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안녕하세요,이 클레어로 말할 수있다.
Hello, im as sweet as Choc E-clair ❤

"I'm just the mere shadow of my former selfishness. I crave the silhouette of your kiss."

You know what, i got no time for this man.
thus, i give up :P


So sorry to those who still reads this. I guess you're giving up too? ^^
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When people say its takes eternity to forget, its true.

By saying i dont care, i dont love anymore is totally a lie.

Im a big liar.

But im lying to myself

and nobody else.

I seriously think i shld move on.



Im sick and tired of it

and since i have chosen to avoid it

i shouldnt feel so disturbed everytime i thought of it and...

you.

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Hello, what you see below is SO NOT SICK. Its funny ok, i repeat. F.U.N.N.Y & maybe lame? its not rated 21 and above, so dont worry. Even 3 year old kids can look at it, just that they decipher it differently from us, or perhaps, you. Not me :)



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Read something on zikang's blog which i find extremely applicable and i urge all to read & digest too. Being the most responsible PW rep of all (come challenge me if you dont agree) & the victim of the case study below, i strongly recommend all to read the following (esp those doing task 2 alternative) :D

(During Math Tutorial)
MR CHUA: Remember to safeguard your belongings and don't leave your tutorials lying around, there are some sick people that might take it just for fun.
HONG WEI: An alternative is to not do your tutorials like me, this way you have nothing to lose.

hong wei, I salute to your creativity & humour ;)
So you ppl know what to do from now on right?
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Finally...

The day comes for all the huangcheng people. hahaha jiayou jiayou add oil. woohoooooooo somehow i feel excited and nervous for them. 想当年... haha dont worry, im not gna tell old grandma story here.

Yes go go go last lap tmrw. yes yes yes. that will end my super busy week. Now lemme tell you what i did this week.

Mon : Went ngee ann poly to find someone to discuss about our songs for the june concert. The canteen food there is seriously AWESOME, i quote from pangbaifeng : "even better than food junction". ok, food is not the main pt.

Ok, so heres a part of our convo:

My singing partner comes over to canteen, sits down, and he said: "Eh hi, wah you still so tall". (Uhh haha thanks i shrink 3 cm you also wont see the diff one lah). "Almost 2 years never see you liao, aiya forgot your name. Your name damn cheem one right?" (Oh he's refering to my chinese name). "You know why i can look as tall as you?" (why?) "My hair imba high and mighty mah" -laughs-

I said: "Err, your hair is quite messy leh, you didnt comb?" -laughs and paused for 3 secs- then he gave me a serious look and replied: " I try not to."

-.- Hahah, 2 years ago, i didnt know he was so interesting.

Tuesday: Stayed in school until 8pm for OCIP meeting. I was the last few to leave the school eventually.

Wed: Guitar! Screwed up my performance -.- I should have tried guitar one. However, laughed a lot during emcee audition. Not rly interested to be emcee though, i want to perform :):)

Thurs: YES 1 DAY TO FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i finally get to go home early...phew!

Haha i know this is nothing as compared to the huangcheng people. Lol.

Im down with flu again ^@*&)(@*)(! throat getting much better. Nose still blocked. Starts to cough now. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO >_<

and thus, i've decided to get mc for PE tmrw. mwahahahahahahahaha :D:D:D

Im so not looking forward to wkends. So far i've got CSC essay, econs lecture test to study for. Chong is so interesting...Hahahaha xd right. And, oops i think my "holiday" is gna be over soon. Im so dead. I promised to improve on the A list song by the time my beloved tcher come back frm his Japan trip (gd lah, can see Sakura D: shld have let me hide in the luggages and get me transported to japan too) Owells, as usual, i didnt practice for a week plus alr :O :O :O Pls dont let me fail grade 8 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pray that Aug dont come so soon.

My life's getting very interesting. Someone abuses me everyday in sch. Oops, someone, are you reading this? Haha, my life is great with you around O.O

In case i stress myself too much, im gna go on retail therapy soon ^^ At least this will keep my spirit up.

Bsp council - Frigging hell lots of scholars running for council. Of course, im one of them and i dont rly have a lot of confidence that i can get the position i want. SO MANY INTERESTED IN ACTIVITY COORDINATOR?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??! oh the ... oh nvm, think positive. I'll tryyyyy my best.

