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"I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss."

Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 3:59 pm

How i wish the feeling would last for as long as it goes,

y'know im damn happy td. one is because of you, one is because of myself and one is because of my dear friends out there! :D

to my special you: right now, im alrdy not interested in dao-ing your msn convo, dao-ing your smses. its totally mean for me to do so. and i just cant find a reason why im so discouraged. Y'know im really really so so so happy to receive your sms during tcher's day celebration, i was staring at my phone this whole morning & -gasped- i received nothing. i thought you've given me up and seriously, i dont feel like caring about it. regarding the last sms, im like O.O , then the rest of the time during celebration, im totally not high anymore. by right, i shldnt be doubting anything. by right, i should be so damn happy to see * **** ***. but no, i felt a little struggle to reply "me too". but still, i have to tell you the truth. its all my fault. you're all nice and good. my feelings are mixed up. im sorry. but i just wanna say, im really really happy for once..."

oh and another thing, i cried in the midst of writing you the letter. im struggling really hard. im selfish, i didnt wanna let you go. but the feeling is not there, the chemistry is not there, the love fading, you're more like a father to me than another role.

thus, im rewriting it. wuyan, i think i need your advice now. what should i do? im really too dependent, im too selfish, i cant do without it, i felt as if im getting deeper into this bottomless pit. i cant stop it. i think i'll be not so troubled if i let go but i just cant bear to do it.

To myself : you're totally incorrigible , can you just put for focus on your studies and kick off the stupid habit of being so conscious about relationships. you're hurting youself, hurting others and hurting your relationships. why are you so discouraged? why? he's totally true to you and you're getting along fine, why does it seem like your emotions are striking you.

To my dear ex-classmates of 6R'05: HAHA :D namely those who appeared td. SHIQI, DANIELLE, LINNIE, STEPH, YUCHAO, YULIN, GOHAHMA AND LAYCHING! there are somethings that can never replace friendships. especially old friends . hahaha. my fellow 6R'05 girlfriends! woohoo :} you ppl pwnx big time! it just seemed to be a few hours, and some long chats on the bus and during lunch. but we had such hearty chats. though we're like from diff schs, ny, rg and nh ... but there's always a sense of familarity within us. and it doesnt matter if we're good friends back then in pri sch.

Teacher's day celebration 08 cum class party.

haha got class tee today!! :D its pinkkkk [ms yap's colour O.-] . then went to collect teacher's day gift to distribute D: phew! a few wks of effort! finally ending this tedious lunch meeting-up session! then watched star dust and had class party. eat&eat&eat basically. then celebration!!

zomg, its so damn high larh can?! :D we cheered for our teachers! 407 's performance is damn cool :D ! parents support group is totally impressive, cant imagine my mom wearing all those clothes [thankgod she didnt agree to help out] . their so good and they can really open a shop selling those clothes that they made from recycling materials. mr chia is damn entertaining, ms dileen soh and ms teo are sexyaye babes. hahahhaa. awwww. ERIC DIDNT GET MOST CHARMING TCHER?!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmph. bad taste ny girls. :\

spent very long waiting for 157. while danny & lin are alrdy waiting in rps for half an hr! hahah :D paiseh larh, we know we're early :)

we yaked and chatted on the bus! then went back to rps. as usual, lots of students, met some familiar faces. and we wandered around, until we got to 6R'08 clroom, then cant find mrs chan, though in the end we found her but didnt spoke to her -.-

yulin came and we went off to take bus to JEC. we talked about ET, obs and all sorts of gossips on the bus. its a long long long journey :D in the end we ate at kopitiam while shiqi , danqiong [omfg! your voice changed! zzz. it seemed to sound higher] and lin went for pizza hut. gosh, sorry im too hungry! i cant take it anymore. so the 6 of us ate at kopitiam. we talked about china trip, talked abt feng tianwei, sch work and all that. then went up to see the ice rink.

and i went for my health checkup D: got myself some anti-flu medication... yada yada...

[3] my old old friends! old not in terms of age of course.

i owe Tae letter! D: need to complete it , xoxo C-allied.

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