dont have a pretty face, maybe you dont have a smart brain (yeah, one good example is me, like what can i say? I gladly accepts it, thanks.), dont have the popularity like a Queen Bee, not born with gold in your mouth...But you can always improve yourself accordingly to your ability, and not building up your happiness on someone else's misfortune. Thats VERY SELFISH. I mean seriously, when you complain abt how you dont like your good friend in behind her back and in front of others, how will people think of you can? Just because you cannot be as good as her? Im so diao-ed when i discovered some only appears to be gd friends with each other, while deep inside each other, they hated another's glory. Thankgod it didnt happen to me, if its gonna happen to me, which i doubt so, cos apparently theres almost no trait on me that ppl can be jealous of -.-

But still, im severly disgusted by the convo i overheard, im not gonna disclose what i heard but im really taken aback, surprised about the truth? i seriously dont see how come they can act as if nth has happened. if it was me, i'll just snap . haha I think im the Gossip Girl in making. This blog is becoming the gossip blog. hahaha right. I shall not gossip about what i overheard, in case i got myself into trouble.

Ping, dont feel left out, actually i felt so sometimes too ): -pinchpinchpinch-

I dont express my view so openly abt certain things. But im really quite troubled over some ideas, its frustrating to see some people enjoying themselves without having to worry abt it. I felt like i wanna get back at them for this. but thinking twice, nah.

Basically, im extremely stressed up these few wks.

YAYYYY SUZHOU DORM GRPING FOR GRACES!!!!!!!!! :] woohoo. we can chat for 2 hrs until late night again :D