If my throat dont recover soon, this gna be screwed. Quick quick, gimme back my original voice. I seriously need to start rehearsing

蔚蓝的珊瑚海,

错过瞬间苍白

Vincent Fang writes awesomely meaningful lyrics -grins-

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wtfwtfwtf i forgot to divide by x~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and for that i got the whole question wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh, im going to fail every quiz i take -.-
pray that this won't continue...Or i wish i wont forget when the next test is anymore:D

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伸出手想留住一样的冰雪

那瞬间的融化

仿佛在祭奠你和我的爱情童话

zomg, im addicted to sad sad love songs D:

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Look at my domo sucking lolli!

Zomg, damn random (:)

Its only 4pm+ and im feeling tired alr :O there's earth hour later, woohoo. My CT gna spend a romantic evening outside Esplanade. Hahahaha. Happy bday march babies. You ppl are older than me :P But the gd news is we're only 17, young & innocent :D (yeah right) I dont think i wna celebrate anymore aft 18 , 18 and above sounded too old D: oh man.

So whats on my list? Firstly, complete CSC reading. Then, pray that someone teaches me how to draw the AWEsome econs graph. Lastly, finish phy tutorial -.-which i have done most of it though so im not worried at all. I spent 2 hrs practising for my exam this morning. Exam's in Aug & my tcher nags at me every Sunday. Alright alright, lazy girl like me really dont practice my pieces at all. I used to only practice once a wk for like 1 hr. Now i completely dont bother to touch my instrument. And oops, i almost forgot about my guitar!!!!!!!!! CONCERT IN MAY! ahh, i must master the song in time ahhaha. GREAT (roll eyes) 2 hrs non-stop is really record for me. I swear that in my whole life i didnt practice for this long before. And i actually made it to grade 8. Praise me :DD I'm such a talent Oh alright, not the time to feel ego. The sad truth is, ive nvr gotten a distinction these years, like after grade 5 -.- K, so i went cycling w SARAH H. just now too. We cycled past the railway then cycle back. Scary man, i cant cycle fast and well :\ Kinda freaked out at the track there :O

Oh btw got lectured by the CSC tchers during enrichment aft sch ytd. So they were saying this batch of bsp/csc students displayed rather bad attitude towards learning. Lots of ppl pon certain talks and blahblahblahblahblahblahblah... and they want our GP to get A -.- omtian, getting a B is alr gd enough for me i think. though i did manage to hit an A2 last year hahaha :D but GP @ A lvls isnt gna be that easy. So B will be gd enough i think ... Hmm. Alright alright, to show that i can still be qualified to be classified as a TALENT (apparently i dont think i am as compared to some ppl) , i will STRIVE FOR A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A FOR CSC AND GP :DDD yay!! -high-

Aiya, dk why i feel so high. Later kena miss the A how? (touch wood) -sian-

Umm yeah k, thats all. I think i btr do work now hahaha :D

-rushes off to do work-

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Quote: "ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is."

Oh man, life is sad for you guys if the above is true. Hahahaha

Quote Again: "BEER is as exciting for us as handbags are for you."

I can totally sense the xcitement! ^^

Quote from me: "He loves me? He loves me not? He's so perfect for me. He's so incredibly hot." -and keeps dreaming-

Garwh, enough of that. Haha anws, i survived x-country O.O !! though i almost didnt rly run the last km , but im glad that im not the last !! WOOSSSSSSH i almost vomitted my sandwich+milo out (oh pardon me for saying it here) just now cos i had it just before the run :X Ahh anws, i had a really gd lunch just now w yuheng <3 at bukit timah plaza. In fact, i was nvr so hungry before recently. The korean meal we ate is simply so authentic & delicious -thumbs up- though i got spiced out by the fried rice cake.

k, so being a gd girl this week, i did my math tutorial :D COMPLETED. YAY! and now proceeding on to PW. How the hell do i come up with an idea that is unique since what i can think of is what most ppl can think of. However, i do have smth in mind though -grins- Pray that it works yeah? Time passes really fast these days. MARCH'S gna end soon. April , then comes May which is the month i'll have lots of things to complete. All the deadlines, concert...blahblahblah. AND THIS IS SMTH I DIE DIE MUST MENTION. YOURS TRULY'S BDAY :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
as much as i do not want to age :\ , this day will come every year. And aft so many years, i still havent receive a biggggggggggggggggggggggggg bear yet. SARAH H. WHERES MY BIG BEAR? or if any others would like to fulfill my wish :D Pls do so !

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Dont believe? Not convinced?

Then just present 6 bucks & grab a tix from any HCGC member to feel it for yourself on 7th May! You'll be convinced :D HAHAHAHAHA

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Back?

-slaps myself-

Oh yeah, why the hell do i blog again? After blogging for 4 years and stopped for 4 months, I'm back here again with a new url and a new skin (insert loads of smiles here OR you shld simply imagine this pretty girl smiling at you) . Oh noz, i didnt say the pretty girl must be me. Just whoever you think qualifies for that title.

Why do i choose to blog again? By doing this im gna throw my blog into another ordeal. You know, its not gna survive again (-.-) Rightttttt. And im certainly not as humurous as Tong.
You must bear with my bad english sometimes. Last time, this blog used to be one with rantings, complaints and some nasty bitching about life. Alright, put all of that behind. That belongs to the xx-instinct era. So don't EVEN ATTEMPT to read my past entries. I sound like a mad dog barking, really.

Haha, wtv. Let's celebrate the birth of my new blog.
I hereby swear that I'll nvr curse/bitch/whine/complain on this blog anymore. Let it be healthy for your eyes & soul. This blog shall go greeeeeeeeeen. SAY YEAH!

I was blog hopping just now, so far i've seen zikang, huangbin and some others' blogs. Really impressed by how they manage to keep their blog active. Zikang's blog has really cool pictures and meaningful quotes. Perhaps i should learn from him, instead of letting you hear too much about the series of unfortunate events that happened in my life (er, not neccessary all the time hah) , you shall read meaningful things here. Pls remind me to not vent my anger here again :) The language that i'll use will hurt your lil-innocent-crystal-easily-broken-heart D: I'm serious, I have the tendency to curse like some ahlian now. So you wont want to see me smack a chunk of *itchy wordy stuffs here again yeah?

4 months changed me quite a bit, which is not neccessarily bad. At least i smile more now despite being puffed up by stress again. Being in Hwa Chong now makes my life much more interesting (More scandals to gossip about; hot juicy gossips) ^^ & yes, more complicated in a sense. Tong, i look forward to gossiping w you on msn again since we're not in the same class again. Ah sigh :X Oh i forgot to update you ppl about myself. Most ppl call me Claire now. So i've to respond to 2 names now -.- HOWEVER, i do hope all my old friends who know me by yimeng shall stick to that name. It brings back a sense of familiarity, the good old nanyang + pri sch days...-drift away-K, so now i've finally gotten rid of Chemistry, happily taking phy math csc and econs now. Never expect my parents to even agree to let me replace chemistry with econs. But the truth is i absolutely cant frigging hell do CHEMISTRY so whats the point of taking. And in fact i kinda regret gng into a science stream. So what if i do like Science, face it, its not my niche. Sometimes i wonder if Arts would really be better for me. But my choices for arts subj are really limited, so i guess im left with no choice. In other words, a hybrid combi would be the best for me :D therefore i made the right choice. (yay) erm, how convincing.

My class is wonderful :D dont raise your eyebrows at me. I mean real. Sincerely from the seabed of my heart. hahahaha. Okay, ive to admit that when i first saw the CT list i went like "wtf?!" im with none of my fellow 408 babes? NNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO its like a deja vu of how i react when i saw the og list k . Absolutely no one im close to in the CT/og. Goddamnit. Do you really have to do this to me? Haha, but its all fine now. Im enjoying life in hwachong (excluding hmwk). 10S62 rockzzz, my goddess rockzzz too ^^

OH MY ATHENA.

Argh, im running out of things to blog now. Information overflowing in my brain. Too many major changes in my life which i just cant finish listing, which i cant possibly talk about it at one go today. I HAVENT DONE HMWK YET GRRRRRRRR.

Last but not the least, i wish all the huangcheng ppl go luck for their upcoming soon. I demand good show on friday night :D mwahahaha. Oh and how can i forget, my dear c.drama juniors over at nygh. Gd luck w production this year. I'll support you ppl spiritually. (and perhaps technically, ARE YOU PPL OK WITH THE LIGHTING SYSTEM?!?!?! PLS DONT SCARE MEEEEEEE)

xoxo,
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